I'm so scared
Terrified
Of what the future
May have in store
For me
Of the failures
I'll stumble across
And the success
I can only hope
To celebrate
I'm afraid
And uncertain
I don't know
Who I'll be
Two months from now
I can't tell
And it freaks me out
Cause while my chest
Is closing up
And tears start streaming
Down my face
While I sit in silence
Muffling my whimpers
I just pray
Cause no one's there
To comfort me
And hold me
It's just me
And, yet again
I'm afraid
That's how it's always
Going to be.