Days flew fast and today was the day when Brad was coming back from the tour with Ebony. It was almost unrealistic how fast flew last two weeks. Since that evening at Harry's place I haven't seen him since he left for his own tour again. However we were texting each other from time to time. I wasn't going to lie I was enjoying his company, he was really funny and carefree person who you want surround yourself with. He send me silly selfies from backstage everyday saying it wold be fun to have me on tour as well.
I tried to no think about what he told me that evening. I tried to avoid thoughts about really going to work with them for 6 months leaving not only London but also a magazine. I knew that for that long I couldn't do both – work with band and work in magazine.
I have decided to keep it all to myself. Of course I knew that both of them – Tristan and Brad – would support me no matter what. I knew that Tris would beg me to go since it is such a big opportunity, but I knew and that if I go it would be the end of mine relationship with Brad. I knew it would be the end of us and I knew I couldn't do anything to change that. We weren't that long into relationship that we could survive all distance for almost half a year. It just wouldn't work out for both of us.
I read somewhere that in life you are either a passenger or a pilot, it's all your choice. Thing was that I have to decide what is better for me even it sounded selfish. The problem was I wasn't sure what to choose, of course I enjoyed working in magazine but opportunity like these was really huge step for me especially for my photographer's career.
Brad was texting me nonstop on his way home. He was excited to come home and I were lying if I say I wasn't excited to see him as well.
Brad: I can't wait to see you
I chuckle at his message leaving my bed. I decide to tease him a little bit.
Me: oh im so sorry i have plans for tonight, im not sure if i can meet you tonight :(
Brad: what? no no no no
Me: im so sorry something happened and Nick needs me at work
Brad: I can come to help you
Me: you woudnt be helping and you know it ;)
Brad: but I missed my beautiful guuuulrfriend
Me: we can meet tomorrow?
Brad: no, we NEED to meet tomorrow then x
Me: so tomorrow then?
Brad: yeah.. I was so excited about seeing you today, oh I will be just watching stupid movie alone then, OKAY
Me: sorry babe
Of course I hadn't any plans, how stupid of him was to believe that after not seeing him for two weeks I would accept to work longer. All I wanted was to see and surprise him.
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I left mine at Tris flat just before Ebony called him saying she will come to meet him in a hour. Before going at Brad's I went to grocery to buy Brad's favourite beer and chips. I loved that we weren't that cheesy couple from books or movies.
I knocked on his door waiting for Brad to open it. A huge grin was on my face. As soon as he opened door I saw shocked expression on his face but not waiting for him to say something I connected our lips. Brad imminently kissed me back with such a passion. He quickly pulls me into his apartment closing door with his foot behind us.
Brad intertwining his hands to mine and pushes them up against the wall, leaving me pinned and unable to move.
"Hi." I breathe against his lips smiling.
"Hi baby. I missed you." he whispers looking with his eyes at me full of lust. "You have been a bad girl. You lied to me." He pouts.
"I wanted to surprise you."
"I was really upset since you said I can't see you today." After that he is mumbling words against my mouth but I can't understand a word he is saying. His lips travels to my neck. His hands move to my bum and lifts me effortlessly, I wrap my legs around his waist and he walks to his bedroom.
"I missed you."
"I missed you too, Zoe." He mumbles into my neck. I groaned softly when I felt his hand slide across my hip, down my thigh and then back up the inside of it before pressing against my core. I needed him.
After putting slight pressure there, he raised his fingers to undo my jeans. After undoing the buttons and zipper he tugged on them, trying to get them down. I released my grip on him to help and soon I was free of my pants.
"You are so beautiful, baby." He whispered against my lips before connecting them again.
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