Tw: Suicide, self harm.
Karl's pov:
I wake up it's about 8:56. Not bad I guess... I wonder if Sapnap's up yet!
I walk down stairs and there's no one. Witch was odd because I was cuddling with him before we fell asleep.
I watch some YouTube as I normally do. I realise it's been 3 hours already! Were's Sapnap?
I walk upstairs. I check my phone for any messages. 2 messages 1 video. I tap on the messages.
Sapnap 🧡: Hey Karl! So um this is weird to tell you not in person but over messages but I've been going through so fucking much right now. I know you try and help me and I'm grateful for it but I've thought about it and I'm going to kill myself.
Sapnap 🧡: I love you Karl. I really do.
*video of him saying he loves Karl*
What...? I start to cry. Nothing can be changed now. He's gone I know I'm not supposed to believe everything that people say. It could just be som horrible joke but. Sometimes. You can just feel like somethings missing. Someone's gone.
You almost feel like you're in a horrible dream were you're falling and wake up before you hit the ground. But you hit the ground. Harder than expected. All your bones brake you have a pounding headache that won't leave.
You're mind isn't in control but your body is. All those feelings go away to my wrist.
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Thanks for 29 reads! It means a lot to me that people actually read this shit.
Ily bitch 💖
-Karl