Ch 74 Part 1 – Selfishness (I)
Cheng Yujin hurriedly walked out of the room, no longer bothered to play a mother-daughter's loving act with Qingfu Junzhu. She went straight to Old Madam Cheng's Shou'an Hall. The servant girl who was guarding the door was very surprised upon seeing her and asked: "Eldest Miss, you just came to pay respect in the morning, why are you here again? Did you forget something behind?"
It was no wonder that the servant girl thought this way. Cheng Yujin came in empty-handed and with a solemn face. It was not like she was coming to show filial piety to her grandmother. On the contrary, it seemed like...
The servant girl didn't dare to continue her thought, and convinced herself that Cheng Yujin was simply losing something. Cheng Yujin's expression was so grave because she was anxious to retrieve the item she forgot.
Being reminded by the servant girl's words, Cheng Yujin took a deep breath, adjusted the expression on her face, and then pushed the door in.
Old Madam Cheng was reclining on the luohan couch. Two servants girl knelt on her sides and massaged her legs. Hearing the door opened, the Old Madam lazily squinted her eyes. Seeing it was Cheng Yujin coming, she said: "So it is the eldest girl. Why are you here?"
A sharp-witted servant girl had quickly moved an embroidered stool for Cheng Yujin. The mama next to Old Madam Cheng smiled eagerly: "Isn't it because eldest Miss is so filial? In this manor, eldest Miss is the most attentive to Old Madam, running here all day along. Eldest Miss, please sit down. Huang Li, go and pour tea for Eldest Miss."
Unlike the usual, Cheng Yujin didn't reply with nice-sounding small talk. She stood still on the carpet. Her pair of beautiful eyes looked quietly at Old Madam Cheng: "Grandmother, I have something to talk to you."
Old Madam Cheng was a little surprised. The mama on the side was feeling awkward, and immediately pretended that nothing happened. "It is this old servant who is being confused. Eldest Miss and Old Madam are grandmother and granddaughter. You two should want to talk intimately from time to time. This old servant shouldn't be here like a wooden statute. Today, the small kitchen prepares sesame curd that Eldest Miss likes the most. This old servant will go to the small kitchen and take a look."
The mama immediately went out, followed by the other two servant girls. Soon, only Cheng Yujin and Old Madam Cheng were left inside the room.
Cheng Yujin took the massage hammer left behind by the servant girls and sat on the luohan couch, pounding Old Madam Cheng's legs gently. Cheng Yujin bowed her head and said nothing, and the Old Madam also didn't urge her to talk.
In fact, Old Madam Cheng had guessed why Cheng Yujin came to see her. Qingfu Junzhu and Ruan-shi always fought incessantly. Even Old Madam Cheng was bothered by them, let alone Cheng Yujin, who was caught in the middle. It must be Qingfu Junzhu who went back and said something to Cheng Yujin after having another fight with Ruan-shi.
Old Madam Cheng was not in a hurry. She reclined on the soft pillow, half-closing her eyes in serenity. Cheng Yujin pounded for a while, then finally whispered: "Grandmother, after mother came back today, she spoke to me. Mother's personality is a bit impatient. Even if she meant well, sometimes what she said is easy to be misunderstood. Mother didn't mean to grab the phoenix on the peony branch brocade with second aunt, but she was worried that second aunt's attire might be over the rules. She couldn't help but to give a few reminding words, but ended up being in a misunderstanding with second aunt. Mother regretted it after she went back, and especially sent me to see grandmother and apologize if you were disturbed."
Cheng Yujin's words were delightful to the ears. Old Madam Cheng listened comfortably. She didn't believe a word that Qingfu Junzhu was regretting her action and sent Cheng Yujin to apologize on her behalf. But this was the way of the world. Since the words were pleasant, the Old Madam was willing to believe.
Old Madam Cheng squinted her eyes slightly: "It is you who are sensible. Eldest and second daughter-in-law have lived in this manor for almost twenty years. I've seen them grow up to this age, and in my eyes, they are no different from my daughter. It is inevitable for family members to quarrel, and there are times when the left foot will stumble with the right foot. But in the end, a good talk will end any quarrel. I am their mother. How can I put this small matter into my heart? Since they hold no grudges to each other, then it's okay."
Finished speaking, Old Madam Cheng sighed: "Harmony is the only way for the family to flourish. A family must be peaceful and harmonious."
"Grandmother is right." Cheng Yujin responded. Then, as if unintentional, she said casually: "In the end, this matter is still caused by this granddaughter's incompetence. After mother calmed down and talked heart-to-heart with me, I understand that mother is anxious after seeing first younger brother got the recommendation to enter the Imperial Academy. Second younger brother has also been transferred to a better private school. In her anxiety, mother rushed to speak. Mother didn't intend to offend anyone. She was just anxious about third younger brother's future."
Old Madam Cheng understood. So this was the crux of today's matter. She had always known that the first and second branch didn't get along with each other. The conflict that happened today was not only stemmed from the accumulation of past grudges, but also the problem of the two branches competing for resources.
The eldest son had a nobility title, and his wife Qingfu was also a titled imperial Junzhu. As soon as she entered the manor, Qingfu became the eldest madam. Over the years, her life went smoothly. Her temper was naturally proud, and she couldn't stand being suppressed by others.
Ruan-shi was indeed a bit high-profile recently. However, their second branch had produced a daughter that married well. It was a matter of course for the second branch to rise with the tide. It wouldn't be good if the first branch's couple kept refusing to acknowledge this reality.
Seeing Old Madam Cheng's contemplative expression, Cheng Yujin continued to speak slowly: "It is tough to be parents. Parents want to give their children the best, and this is natural. Unfortunately, I am not as capable as second sister and unable to recommend my younger brother to the Imperial Academy."
Old Madam Cheng was startled at first, but she soon smiled: "Eldest girl, I know you always have a strong sense of responsibility since you were a child, but you don't have to take this matter on yourself. A man's future has to be earned by himself. A girl like you should be pampered and enjoy the blessing inside the house."
"How can this be? Grandmother, father, and mother love me so much. I have seen it over the years. How can I just stay relaxed and do not contribute anything to the family?" Cheng Yujin bit her lips, seemingly reluctant to speak but had no choice except for burning the bridge: "Grandmother, you elders shelter me from wind and rain, and I shouldn't bother you with my problems anymore. However, I am older than second sister. Second sister has been married, and after a year, maybe I can hug a little nephew, but I am still staying at home. I always blame myself for this. Grandmother, you don't have to consider my feeling. Please answer honestly, am I causing trouble to the family?"
Old Madam Cheng sighed. She stretched out her hand, wanting to sit up. Cheng Yujin put down the massage hammer and helped the Old Madam up. Old Madam Cheng switched position from reclining to sitting, and said solemnly: "Eldest girl, you shouldn't burden yourself. The broken engagement is not your fault. You don't need to worry about your marriage. If worst coming to the worst, our family is still capable of taking care of you for a lifetime."
Ch 74 Part 2 – Selfishness (II)
Old Madam Cheng carefully looked at Cheng Yujin's face. The girl who had always been so perfect and smart now was showing a dejected expression. Old Madam Cheng couldn't bear seeing it and finally revealed her trump card: "Besides, this is just the worst 'if' plan. You may not really fall like this. Do you remember Zhai family's little shizi who came to our house on the day of your grandfather's forty-ninth day ceremony?"
This was Cheng Yujin's real purpose. She said so much before, was just to pave the way for this.
Old Madam Cheng didn't know that Cheng Yujin's soft offensive had successfully fooled her. For this kind of matter, before getting a formal confirmation, it couldn't be leaked to others, even to the informed party. After all, Cai Duke Manor only mentioned it verbally in private, and no formalities had been exchanged. If the news was leaked, Zhai family might be unaffected, but Cheng family definitely would, especially after Cheng Yujin's broken engagement. Therefore, Old Madam Cheng became more cautious. If not for fear that Qingfu might be muddle-headed and privately promised Cheng Yujin marriage to another family on her own account, Old Madam Cheng wouldn't even inform Qingfu.
After speaking, Old Madam Cheng immediately regretted her blunder. However, words had been spoken. Even if Old Madam Cheng wanted to take the words back, it was too late.
Cheng Yujin immediately responded, asking in feigned surprise: "Zhai family's little shizi? Is grandmother perhaps talking about Cai Duke Manor's only son Zhai Qing? I naturally know him, but why does grandmother suddenly mention him? Speaking about it, Old Madam Zhai also came to Xiangji Temple that day, and I also greeted her a bit. Grandmother, did Cai Duke Manor say something to you?"
Old Madam Cheng sighed. She just accidentally leaked a few things, but Cheng Yujin managed to connected everything together. It seemed that she should make it clear to the girl today.
Old Madam Cheng said: "It is indeed that Zhai family. You met Zhai Qing in the garden that day, and persuaded him to go back to study. Both Old Madam Zhai and Duke Cai were surprised. Their family's shizi lost his mother at a young age and has no one to teach and discipline him. Duke Cai has long wanted to find a person to take care of shizi's education. Duke Cai saw that you and shizi are getting along well, and you happen to have no marriage contract now. Duke Cai wants to marry you as his second wife. First, you can discipline shizi, second, you have the ability to take care of a duke manor, and third, they can make a good relationship with our Cheng family."
Cheng Yujin's heart gradually sank. Zhai Yanlin even said that he wanted to make a good relationship with the Cheng family. It could be seen that he understood Old Madam Cheng very well and knew how to bait her with profits. Cheng Yujin calmed herself down and asked: "Did Old Madam Zhai tell you this on Xiangji Temple that day?"
Even though it had been exposed, the rest of the matter still had to be concealed. However, Old Madam Cheng saw that Cheng Yujin didn't show the shyness of a girl talking about her marriage, and instead analyzed calmly and rationally. Old Madam Cheng suddenly felt an urge to tease, and chose to tell Cheng Yujin the truth: "No. That day, Old Madam Zhai indeed made a special visit to take a look at you. She was full of praise of you, but didn't directly ask for marriage. Taking a wife is a serious matter, and not something to be decided on after the first meeting. It was after the trip to Xiangji Temple was over, and we went back to the city that Duke Cai specially came to talk to me."
Finished speaking, Old Madam Cheng looked at Cheng Yujin and smiled: "It seems that Duke Cai is really satisfied with you."
It turned out to be Zhai Yanlin. Cheng Yujin was not in the mood to pay attention to Old Madam Cheng's teasing look, and focused on analyzing the events that transpired that day.
The words were made by Zhai Yanlin personally to Old Madam Cheng after the trip to Xiangji Temple, obviously after she made the clear rejection to him. In other words, after receiving her excessive words that day, instead of stopping, Zhai Yanlin hastened the process and met face to face with Old Madam Cheng to propose the marriage.
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Did Zhai Yanlin have a brain illness? After all that happened, he still persistently entangled himself with her. However, Cheng Yujin didn't have time to wonder whether Zhai Yanlin had a tendency of liking to get abused or not. Her mind now was full of her own impending crisis.
Zhai Yanlin had made his words clear. Looking at Old Madam Cheng, she was also deeply satisfied with this relationship. But this was not good. For Cheng Yujin, if she married Zhai Yanlin, her years of hard work would be greatly devalued, and she would have to spend a lifetime with that arrogant and stupid man.
Just thinking about it gave her a headache.
However, Cheng Yujin couldn't handle Old Madam Cheng in the same way as she handled Zhai Yanlin. She couldn't express her refusal and could only use a polite persuasion: "Grandmother, I shouldn't meddle with my own marriage talk, but I vaguely remembered that second madam Zhai said that the current Duke Cai's successor had been decided. Both the title and family properties all will fall on the shizi Zhai Qing. Being a stepmother has always been difficult. She has to raise the di son of the late wife under her care and cannot be too strict or too lax. Moreover, if she gave birth to her own children, she would be suspected of harboring a selfish motive."
On top of that, being a duchess was hard work on its own. After working hard for so many years, all the benefit fell on the son of another woman, which was truly bad luck.
If the person in front of her was Cheng Yumo, Old Madam Cheng might hesitate. But this was Cheng Yujin she was speaking with. Old Madam Cheng smiled and gave her a very meaningful gaze: "With effort, one can achieve anything. You are a smart girl and will always find a way."
Cheng Yujin prepared many arguments, but when she heard Old Madam Cheng said "With effort, one can achieve anything," her lips stopped moving. There was no need for her to say more. Since Old Madam Cheng had said this kind of thing, what else could she say?
...
Cheng Yujin went out of Shou'an Hall and returned to her room, sitting silently for a long time. Lian Qiao gathered her courage and asked: "Miss, the Old Madam...Miss, what should we do?"
What should she do? Of course, to do everything she could. Cheng Yujin was silent for a while, and suddenly remembered a completely unrelated person.
"Where is Ninth Uncle?" Cheng Yujin asked suddenly.
"Ninth Master?" Lian Qiao paused. Although she didn't understand why her Miss asked about Ninth Master, she still replied dutifully. "This servant doesn't know. These few days, Ninth Master isn't home. It seems that he is out visiting friends."
Out visiting friends? Cheng Yujin was taken aback for a moment before she laughed at herself. What happened to her? She always depended on herself to overcome her difficulties. So why did she suddenly think of him?
Visiting friends was just a cover. His Highness the Crown Prince was clearly going to contact the palace to arrange the next plan.
Ch 75 Part 1 – New Year (I)
This New Year, Cheng Yujin spent the time peacefully and indifferently. She watched the whole Yichun Marquis Manor lit up firecrackers, filling the manor with deafening crackling sounds. Cheng Enbao, wrapped tightly by Qingfu Junzhu, stood in the yard, yelling the servant boys to lit the fireworks.
Colorful fireworks rose into the sky, reflecting their brilliance in the yard from time to time. Everyone gathered under the roofed corridor, pointing to the fireworks outside and exclaiming in delight. New Year was a rare chance for everyone to relax. All the servant girls in the manor were receiving a day off. At this moment, they were crowding on the corridors, chattering. Even Old Madam Cheng, who was always aloof in normal days, was also coming out to watch the fireworks, supported by her personal servants. Old Madam Cheng watched her grandsons running around in the yard, full of energy. She smiled in satisfaction.
Both Qingfu Junzhu and Ruan-shi were staying by Old Madam Cheng's side. They pointed to the fireworks they liked while telling the Old Madam to be careful of the debris. Children in red clothes ran around in the yard, causing the adults to laugh from time to time. Cheng Yujin watched this scene from a distance. Her reason told her to greet the Old Madam with some auspicious words and join the crowd. However, after a long time, Cheng Yujin just stood still and looked at Qingfu Junzhu and Old Madam Cheng indifferently.
At this time, they truly looked like one family, but Cheng Yujin was an outsider with no place among them, separated from everyone. No matter where she went, the laughter would stop. Although everyone greeted her warmly, they were separated from her by a layer of politeness. Only after she was gone that they secretly sighed in relief and became relaxed again.
Cheng Yujin couldn't blend into the crowd. In fact, she also didn't want to blend in. There seemed to be an invisible barrier separating her from everyone else. Cheng Yujin watched the happy scene for a while, but she couldn't feel any happiness, so she used the cover of night to walk away quietly.
She went back to her room. Today was New Year Eve. All the servants in her courtyard also went outside to watch the fireworks, and the normally well-regulated courtyard seemed empty at the moment. Cheng Yujin sat by the window. Laughters from outside passed through the gate. When the laughters finally reached her ears, they were already very faint. Even the sound of firecrackers also seemed to be very small.
Only the remaining smell of gunpowder on her body still reminded her of the previous scene.
Cheng Yujin looked outside the window in a daze. Even so, she couldn't help but feel at lost. New Year's Eve was the time for a family reunion, yet she didn't know where her home was. Whether it was Qingfu Junzhu or Ruan-shi, they were happily celebrating New Year with their own children. Cheng Yujin's appearance would only disturb their joy. Knowing this, Cheng Yujin also had no desire to join.
Whether it was the first branch or the second branch, there was no place for Cheng Yujin. She also didn't know where else she could go. Before, there was Cheng Yuanjing, who was also alone, just like her. Whenever she went to talk with Cheng Yuanjing, she never felt desolate. But now he was not here, Cheng Yujin realized that her existence was unnecessary everywhere.
—As if there was no place for her in this vast world.
The night was getting deeper, but Cheng Yujin had to stay awake. After a while, she had to go to Old Madam Cheng's courtyard to wait for the New Year with other family members, so she couldn't go to bed yet. At this time, the whole manor was gathering outside to set off fireworks. Cheng Yujin disliked the noisiness, so she could only sit in her courtyard by herself, quietly waiting for time to pass and the New Year to arrive.
She looked at the dark scenery outside the window and couldn't help thinking: where was Cheng Yuanjing at this moment?
After returning from Xiangji Temple, Cheng Yujin rarely saw Cheng Yuanjing again. When asked, she only vaguely received an answer that Ninth Master was going to visit friends outside. As for where he went, which friends he visited, and how long it would take for him to come back, no one knew. Cheng Yujin heard that Cheng Yuanjing had come back in the middle of the night two days ago, but it seemed that he only took a short trip back to pack some belongings, and immediately went out again early in the morning.
Cheng Yuanjing's position in Yichun Marquis Manor was also very awkward. No servants in Cheng family dared to neglect or mistreat this Ninth Master, who already had a high official rank despite his young age. But because of Old Madam Cheng's attitude, they also didn't dare to get close, so everyone put a certain distance from him. People in the manor actually felt relieved that Cheng Yuanjing was absent for the New Year. Without having to see Cheng Yuanjing, Old Madam Cheng wouldn't have her mood soiled on this festive day, so everyone else could also enjoy the New Year to the fullest.
Tonight, only Cheng Yujin looked around repeatedly to confirm whether Cheng Yuanjing had been back or not. Although she didn't express it loudly, inward, she subconsciously tried to console herself: perhaps Cheng Yuanjing really was busy with some business outside, and he would go back once he finished.
If it weren't for the heavy loss in her heart, Cheng Yujin herself would never notice how much she had been used to Cheng Yuanjing's existence.
With a long sigh, Cheng Yujin leaned back on the chair, thinking absentmindedly. Right, Cheng Yuanjing wasn't surnamed Cheng, and he really didn't have to return to Cheng family's home for New Year. But the imperial palace also held a big banquet for New Year's Eve. At this moment, the palace must be brightly lit, and the Emperor, together with Empress and Empress Dowager Yang, would welcome the new year under the auspicious words from various courtiers and imperial relatives. However, Cheng Yuanjing couldn't show up on this occasion, nor could he spend the festivity with his real family.
Cheng Yujin sighed again. He was clearly the dignified and revered crown prince, but he also had nowhere to go. Right after she had this thought, Cheng Yujin laughed mockingly at herself. Cheng Yuanjing was the crown prince. Even if his identity was concealed and he was unable to show up to the public, he would still have many people to accompany him for the New Year. Who was she to pity him?
Rather than this, it's better for her to think about her own future.
Ch 75 Part 2 – New Year (II)
Thanks to Zhai Yanlin's unexpected action, Cheng Yujin was now in a big dilemma. Old Madam Cheng was very satisfied with Cai Duke Manor. Cheng Min married the second young master of Cang Duke Manor, yet she was still considered to be marrying high. Although Cheng Min was not the duke manor's head madam, her marriage was enough to make Old Madam Cheng proud. Now, her granddaughter had the opportunity to be the head madam of the more powerful and prestigious Cai Duke Manor. How could she be unwilling?
As for Zhai Yanlin had been married once and Cheng Yujin could only become the second wife, the Old Madam didn't care at all. Anyway, the previous Duchess Cai was dead, what could a dead person do? Even if Zhai Yanlin already had a son and heir, Old Madam Cheng didn't take it seriously.
Using the Old Madam's words, one could achieve anything with effort. Even though Zhai Yanlin presently determined to pass the duke title to Zhai Qing, what about in the future? What if the eldest son grew up to be crooked and without talent, but the second son was particularly outstanding? What's more, what if Zhai Qing never lived to reach adulthood?
There were too many variables in the future, and many could be controlled by human effort. Old Madam Cheng was very satisfied with Cheng Yujin. She wholeheartedly believed that as long as Cheng Yujin entered Zhai family's gate, the rest of the matters would not be a problem.
If it was Cheng Yujin, she would be able to solve the problem quietly and perfectly.
As for whether her granddaughter would do well in such a difficult and malicious environment...this was not within Old Madam Cheng's consideration. In her mind, which bride never suffered? Even Cheng Yumo, who married well, was also facing a harsh mother-in-law. As a second wife, it was normal for Cheng Yujin to meet difficulties.
Cheng Yujin laughed ironically. Both Old Madam Cheng and Zhai Yanlin really planned everything well. Zhai Yanlin knew that he couldn't provide anything for Cheng Yujin, but still wanted to force her to marry him to be a free household manager and convenient stepmother. Old Madam Cheng was even more so. She didn't care whether her granddaughter was dead or alive, as long as she gained enough profit. She even secretly hinted at Cheng Yujin to destroy or even kill the obstructing stepson, dreaming of sitting back and enjoying all the benefits without doing anything.
These two people, even if they were totally unrelated, their way of thinking was so similar.
Because Cheng Yujin had no right to speak, they were unscrupulous. Obviously selfish to the extreme, but still had to drape on the skin of morality and righteousness. It was a pity that Cheng Yujin was not a selfless Boddhisatva. If they wanted to make a deal with her, they must follow her rules.
What kind of gaming table was it without all sides putting on their chips? Both Zhai Yanlin and Old Madam Cheng thought too beautifully. Would Cheng Yujin really follow their intention?
Dream on.
Cheng Yujin quickly opened her eyes. Under the hustle and bustle of New Year's Eve, she made the riskiest decision in her life.
Without entering the tiger's den, one couldn't get a tiger's cub. She originally planned to play safely, slowly nurturing the feeling with Lin Qingyuan prior to engagement and marriage. But now, she no longer had the luxury of time.
...
New Year's Eve was the time to say goodbye to the old and welcomed the new. On the first hour of the New Year, the whole family flocked with endless auspicious words to Old Madam Cheng, who smiled from ear to ear.
At this moment, Cheng Yujin arrived in Shou'an Hall silently, as if her absence just now had never happened. With a warm smile on her face, she gracefully gave New Year greetings to her grandmother and parents.
The first day of the new year was particularly lively. On the second day, the married daughters returned to visit their natal family, making Yichun Marquis Manor even more lively.
Cheng family was not particularly prosperous with descendants. In previous years, only Cheng Min alone returned. This year, there was also Cheng Yumo. The two married daughters came home bringing loads of gifts, with Cheng Min also brought her children together. After Cheng Min and Cheng Yumo arrived one after another, Yichun Marquis Manor suddenly became very lively.
The two sons-in-law talked with Cheng Yuanxian and Cheng Yuanhan in the front yard, while the womenfolks gathered in Shou'an Hall, chatting happily. When children gathered, the place immediately became even more festive. Cheng family's children and Xu family's cousins mingled together; clamoring, running back and forth, especially lively.
Old Madam Cheng smiled happily at the scene before her eyes. Perhaps all the elderly shared the same wish, looking forward to prosperous children and grandchildren under their knees. Old Madam Cheng was no exception.
Cheng Yujin was also present in Shou'an Hall. However, her situation today was still awkward. Cheng Min and Cheng Yumo were already married. As the visiting married daughters, they naturally became the center of attention. Moreover, the conversation topics among married women were completely different from that of girls who have not yet come out of the boudoir. Cheng Yujin listened to Cheng Min, Cheng Yumo, Qingfu, Ruan-shi, and the others talking about managing servants, arranging concubines, and other marriage affairs. Sitting here, Cheng Yujin was in a very awkward position. She wondered whether she had to move from the place or not.
But if she went to mingle with Xu Nianchun and other cousins, she wouldn't feel at a place either. For many years, Cheng Yujin was a nightmare shared by all relatives and family friends of her generation. She was beautiful and had a perfect manner. She usually acted the role of the eldest sister and took care of her siblings and cousins. If now she went to other girls and join their talk, not only Cheng Yujin would feel awkward and unfamiliar, but Xu Nianchun and other girls would equally be so.
Moreover, Xu Zhixian also came today. Although he was a boy, he always liked to play with his sisters and young cousins. Now he was playing chess with Xu Nianchun on the front enclosed porch, surrounded by Cheng Enci and Cheng Enbi. If Cheng Yujin walked away from the adults' gathering to seek out her peers, she was bound to meet Xu Zhixian.
At Cheng Yumo's wedding, Xu Zhixian expressed his feeling to Cheng Yujin. She was very surprised and refused him firmly. Afterward, the two had never met again. Now they suddenly gathered in the same hall, and the situation was a bit embarrassing.
Ch 75 Part 3 – New Year (III)
Cheng Yujin didn't want to meet Xu Zhixian, but when Cheng Min began to teach Cheng Yumo how to manage concubines and servant girls who climbed the bed of male master, she couldn't stay and listen anymore. Cheng Yujin quickly stood up. Using an excuse of returning to her courtyard to fetch something, she took her personal servant girl and walked away.
Today was Du Ruo's duty to follow and serve Cheng Yujin. Du Ruo talked less than Lian Qiao, but she was very attentive. Du Ruo carefully tied up the cloak for Cheng Yujin, then followed her Miss quietly all the way. Cheng Yujin walked for a while when suddenly a servant came to her and delivered a message from the gatekeeper. After receiving the message, she immediately changed her direction and walked towards Cheng Yuanjing's courtyard.
Since Cheng Yujin realized how she never met Lin Qingyuan again at Cheng Yuanjing's place, she quickly figured out the cause. Originally, she didn't feel a hurry. Her intention was to boil the frog in warm water, slowly capturing Lin Qingyuan's attention with small encounters. But now that Zhai Yanlin was suddenly intervening, Cheng Yujin immediately became vigilant. At the beginning of the twelfth month, she bought out the servants stationed as gatekeepers, instructing them to notice her once Lin Qingyuan came to Yichun Marquis Manor. Cheng Yujin had a lot of money now, and she was especially generous, so the gatekeepers happily did the task from her.
Unexpectedly, she was so lucky today. Lin Qingyuan happened to visit, and Cheng Yuanjing was not at the manor. Truly a chance from heaven.
Full of fighting spirit, Cheng Yujin took Du Ruo to block Lin Qingyuan. Of course, she couldn't let Lin Qingyuan think that she was deliberate. Taking advantage of the manor's structure, Cheng Yujin walked in a roundabout path and 'coincidentally' encountered the young man at one of the small side gates.
Lin Qingyuan was about to go out of the gate when Cheng Yujin came in from the opposite end. Seeing Cheng Yujin, Lin Qingyuan was very surprised: "Eldest Miss Cheng? Why are you here?"
"Compiler Lin?" Cheng Yujin pretended to be surprised and said, "The small kitchen in grandmother's courtyard is too busy, so I'm going back to my courtyard to take some refreshments. It's so coincidental to meet you here. I haven't go to Ninth Uncle's place for a long time and haven't seen you for quite some time. Have you been busy with official works recently?"
Lin Qingyuan was stunned. He obviously came often to visit Cheng Yuanjing this winter, unlike what Cheng Yujin had just said. Cheng Yujin pretended to be ignorant and looked at him with a pure and innocent smile. Lin Qingyuan quickly figured out the truth. Concealing his smile, he said: "Yes. I have been busy and didn't have time to come to visit Jingxing. Speaking about it, Jingxing seems to be absent a lot recently. Does eldest miss Cheng know where he is going?"
Even if Cheng Yujin knew, she wouldn't tell Lin Qingyuan, let alone she truly didn't have an idea. Cheng Yujin tilted her head slightly, as if thinking seriously, then shook her head after a while: "I don't know. I just hear that Ninth Uncle is going out to visit some friends and rarely comes home recently."
Lin Qingyuan sighed. As someone who considered himself Cheng Yuanjing's friend, Lin Qingyuan had a complicated feeling when hearing Cheng Yuanjing's reason of 'visiting friends.' Lin Qingyuan shook his head and smiled. His expression relaxed, no longer cared about it. He said: "I actually wanted to find Jingxing to borrow books from him. Since he isn't here, I will come again another day."
How could Cheng Yujin let him leave just like that? She smiled gently and said with a soft tone: "What book is Brother Lin looking for? I also borrowed a lot from Ninth Uncle and put some books in my room. Brother Lin might as well tell me the title of the book. Maybe I have an impression."
Cheng Yujin very smoothly changed the address to 'Brother Lin' again.
Lin Qingyuan didn't notice a bit and casually said a few titles. Cheng Yujin nodded and said: "Yes. I keep the poem collection in my room. As for the essay compilation, I have an impression of the title but can't remember where it is. If Brother Lin isn't busy now, you might as well wait in the guest room for a while. I will go back and find the books for you."
Lin Qingyuan was overjoyed. He cupped his hands and said: "Many thanks, eldest Miss Cheng."
"Brother Lin is too polite." Cheng Yujin stepped back, avoiding Lin Qingyuan's salute, and curtsied in return. "Then Brother Lin, you should come with me. Who knows how long it will take my servant girl to go back and forth to my courtyard? It is rude to let a Master Zhuangyuan standing outside like this. I just make a new cake. Brother Lin can help me try the taste."
Lin Qingyuan was actually taken aback. He thought that it would be Cheng Yujin who went back to fetch the book. He didn't expect that she would send her servant girl instead. But since Cheng Yujin had said so, Lin Qingyuan wouldn't refute her words and made her lose face. Besides, there was also a vague excitement in his heart. He was secretly happy to have a chance to chat with Cheng Yujin.
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At this time, a group of people arrived at the side gate of Yichun Marquis Manor. Cheng Yuanjing stepped down from the horse. The gatekeeper, who was playing card with his fellow servants, heard the sound and hurried over to see Cheng Yuanjing was back. The young man, dressed in black clothes with golden embroidery, black overcoat, and wide leather belt, looked so majestic and imposing.
The gatekeeper was so astounded that he momentarily forgot his tongue. Cheng Yuanjing glanced at him. The gatekeeper immediately felt dizzy and had a strange impulse to kneel down. He tried his best to move his tongue and stammered a complete sentence: "Ninth Master, you are back! How is your journey?"
Cheng Yuanjing didn't have time to talk uselessly with the gatekeeper. He passed the rein to his subordinate and walked into the gate by himself. "Where is eldest girl? Is the manor okay these two days?"
The gatekeeper's calves trembled, and he replied with a deep bow: "Everything is okay. Everyone is getting together for the New Year. Old Madam, madams, and young miss are very happy celebrating. Today, the two married ladies are returning home, and eldest miss should be in Shou'an Hall with everyone else."
Cheng Yuanjing nodded and went straight to Shou'an Hall. He walked fast, taking the shortest path, and didn't waste even a second in irrelevant places.
When Cheng Yuanjing arrived at Shou'an Hall, the old servant woman in charge of the door was stunned upon seeing him. After being glared at by Cheng Yuanjing's people, she quickly bowed her head and informed the people inside: "Old Madam, Ninth Master is back."
The lively and noisy atmosphere inside the hall suddenly diminished. After Cheng Yuanjing entered the door, he didn't remove his cloak. He just scanned the room briefly and found that Cheng Yujin was not there.
Cheng Yuanjing frowned: "Where is eldest girl?"
Ch 76 Part 1 – Reunion (I)Where is eldest girl?
Upon Cheng Yuanjing's question, people in Shou'an Hall finally noticed that Cheng Yujin was missing.
Many people sighed. Cheng Min just remembered that she hadn't seen Cheng Yujin's figure for a long time. She stood up and looked around: "I remember Jin jie'er was standing here just now. When had she been gone?"
Cheng Min's eyes swept across the hall and found that Cheng Yujin was really not here. She frowned and beckoned at the servant girls around, asking: "When did eldest girl go out?"
The servant girl guarding the door stepped forward and answered: "Eldest Miss took her personal servant girl out just now. She said that Old Madam's kitchen is very busy, so she went back to get something."
"How long has it been?"
The servant girl frowned and thought for a while. She said vaguely: "Probably half an hour ago."
Hearing this, Cheng Min became angry: "Eldest Miss has been away for so long. Why any of you doesn't report it?"
The low-ranking servant girl lowered her head by this rebuke, not daring to argue. She actually felt wronged. Eldest madam, second madam, and two ladies were chatting happily. How dare they stepped forward and interrupted?
However, she didn't dare to say this aloud. Second young lady was in the limelight now. For Yichun Marquis Manor, Cheng Yumo was a shiny object. How dare a mere servant girl said that the second young lady was wrong?
Cheng Yuanjing's gaze silently went through the openwork floor-reaching panel towards the group of elegant women clad in golds and silvers. Anger suddenly began to burn in his heart.
Cheng Yujin had been gone for half an hour. Not only was nobody noticed, but even after being told, Qingfu Junzhu and Ruan-shi were still indifferent. Even Cheng Yumo just raised her eyebrows slightly, not in the least looked worried. Obviously, they all felt that there was no danger inside the manor. Cheng Yujin was cautious. Even if she went out alone, nothing would happen.
On the contrary, only Cheng Min, this married paternal aunt, came forward to question the servant girls. However, Cheng Yujin's biological mother, adoptive mother, younger brothers, and sister were all unmoved like a stone.
Cheng Yuanjing remembered what the gatekeeper had just told him, that everything was okay these two days, and that the family was celebrating New Year happily. Was this what he meant to be 'everything is okay'?
No one noticed Cheng Yujin's absence for half an hour. It could be seen that before Cheng Yujin left, no one was talking to her or even paying attention at all. Otherwise, why nobody noticed such a big living person had been disappearing for so long?
Cheng Yuanjing remembered the previous family gatherings. Each time, Cheng Yujin would come to find him and talk. Cheng Yuanjing originally thought that Cheng Yujin was tired of socializing and came to hide quietly for a moment. Thinking about it now, wasn't it actually because she had no place among her family?
A fire seemed to be ignited in Cheng Yuanjing's heart. The spark fell on the dry grass and burning rapidly with a bang. He was anxious and angry, but more than anything, he felt a deep heartache.
How did she spend the whole New Year like this? Could it be that she has been alone these two days?
Just as Cheng Yuanjing thought, Qingfu Junzhu and Ruan-shi didn't feel Cheng Yujin's absence to be a big deal. Even Old Madam Cheng just nodded calmly. They began to speak a few sentences randomly, trying to return to the previous topic interrupted by Cheng Yuanjing's sudden appearance. However, when they saw Cheng Yuanjing's expression, they all fell silent.
Cheng Yuanjing did not deliberately exert coercion. However, his aura was so cold that nobody dared to speak. He looked at the servant girl who spoke just now and asked chillingly: "Who did eldest girl take when she went out? In which direction did she go?"
Cheng Yujin said that she was going back to get something, but Cheng Yuanjing didn't believe it. Cheng Yujin used too many deceptive words that he could only believe fifty percent of anything she said.
The servant girl frowned again, thinking hard: "Miss took Du Ruo, and she seemed to walk westward."
That was indeed the direction of Cheng Yujin's Jinning Courtyard. Cheng Yuanjing finally felt slightly relieved. He turned around and was about to leave when Cheng Yuanxian and the others happened to come in.
Cheng Yuanxian and Cheng Yuanhan took Huo Changyuan and Second Master Xu into Shou'an Hall's gate. Seeing Cheng Yuanjing came out, they were all stunned.
"Why are you back?" When Cheng Yuanxian saw Cheng Yuanjing, he blurted out in surprise. Right after speaking, he felt it wrong, so he hurriedly tried to rectify: "Why do you only come back today? Where did you go these days, even forgot to give mother a New Year's greeting on the first day of New Year?"
In response, Cheng Yuanjing merely gave them a cold glance. Cheng Yuanxian became even more flustered by that gaze. Without waiting for Cheng Yuanjing's reply, he quickly gave an excuse for his own accusation: "Although you are busy outside, you cannot forget your home. You must be tired on the road, go back and take a rest."
Huo Changyuan watched Cheng Yuanxian making an accusation before rounding it up in an instant. Without others helping, he skillfully performed a one-person series of the complete process of being surprised, questioning, finding reasons, and finally rounding it all up.
Cheng Yuanxian clearly had done this exact process many times before.
Ch 76 Part 2 – Reunion (II)
Huo Changyuan watched Cheng Yuanxian making an accusation before rounding it up in an instant. Without others helping, he skillfully performed a one-person series of the complete process of being surprised, questioning, finding reasons, and finally rounding it all up.
Cheng Yuanxian clearly had done this exact process many times before.
Huo Changyuan was totally speechless. Cheng Yuanxian, the dignified Marquis-to-be and the supposed eldest brother, was so inferior in front of his youngest brother. Huo Changyuan couldn't bear watching anymore, so he spoke to help: "Cheng Yuanjing, I heard that you didn't come back for the New Year's Eve? Did something happen at your official job?"
With Huo Changyuan's initiative, the topic immediately shifted to officialdom, saving Cheng Yuanxian from further embarrassment. Cheng Yuanjing was blocked on the way. He endured his impatience and replied indifferently: "No. A personal affair."
Now even Huo Changyuan was also a bit embarrassed. Cheng Yuanjing really cherished his words like gold, refusing even to say a single unnecessary word. Huo Changyuan had no choice but to take further initiative to say: "It's not my turn to inquire about your personal affairs. Since you are back now, it's good. Both the Old Madam and Uncle-in-law mentioned you several times in private. Now that you are finally back, they can finally rest assured."
As soon as Huo Changyuan finished speaking, he immediately felt something was wrong. Just now, he thought how embarrassing Cheng Yuanxian was when making excuses for Cheng Yuanjing. But now, wasn't he doing the same thing?
Huo Changyuan's expression turned dark for a moment.
Cheng Yuanjing didn't follow the conversation, and the scene instantly fell into a freezing silence. Huo Changyuan had saved the situation for Cheng Yuanxian, but unfortunately, no one saved him this time. Cheng Yuanhan also stared at Huo Changyuan with dissatisfaction.
Huo Changyuan this kid was truly ignorant. Cheng Yuanhan, his father-in-law, was still here, yet he spoke for Cheng Yuanxian. People who didn't know would think that Cheng Yuanxian was Huo Changyuan's real father-in-law!
The two groups stood in a stalemate, blocking the road in silence. For a long time, no one was speaking. Fortunately, at this time, Cheng Yumo's voice came from the hall, followed by her rushing figure.
Old Madam Cheng's residence was heated with a sophisticated earth dragon, making it warm throughout the day. Most of the windows were half-opened for ventilation and dispersing excess heat to prevent the temperature inside from overheating. When Cheng Yumo passed through the windows, she saw a familiar figure outside. In her joy, she rushed out like a startled butterfly.
"Marquis, you are here!"
Cheng Yumo didn't bother to put on her cloak and rushed out impatiently. Once outside, the cold temperature immediately made her shiver. When Cheng Yuanhan saw it, he hurriedly called: "Mo'er, you aren't wearing your cloak. Go back and put it on!"
Cheng Yumo ignored his father's distress. She rushed to Huo Changyuan's side and hugged his arm affectionately. In front of so many in-laws, Huo Changyuan couldn't push Cheng Yumo away. He could only follow the situation and took Cheng Yumo into the long cloak he was wearing.
Cheng Yumo's servant girls reacted one step late. They hurriedly ran out and yelled in panic, only to saw this scene. The servant girls stopped at the door, at a loss of what to do.
Ruan-shi heard that Cheng Yumo ran outside without wearing a cloak. Taken aback, she hurriedly chased after her daughter. Ruan-shi was carrying Cheng Yumo's cloak in her hand, but after seeing the scene outside, she was startled for a moment before smiling immediately. Huo Changyuan was hugged by Cheng Yumo in public, but he didn't scold her for being improper and instead covered her inside his own cloak, showing his deep love in front of everyone to see. Ruan-shi was very satisfied. She no longer rushed to deliver Cheng Yumo's cloak. Instead, she said: "Second Master, Changyuan, are you finished talking? You are back in time. Just now, mother said that it is almost time to prepare the noon meal. Let's come in. It is cold outside."
When the servant girls in the building heard the movement outside, they leaned over the windows to take a look. They covered their mouths and secretly laughed. Even Cheng family's men and second master Xu had a teasing look on their faces. Huo Changyuan was very embarrassed. In fact, he was not used to Cheng Yumo's intimate action in public. Having Cheng Yumo glued herself to him in private was nothing, but Huo Changyuan felt extremely embarrassed when she kept doing it regardless of people's eyes.
However, Cheng family was Cheng Yumo's natal family after all. In the presence of so many in-laws, Huo Changyuan couldn't push away their family's daughter. He saw Ruan-shi standing on the steps with a bright smile, not showing the slightest intention to pass Cheng Yumo's cloak over, clearly wanted him to keep hugging her daughter for longer. Helpless, Huo Changyuan took off his cloak and draped it on Cheng Yumo's shoulders.
Soft waves of laughter came from the servant girls of both sides. Cheng Yuanjing was shown a couple's public display of affection at such a close range. Before, he was too lazy to give these people a glance, but now, he felt a bit eyesore.
What was there to show off? Cheng Yujin had also worn his clothes before, and it wasn't merely a cloak, but a coat.
However, it made Cheng Yuanjing wanted to see Cheng Yujin even more. At the end of last year, he was busy outside and forgot about New Year. It was not until the noon of New Year's Eve that he was reminded by his attendants. But at that time, it was already too late to return to Yichun Marquis Manor. Cheng Yuanjing hurriedly finished the matters in his hands and immediately departed at the fastest speed.
He returned to Cheng family's house, not because of his Cheng Yuanjing identity, nor was he acting for outsiders to see. He merely wanted to see Cheng Yujin.
Since he could remember, Cheng Yuanjing had never spent the New Year with a complete family. His mother passed away when he was three, and at six years old, he was also 'dead.' In the past, he never felt that New Year was more special than any other day. But this year, for some reason, he could no longer stand being alone.
When he finally returned, it was already the second day of the New Year. As soon as he was back, Cheng Yuanjing immediately went to see Cheng Yujin. After watching Huo Changyuan's display of affection, Cheng Yuanjing somehow wanted to see Cheng Yujin even more.
Ch 76 Part 3 – Reunion (III)
At this moment, all the womenfolk in the hall had noticed Huo Changyuan was coming. Even a few female cousins from Xu family also crowded in front of the windows, wanting to watch the excitement outside. They came late and didn't see Huo Changyuan hugging his wife, but seeing Cheng Yumo wearing Huo Changyuan's cloak was enough. Xu Nianchun and the others covered their mouths and giggled. Their face was brimming with playful excitement mixed with shyness.
Cheng Min came from behind and said with a smile: "Alright, we all know that you young couple's relationship is very good. Now, come in quickly. Mother has long been waiting."
Huo Changyuan was relieved and quickly walked towards the hall. Seeing the momentum, Cheng Yuanjing also walked in the opposite direction. Seeing this, Huo Changyuan asked strangely: "Where is he going?"
A servant girl replied from the side: "Ninth Master is going to find Eldest Miss."
Huo Changyuan was taken aback: "Eldest Miss is not here?"
Huo Changyuan couldn't tell what he was feeling at this moment. There seemed to be disappointment and anger. What was Cheng family doing? Everyone gathered around happily for the New Year, but Cheng Yujin was not here?
At this moment, Huo Changyuan even felt an impulse to go out and find Cheng Yujin. However, he was surrounded by the Cheng family's people and couldn't move around. The scene in the yard had long been narrated vividly to the Old Madam inside by a servant, and now all the womenfolk looked at Huo Changyuan with teasing and approving gaze. While Huo Changyuan was trapped, Cheng Yuanjing was already leaving.
Ruan-shi was extremely proud. Their second branch was now raising on the tide, and she didn't shy away from this fact. Seeing a new bracelet on her daughter's wrist, Ruan-shi deliberately asked with a loud voice: "Mo'er, where is your mutton fat jade bracelet? It was given by your grandmother. Why did you take it off?"
Cheng Yumo's voice rang among the bustle: "Marquis gave me this pair of bracelets for my birthday. I cannot bear wasting Marquis's wish, so I replace grandmother's bracelet with these."
So the bracelets were given by Huo Changyuan. Another burst of exclamation came from the womenfolks, with some envy and admiration. Cheng Yuanjing's ears were very sharp. He was about to walk out of the courtyard's gate when he heard Cheng Yumo's words and immediately stopped: "What did you say?"
Cheng Yumo saw Cheng Yuanjing stopped and talked to her from across the courtyard. She was taken aback. Seeing that Cheng Yuanjing was staring at her, Cheng Yumo was sure that Cheng Yuanjing was indeed talking to her. A bit nervously, Cheng Yumo answered: "It was about my birthday a few days ago. The Marquis gave me a birthday gift..."
Cheng Yuanjing's eyes became colder. He didn't mishear it. Cheng Yumo was indeed talking about her birthday.
Cheng Yumo and Cheng Yujin were twins. Cheng Yumo celebrated her birthday. What about Cheng Yujin?
Cheng Yuanjing's expression turned dark, "When?"
"Ah? Oh, Ninth Uncle means my birthday? It's the 20th of the twelfth month."
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At this moment, Cheng Yujin, the person whose absence turned Shou'an Hall upside down, was sitting in a small pavilion by the flower garden, brewing tea and chatting with Lin Qingyuan.
She had no idea how much uproar was caused by her disappearance, let alone knowing that Cheng Yuanjing had returned. With a gentle smile on her face, Cheng Yujin's eyes secretly sized up Lin Qingyuan.
From a closer distance, Lin Qingyuan's facial features were even more good-looking. Cheng Yujin became even more satisfied, and the smile on her face became more sincere.
Lin Qingyuan was chatting about the book he was currently reading. When he raised his head and met Cheng Yujin's eyes, his voice stopped momentarily.
Eldest miss Cheng was polite and elegant as usual, but why did he feel that her eyes were a bit wrong?
It was like...an old farmer smiling kindly at the pigs that had been fattened before the winter, or a mother watching the son she had worked hard to raise finally passed the imperial examination.
Lin Qingyuan was shocked by his own assumptions and felt goosebumps.
Just at this time, the water was finally boiled. Cheng Yujin stretched out her slender wrist, skillfully skimmed the foam from the tea, and poured in another batch of unboiled water. When preparing tea, one had to be calm, serene, and elegant. This set of actions were performed perfectly by Cheng Yujin, which was indescribably pleasing to the eye.
Cheng Yujin's white and slender hands seemed to emit a charm. Lin Qingyuan's eyes couldn't help but fell on her wrists, unable to extricate. Cheng Yujin's hands moved dexterously as she spoke: "Brother Lin's knowledge is very profound. Yujin is enlightened. Brother Lin is so smart, yet very hardworking. You are still not relaxing even during the New Year."
Cheng Yujin's voice finally pulled Lin Qingyuan out from the state of mysterious haze. He returned to his sense and realizing that he was staring intently at a girl's hand. Lin Qingyuan felt extremely embarrassed. He lowered his head and coughed awkwardly. His ears turned red. He said: "Eldest Miss Cheng overpraises. Official leave is limited. There is not enough time for me to go back to my hometown, so I can only stay in the capital and spend time reading. On the first days of New Year, all my colleagues have a family reunion at their own homes. I cannot find a discussion partner, so I want to try my luck and come to Jingxing. Unfortunately, he is also absent."
"Ninth Uncle is going out to visit friends, but he will be back in a few days." Cheng Yujin didn't care about the situation outside. She smiled sweetly, luring her prey in. "If Brother Lin is in a hurry, you might as well leave a message with me. When Ninth Uncle returns, I will send someone to Lin Manor to give you a call."
Ch 76 Part 4 – Reunion (IV)
"Ninth Uncle is going out to visit friends, but he will be back in a few days." Cheng Yujin didn't care about the situation outside. She smiled sweetly, luring her prey in. "If Brother Lin is in a hurry, you might as well leave a message with me. When Ninth Uncle returns, I will send someone to Lin Manor to give you a call."
Lin Qingyuan was very grateful. "Thank you, eldest miss Cheng. Eldest miss is warmhearted and kind. You have helped me a lot, but I don't know how to repay you."
Cheng Yujin lowered her head, her long eyelashes trembled like butterfly wings, "Just a small matter, how can I ask Brother Lin to repay me? If Brother Lin seriously feels indebted, you can teach me some poems."
Poems were exactly what Lin Qingyuan was good at. His personality was easygoing, and he rarely bothered about trifles. This time was no exception. He didn't think much, and easily accepted Cheng Yujin's proposal with a wave of his hand: "This is easy. I will do my best for eldest miss."
Cheng Yujin raised her head, pursed her lips, and smiled at Lin Qingyuan. For an unknown reason, the young man felt her smile to be very dazzling. He quickly turned his eyes away. His gaze wandered about, not knowing where to put it. Luckily, the water in the teapot began to gurgle again. As if finding a savior, Lin Qingyuan hurriedly said: "Eldest miss Cheng, the water has been boiling."
"Yes." Cheng Yujin softly responded and raised her hands to pour the third batch of water into the boiling pot. Warm vapor filled the room. The tea leaves heated by boiling water also released a light and relaxing fragrance throughout the room.
Cheng Yujin's voice echoed with the tea fragrance: "Brother Lin, you cannot go home and is alone in the capital for the New Year. Aren't the elders at home worry about you?"
Lin Qingyuan sighed, feeling rare loneliness: "Of course my father and mother are not at ease. They wrote several times to urge me to go home. But loyalty and filial piety are difficult to balance. Since I entered Hanlin Academy, I must always put my duty to the court first."
Cheng Yujin nodded. She put down the water and sighed: "Brother Lin is right. But pity the parents in the world. Brother Lin is like this, the elders in your family surely cannot feel at ease. Why Brother Lin never think about starting a family? If you have a wife to take care of you, the elders probably will be less worried."
Without Lin Qingyuan noticed it, the topic turned heavy and private. He sighed again: "Indeed. My mother and grandmother have urged me about this, but I always feel that it's not time yet."
"Not time yet?" Cheng Yujin raised her eyebrows and asked, "What does Brother Lin mean?"
Lin Qingyuan was silent for a moment before shaking his head slowly: "Once people grow up, it is a natural event to start a family. But I always feel that I do not yet need to marry. Since I haven't found the right person, I don't want to get married rashly."
Cheng Yujin raised her eyebrows with an obvious shock. Lin Qingyuan's sincerity about marriage was far beyond Cheng Yujin's imagination. In the environment she grew up in, which high-ranking family's sons didn't rely on ancestors' accumulated merit and lived off their family's wealth? They spent most of their time doing nothing, just playing around and visiting pleasure houses. Once they reached the age, they would marry a wife from suitable status and background, but getting married wouldn't affect their romantic affairs. What they needed to do was to treat their wives with courtesy and didn't let those beautiful concubines step on the legal wife's head.
Cheng Yujin was used to this kind of husband and wife relationship. Her father and mother, uncles and aunts, and even her clan sisters, all led such a life. Concubines were merely a part of the family's property. It was enough for the wife to manage them well, didn't let them give birth to eldest son, and prevented the husband from spoiling the concubines and destroying the wife. Why bother competing with concubines?
As for whether there was love between the couple, no one had even considered it. A man like Lin Qingyuan, who dragged on his own marriage because he had yet to encounter a woman he loved, was extremely rare.
Cheng Yujin paused for a long time. She lowered her head and smiled: "I really envy Brother Lin's future wife. How lucky it is for a woman to be treated so sincerely like this."
Cheng Yujin had never put down her smile all day today. But only at this moment that her smile was sincere. Ironically, it was a bitter smile.
Cheng Yujin couldn't help but think sadly. How happy would it be to be treated so sincerely by a man? She always despised Huo Changyuan and Cheng Yumo, but it was a truth that Cheng Yumo in the previous life was really loved by Huo Changyuan. But only her, her whole life had always been like her father, mother, uncles, and aunts. It was a life of mutual respect that started and ended with common interests.
Lin Qingyuan blushed by Cheng Yujin's words. He glanced at the girl. Through the water vapor, her face was not clear. But the flower partially hidden by the mist was even more beautiful. Lin Qingyuan suddenly found himself stuttering: "Actually...it's not as great as eldest miss Cheng said. I am just an ordinary man. Eldest miss Cheng shouldn't overpraise me."
Cheng Yujin looked up and smiled at Lin Qingyuan: "Why not? Brother Lin should be more confident of yourself."
Lin Qingyuan's future wife was certainly worthy of being envied by everyone, because that person would be her! Why should she give up this kind of luck?
Such an affectionate seedling. Let him find his true love? How could it be possible? Of course, she had to use any means to grab him for herself.