Okay first, before we start this chapter, I recommend you all to listen to sad songs any songs you want :) and please prepare your self
⚠️ Betrayal ❕
" guys please just tell me " you beg
" y/n-san...the.. " the guy stop, gulping first and thinking if he should tell you
When the other guy pushes his friend, stepping in front
" the higher-ups were using you from the start," he said, not thinking twice, he know that you needed this to know
And that's when you know your world stops
A simple word but you already understand the meaning
You already think about this
But
Why didn't you trust yourself?
You know from the start that they're just using you
It's all planned from the start
Wakasa helps you at the hospital
Wakasa being nice to you
Wakasa brings you to the amusement park
Wakasa asked you something weird that night
Wakasa dragged you out in the middle of meeting with toman
Wakasa tells you to leave toman
Wakasa tells you to join Brahman
And now
The result is
Betrayal
What a shame that you played dumb all the time
But still, there's a hint on your heart that this is just false info
You run inside where the higher-ups are
Bragging inside not minding that they are in the middle of meeting
A meeting about you
Your eyes immediately fell into wakasa's
" y/n we're in the middle of the meeting can you leave?" Senju asked but you shut her up
" shut the fuck up! " you yelled and run to wakasa holding his collar fown closer to you making them shocked at what you just did
" what the hell y/n- "
" tell me the truth!! " you yelled at your brother, leaving him confused
" What truth? " he asked
" you weren't betraying me, right? Wakasa? " you softly asked looking at his lilac orbs finding some answers
He stopped for a moment, he already know why you are acting this way
You already found out
It's not he has a problem with that, he knows you'll be finding this out soon
And he's ready about it
He holds both of your hands and push them away from his collar and moves back at you
" so you already know? " he asked coldly
" tell me the truth, tell me they were just lying- "
" they are telling the truth "
And that's when the last pieces of your heart shattered
Tears we're spilling
You were just looking straight in front of wakasa
" w-why? " you tried not to stutter but failed
" why do you have to do that? "
" Why are you doing this? "
" you promised to me "
" then why? "
You ask none stop
" Because I needed to " that's the only answer he give to you
An answer that leaves you out of your mind
" wakasa... I trusted you... " you mumbled
You tightened your fist feeling hurt and anger
You were still crying, the others were just watching you
" it's not my fault you trusted me in the first place y/n, you know that we dont have a chance at the first place then why did you give yourself up to me? " wakasa asked
" you didn't know how I feel! I just wanted to be loved by you! my own brother! " you shouted, crying hard while you fall into your knees
You hated it
You hate being weak
But what can you do?
You're being weak because of your weakness
Your own brother
" I played dumb.. " you mumble but enough for them to hear a little
" I already knew about this but I pushed those thoughts out "
" I PUSHED IT ALL OFF BECAUSE IM HOPING FOR IT WAKASA!! " you shouted crying hard
" I just wanted to be loved, by you " you mumble while you lower your head on the cold floor
" what have I ever done to you in the first place to deserve this? " You asked, repeatedly
" enough with this drama y/n, go home " he coldly said turning his back at you
You looked at him anger in your eyes
" Drama?! Do you think I'm being fucking dramatic in here?!?!! " you walk towards him but stop as you caught his lilac orbs at yours
" you know what y/n? " wakasa asked looking at your orbs
" it's nice playing with you "
( my apology for those who cried :) I love you guys )