it's so easy to break my heart
you've done it a million times
never even bother to realize
but i always held hopes about us
your gaze was supposed to meet mine
your hands were supposed to be mine
where i came from, love is forbidden
and i still broke the rules and loved you with all my heart
i had this courage to feel
how stupid it was for me
to feel like this
as if a beauty like yours could ever want a weakness like mine
i listen songs and think about ending it all,
burying you next to my old ones
but how can i?
how can i?
tell me, you put me in this place
now tell me,
why were you so beautiful?
it must be a crime
how did you get away?
how can i stop myself from loving you?
when will you fade away,
i don't want to hold on to dreams anymore
how can i
even
think about
forgetting you?
when it hurts this much?