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After getting cleaned up in a nice warm bath that hanji provided, she lays out a silk pajama set for me , it's a soft pearly white color in contracts her black one it's a smalll detail but it's makes my heart flutter
She hands me a water bottle as she checks her phone " food should be here any moment "
I look at her phone and notice - Favorite food - on her screen my eyes widened as she remembered my exact order it's felt love to know that someone noticed the little things in my life
" after we eat , you can get some rest " she said
" i feel like we should talk about what happened, look hanji I'm so sorry I I treated you that way it's so horrible of me to treat anyone that way I've been through this I know I don't expect you to accept the apology I just hope you know I do truly love you now I'm so sorry for my best mistakes I should've known better but I was in love with that person horrible person nothing to mean at least not in the way that you need to mean"- I said looking at my lap
I wondered how could I be such a horrible person to someone who treated me with such love
" Y/n you have nothing to apologize for it's not your fault you didn't love me at that time I should've known better so don't feel sorry for the unrequited love, Don't feel sorry for something that you had no control over let's just move on past that and focus on our future that is if you do wanna future with me "- Hanji said grabbing hand and gently rubbing it
I paused for a moment...
Thinking about everything that's happened since I've remet hanji
From working for her to being utterly in love with her....
I never thought that working as a stripper For her would lead me to fall in love with her
How could a one-night stand lead to wanting to be with her?
Would it be selfish for me to tell her that I want her to only desire me? To only love me? To only think of me
I wanted her all to myself
I don't care how selfish it would be
All I know is I truly love Hanji
But then again... Does she truly want me??
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Authors note
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Might rewrite this whole book in a few months idk yet but yeah!! <3 hope you guys like this update