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〰️𝑃𝐴𝑅𝐴𝐷𝐼𝑆𝐸 𝑇𝑂𝑂〰️
ʜᴇʏ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴛʏ ʙɪᴛᴄʜᴇs!
I ʜᴏᴘᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴇɴᴊᴏʏ ᴛʜɪs ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ,
ᴘʟᴇᴀsᴇ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ғᴏʀɢᴇᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴠᴏᴛᴇ ᴀɴᴅ sᴘᴀᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴏᴍᴍᴇɴᴛs ♡︎
⚠️TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️
sensitive topics are displayed and mentioned in this chapter.
Please read with caution
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The joyous stages of parenthood; unconditional love shared to your child. An unbreakable bond that can not be expressed with just words..........and ridiculously waking up at two in the morning, to feed after being awoken by the sound of cries.
Ashlyn sighed and tiredly rubbed her eyes as she turned on the lamp beside the bed. Tussling around in her bassinet, Mya cried as Ashlyn stood up; taking her in her arms and soothing her.
Ashlyn:"Mummy's here baby."
Sitting herself back on the bed, Ashlyn looked down at Mya as she positioned her for her feed. As Mya fed, Ashlyn tiredly yawned and turned her head to look towards Jungkook, who was sprawled out, snoring beside her.
Chuckling softly, Ashlyn turned back to look down at Mya. A soft smile spread across her lips as she gently stroked strands of Mya's hair; still finding it hard to believe that she was now a mother. But even despite waking up at ridiculous times, Ashlyn couldn't deny that she was enjoying every single moment of being a mother.
After her feed, Ashlyn had managed to soothe Mya back to sleep; gently placing her back in her bassinet and placing her pacifier in her mouth, before getting back into bed and turning off the lamp. The moment she got herself comfortable, Ashlyn felt Jungkook's arm wrap around her waist as he gently kissed her cheek, causing her to smile.
Ashlyn:"Knew you weren't asleep."
Jungkook chuckled along with Ashlyn as he back hugged her, while the two eventually drifted off to sleep.
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Later that morning, Jungkook made his way up the stairs, holding a breakfast plate as well as a freshly made tea for Ashlyn.
Jungkook:"Here you go baby."
Ashlyn:"Thank you babe."
After setting the plate down on the bedside table, Jungkook's leant over Mya's bassinet; kissing her cheeks repeatedly while she stirred in her sleep.
Ashlyn:"Babe, I just got her to sleep, please don't wake her up."
Jungkook:"I'm not gonna wake her."
Ashlyn chuckles and shakes her head as Jungkook still continued to place kisses on Mya's cheeks.
Ashlyn:"I hate how I look."
Frowning, Jungkook's looked up at Ashlyn as she looked at herself in the mirror.
Jungkook:"What you talking about?"
Ashlyn:"I just look so fat, and I look so tired—"
Jungkook:"Babe, babe, babe, babe."
Ashlyn huffs as Jungkook stood up and wrapped his arms around her waist while he back hugged her.
Jungkook:"You look beautiful."
Ashlyn:"Yeah right."
Jungkook:"Babe, you just had a baby two days ago, no one's expecting you to look like them skinny ass supermodels. You know I like my girls with cake and trust me baby you got plenty of."
Ashlyn smiled and playfully rolled her eyes as Jungkook smiled and rested his chin on her shoulder.
Jungkook:"Babe, you're beyond beautiful and I don't want you thinking twice about that. But you know I'm always here, I'm a PT babe, and if you want me to train you, you know I got you, but just know, you look perfect. Alright?"
Ashlyn:"Okay."
Jungkook:"I love you sexy."
Ashlyn let out a giggle as Jungkook kissed her neck.
Ashlyn:"I love you too."
Wrapping her arms around Jungkook's neck, Ashlyn smiled as she leaned in and placed a soft kiss against his lips.
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ᴘᴀʀɪs
As her things were being moved on the private jet, Taesan couldn't help but sigh as she stared down at her wedding ring.
Both her and Tae were still at an awkward place. Contrary to their other arguments, this one had lasted a lot longer than Taesan had hoped. But then again, she knew the situation at hand was a lot bigger then any other petty argument they've ever had. But she missed him.
She missed, the dates, she missed their conversations, she missed their intimacy, she just missed him, and Taesan never felt more distant from her husband this she did now. Having to travel alone, while Tae stayed behind to work.
But letting out a sigh, Taesan unlocked her phone and dialled Tae's number.
Taehyung:"Hello?"
Taesan:"Hi..."
Fiddling with the bottom of her top, Taesan looked down awkwardly as she listened to the commotion of people working in the background.
Taehyung:"Did you need something?"
Taesan:"No....I just wanted to let you that, im on the plane...and we're leaving soon."
For a moment their was a silence on the line, except from people talking in the background and the sounds of cameras flashing.
Taehyung:"....Have a safe trip San."
With tears lingering in her eyes, Taesan didn't know exactly what she had expected him to say, but still, her eyes filled with tears, and all she wanted to do was get off the jet and cry.
Taesan:"Thanks."
Taehyung:"...I need to get back to work."
Taesan:"I just wanna talk to you...."
Tae softly sighed at the sound of her cries.
Taehyung:".....I've got to go. I'm sorry."
As the phone hung up, Taesan pulled her phone away from her ear, as she stared down at her phone screen with tears.
Jean-Claude:"Mrs Kim?"
Quickly wiping her tears, Taesan looked up at the butler as she nodded with a smile.
Jean-Claude:"We are ready to depart Madame."
Taesan:"Okay."
Jean-Claude nodded and went to signal the pilot, as Taesan leaned back in her chair and sighed as she looked down.
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ᴀsʜᴋᴏᴏᴋ's ʜᴏᴜsᴇ - ʟᴏɴᴅᴏɴ
Ashlyn:"I've missed you!!!!"
Letting out a chuckle, Taesan grins as Ashlyn tightly wraps her arms around her in a tight hug.
Taesan:"I've missed you too Ash! Oh oh aaaand you're crying okay."
Ashlyn:"You know I'm emotional!"
Taesan laughed as she patted Ashlyn's back, and let the hug last a few seconds longer, before turning to Jungkook who held Mya in his arms.
Taesan:"She is so beautiful I can't. Hi cutie."
Jungkook and Ashlyn both smiled as Taesan leaned in close and softly stroked Mya's cheeks.
Taesan:"I gotta say, you guys, make really beautiful babies."
Jungkook:"Obviously, she gets that from me."
Ashlyn:"Oh please."
The three of them laughed as Ashlyn playfully nudged Jungkook.
Ashlyn:"T, make yourself comfortable, we'll definitely catch up more, but I really gotta try and put her back to sleep, since this one, woke her from her nap."
Jungkook:"It was an accident."
Taesan chuckled as Ashlyn shook her head and took Mya back into her arms, before giving Taesan another hug and making her way upstairs.
Jungkook:"So what's happening T? How you been?"
As the two made their way to the living room, they both sat down on the sofa, while Taesan forced a smile.
Taesan:"Yeah I've been great. Just adjusting to living in a new country. But I'm getting used to it now."
Jungkook:"T....what's going on with you and Tae?"
Knowing her all too well, Jungkook could tell from the moment she stepped through the door, that she wasn't herself.
Taesan:"We're fine..."
Jungkook:"T, I know you and I know Tae well enough to know when somethings up with the two of you. So what's going on, because you ain't leaving here without an answer."
Taesan looked down and chuckled softly, but her chuckles turned to soft cries as tears began to roll down her cheeks.
Taesan:"We're just...not in a good place right now at all. And I hate it, but I don't know how to fix it."
Jungkook:"What happened?"
Taesan kept her head down as she sighed.
Taesan:"I'm a terrible wife who's been lying to her husband. I rushed into getting married, without being honest with him about what I wanted. I just saw everything as some fairytale, and now I'm stuck. So I guess you can say I told you so."
As she sniffled and wiped her falling tears, Jungkook let out a sigh as he watched her and answered.
Jungkook:"......I told you so."
Taesan:"Jungkook!"
Jungkook:"What I ain't gonna lie to you!"
Despite her tears, Taesan chuckled lightly as Jungkook wrapped his arm around her shoulder.
Jungkook:"Talk to me T, what's really going on, and what happened, because you and Tae seemed fine a few weeks ago."
Taesan:".....I don't want kids...at all. And I never told him, but I've just been brushing it off, and he can tell, but I still haven't told him properly, because I can't."
Jungkook:"T man..."
Taesan:"I know, I'm horrible."
Placing her hands over her eyes, Taesan cried while Jungkook sighed and looked down.
Jungkook:"Look T, you know I'll always keep it real with you. But you can't do that to him man. We all know how much he wants a family, you've known that. If that's something you never wanted, then you should've told him, way before you guys ever got married. A relationship goes two ways T, he can't be the only one always catering to the things you want. You gotta think about the things he wants to. You gotta be honest with him and tell it to him straight."
Taesan:"I don't want to hurt him Jungkook, I really don't, I can't look him in the eye and break his heart like that, I just can't."
Jungkook:"T the longer you're not honest, the more painful it's gonna be. You've got to be straight with him and tell him the truth. He deserves that, and you know that."
Staring down at her ring, more tears fell from Taesan's eyes in guilt.
Taesan:".....He's gonna leave me."
As she began to sob, Jungkook wrapped his around her and pulled her into his chest.
Jungkook:"...I wish I had all the answers T, but the only thing I can tell you to do, is be honest with him. And no matter what happens between you and him. You know me and Ash are always here."
At his words, Taesan sobbed even more, even she knew, the thought of Tae leaving her had also crossed Jungkook's mind.
She knew he was right, she knew that she needed to tell Tae the truth. But the truth could potentially end their marriage....and that, Taesan was terrified of.
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ᴊɪᴍɪɴ & ʏᴏᴏɴɢɪ's ʜᴏᴜsᴇ
Staring up at the ceiling; the empty void Jimin was feeling, had only multiplied into an enormous feeling of hopelessness. Since his mothers visit, Jimin's sister and mother had been contacting him nonstop, but as long as it wasn't her, Jimin had no interest in answering.
Sitting himself up from his bed, the whole room began to spin, making Jimin hold his head and glance down at the seringue beside him. A empty pattern he was now addicted to. The only way he could stop himself from spiralling into insanity.
But even the heroine couldn't fix the pain Jimin was feeling. As he looked down, tears began to roll down his cheeks. He couldn't help but wonder why his life had gotten to this point. He wanted to hate Janet for coming into his life. He wanted to hate her for making him fall in love with her. He wanted to hate her for making him think about her. But he couldn't...
With tears still running down his face, Jimin looked up as Yoongi open the door and crossed his arms as he watched him.
Yoongi:"I'm getting sick of this."
Jimin looked down as he began to sob into his hands. Yoongi could only stare at him; shaking his head at the state Jimin had become.
Yoongi:"She's just one fucking girl—"
Jimin:"No she's not!!"
At Jimin's outburst, Yoongi frowned as he fell silent.
Jimin:"You just don't get it...and you never have. Don't fucking tell me she's just some girl! You'll never understand Yoongi!! You just don't understand the impact she had in my life!!"
Yoongi let out a scoff as he shook his head and rolled his eyes.
Yoongi:"I told you she'd fuck up your life, now look at you. You let yourself fall for her when I told you not to. You're pathetic, crying every two seconds. You're a mess of a person who can't control his emotions, now you want me to feel sorry for you?"
Jimin:"Yes!! Yes I want you to feel sorry for me!! I want you to care for once!! Pat me on the fucking back and tell me everything will be okay!! Like I would for you!!!"
Breaking down into more painful sobs, Jimin grabbed onto Yoongi's shirt, while Yoongi blankly stared at him.
Jimin:"I always listened to you!....always. So please...just listen to me. I don't know what to do anymore....I'm broken....I need her, and if that makes me pathetic....then that's fine.... But I can't live like this anymore Yoongi. I'm hurting! And I need my brother to care...even if you can't....just pretend. For me.........just pretend to care."
As Jimin sobbed against his chest, Yoongi looked down at him. Jimin was usually never this open with his emotions. Not since he was a kid, not since before his grooming, and Yoongi could only stare at him in silence. Not knowing what to say.
Instead, Yoongi grabbed Jimin's arms, pushing him away from him, before silently leaving the house; leaving Jimin to break down on his own.
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ᴊᴀɴᴇᴛ's ʜᴏᴜsᴇ
Sat on the couch of her house, Janet sits with Issac beside her, while she opens up his Spanish book.
Janet:"What's this animal cariño?"
Issac looks down at the page, tilting his head at the animal Janet pointed at.
Issac:"Mmm?...uh..gato?"
Innocently looking up at her for approval, Issac stares at her with doe eyes as Janet grins and nods.
Janet:"Good job! Give me a high five!"
Issac giggles as he lifts his palm and smacks it against Janet's hand. Just then, the door bell rang, making Janet, look down at Issac.
Janet:"Wait for mommy here cariño, I'll be right back."
Issac nods, as Janet placed a soft kiss against his forehead, before getting up to answer the door.
To her surprise, Janet frowned in confusion the moment she opened the door.
Janet:"What the hell are you doing here?"
Yoongi:"You need to go see Jimin."
With a prominent frown on her face, Janet looked Yoongi up and down as she scoffed. Yoongi being the last person, Janet ever wanted to see.
Janet:"I have nothing to say to him, or to you."
Yoongi rolled his eyes as he sighed.
Yoongi:"Look I couldn't give a fuck what goes on between you and him. But he wants to see you."
Janet:"Then he should be a fucking man and talk to me himself, not send his fucking puppet master to talk me. Once again, he hasn't spoken to me in months, he still hasn't seen his son. But now he wants me to drop everything to go see him, what about what I want?"
Trying to hold back the tears that were forming in her eyes, Janet could only look down to the ground, while Yoongi watched her.
Yoongi:"I don't like you, not one bit."
Janet scoffs as she looks back up at him.
Janet:"Trust me, the feelings mutual."
Yoongi:"Regardless, I don't want to be here talking to you, but I am. Because Jimin needs you. Like I said, I really couldn't give a fuck about what the two of you feel for each other. And I don't care for your fucking sob story, just go fucking talk to him."
Falling silent for a moment, Janet shakes her head as a tear finally falls down her cheek.
Janet:"...He knows where I am if he wants to man up and talk to me."
With that, Janet slams the door shut, making Yoongi scoff as he turns around and gets back into his car.
On the other side of the door, Janet looks down as tears run down her cheeks, while she placed her hand over her mouth, to let out a silent cry.
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Making his way back home, Yoongi steps out his car and makes his way, into the house. As he steps in, he lets out a sigh as he makes his way over to Jimin's room and knocks.
Yoongi:"Jimin, we need to talk."
Not hearing a reply, Yoongi rolls his eyes as he pushes the door open, but an immediate frown landed on his face, seeing Jimin laying face down on the ground.
Yoongi:"Jimin?"
Making his way over to him, Yoongi crouched down beside him, turning him over; taken aback by the coldness of his skin.
Yoongi:"Hey, que pasa contigo?"
Patting his cheek, Yoongi got no response. Slowly placing his hand against Jimin's neck, Yoongi waited to feel a pulse.
But slowly removing his hand, Yoongi only stared down at him, suddenly thinking back to his parents. But this time it was different, he felt something. He couldn't identify the feeling, but he felt it.
The pain of losing someone dear....
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Undoubtedly the most painful scene I've ever had to write.
Please always make sure to check up on those you care about, I seriously mean that.
It's so important to spread love, so important to talk to those around you, and most importantly,
It's so important to always be there to listen.
Depression is such a big thing, and it's so painful to go through it alone.
Support, love and care goes a long way.
Even if you take some time out your day, to do something for someone else, listen to something random they want to tell you, show interest in them, ask them how they are or if they want to do something.
A little goes a long way.
Let's all care for each other. And my PM's are always open, DM's, Snapchat, if you need someone to talk to, or you just want to be listened to,
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