⚠️Explicit scene. If you want to avoid it, jump to this chapter: "Under the window"⚠️
Hyunjin's pov:
Finally, my intrusive thoughts stopped.
All those unwelcomed words painting my life in grey withered.
Finally.
It's been so long.
I wasn't feeling the crumbling old fake leather on my back. I wasn't feeling the worry of having someone walking in on us. I wasn't feeling the fear anymore.
All was soft, all was warm and all was him.
He was pushing all his weight on me, as to make me feel safe, and came to whisper in my ear,
"Now, focus."
Before slipping his hand between my legs.
It surprises me everytime and still sends shivers through my spine.
I ceremoniously closed my eyes as I let the pleasure rise.
"Does it feel good?"
"Mhm," I nodded.
At the time he finished prepping me, I was already covered in sweat and panting.
After a laborious maneuver to get his pants off while refusing to take his hands off me, he proceeded to put on a condom.
That's when I felt him slip away from me.
"Hyunjin, let go of me. I need to put the condom on. I just need a second."
"No~"
He gave in with a sigh, and managed to do it just fine with me hanging tightly around his neck.
And finally, I felt him dive in me.
We were one, once again, at last.
To have him in me is reassuring. To hear his moans in my ear like a melody.
This is all for me.
He's mine.
Mine.
Just mine!
I tightened my grip around him to not let him get away, and murmured his name.
It never fails to make him tremble.