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It was night already but Hyunjin didn't ate anything all day. He was all day in his room crying, thinking, sleeping, regretting and regretting everything he did. His room was a total mess. He pushed everything down to set free his nerves but it seems like it didn't worked.
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Felix was walking around feeling kinda better in his body but not in his mind. He was extremely disappointed about everything.
He goes to the beach and started staring at the ocean so deep like he almost forgot his name. He was hearing oceans soft and relaxing waves but it doesn't really relaxes him. He lays down in the sand and started looking at the bright stars......
Single tear fell from his eyes without realising.
He closed his eyes and slowly fell asleep.
The warm wind was hitting him and his beautiful blonde hair softly like it wanted to know that Felix is in save place.
Hyunjin's eyes were swollen and red. He really wished to turn back the time and delete the situation... But this was not possible.
Hyunjin always pulls his hair back and licks his lips cause he was regretting so fucking much what he did.
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Felix was in the sand... Hyunjin was on the ground.
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Chan, Jisung and Minho were worried about both of them but more about Hyunjin cause he didn't ate anything all day and was all day at his room without saying any word. They were worried about Felix's walking and they were thinking it's just a wrong side of sleeping as Felix said.
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"Hyunjin... are you there? What's wrong why are you all day in your room you didn't ate anything all day... aren't you hungry?" Asked Chan.
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"Leave me alone Chan." Said Hyunjin with tired and deep voice.
"B-but you didn't ate anything all day how could I leave you."
"I'm not hungry."
"HOW YOU WOULD BE NOT HUNGRY YOU DIDN'T ATE ALL DAY."
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Hyunjin didn't respond anything.
Chan sighed and go back at the kitchen...
"What's wrong with him? He said "Chan leave me alone im not hungry" HOW HE CAN'T BE HUNGRY HE DIDN'T PUT ANYTHING IN HIS MOUTH ALL DAY HE WILL PASS OUT WHAT DO I DO?"
"WHAT ABOUT FELIX ITS CURRENTLY 23 pm AND HE DIDN'T CAME BACK... PLEASE CALL HIM."
Said Minho.
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*the subscriber has turned off his phone or is out of range.*
"He turned off his phone...B-BUT WHY... WHAT IS GOING ON WITH THIS PEOPLE... THIS MORNING WERE HUGGED AND NOW... I-I don't understand." Said Chan.
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Changbin calls.
"Hey Chan... what's up... don't you guys come..."
"No Changbin sorry... w-we're kinda in a fucked up situation right now."
"W-why what happened?"
"Hyunjin was all day in his room without putting anything in his mouth... he didn't ate anything all day... Felix is out all day his phone is turned off... I don't know what happened but... it's not good."
"W-what... b-but why..."
"I don't know... but at least Hyunjin is here what about Felix... he is out all day he never does that....that's why I'm worried. But he probably ate something but Hyunjin didn't and I- FUCK... I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO THOSE PEOPLE."
"No no no... this doesn't feel right... I'm going out to look for Felix." Said Changbin.
"Yeah please... i would've did it before it gets darker but I couldn't leave Hyunjin he didn't ate anything all day."
"Ok I'm going." Says Changbin.
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"Listen Hyunjin... you didn't ate anything all day... fuck that you're all day in your room it's in your own reasons. But please just eat anything please..."
"Chan i told you I'm not hungry... and I told you to leave me alone too I think..."
Says Hyunjin in a disappointed voice.
"Look Hyunjin... this isn't right... you something's gonna happened to you if you don't eat something... please..."
"I'm eating my nerves, mistakes and I'm already full."said Hyunjin.
"W-what?" Asked Chan.
"Chan leave." Said Hyunjin.
Chan sighed again and starting rolling all over the house to think what he's gonna do.
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Changbin was 30 minutes outside looking for Felix.
He was deeply sleeping in the sand and now nothing can make him sad.
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"D-did you found him?" Asked Chan Changbin.
"N-no... but he could be everywhere...I'm only 30 minutes outside... I will find him don't worry everything is gonna be ok."...
Chan sits on the couch and started worrying and stressing.
"Don't worry Chan everything is gonna be ok... Changbin will find Felix..." said Jisung.
"Ok... Jisung but Hyunjin... he didn't ate all day..."
"Oh my god this dude..." says Jisung while making his way to go to Hyunjin's room.
"Wait Jisung... Don't go...he's mad..."
"W-why?"
"I don't know I said "please Hyunjin eat anything..." and he said " I'm eating my nerves and mistakes..." ".
"What the fuck happened to them... they were literally fucking last night and they were hugging now what?"
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"H-hey I probably know what happened..." said Minho.
"Felix was drunk last night right?... but like... what if he didn't knew what he's really saying and Hyunjin fucked him and Felix wakes up and sees Hyunjin next to him?... what if he got mad and got out for all day and Hyunjin is in his room all day?"
"Probably Minho but... how could he remember what happened last night when he was drunk... he may don't remember that they had sex... what if he sees him next to him in the morning we are all members... it's nothing..." said Chan.
"W-wait... saw Felix's legs in the morning?... he couldn't walk well... maybe Hyunjin... did this to him... and he lied that slept wrong..." said Jisung.
"Y-yeah... maybe..." said Chan...
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*1 hour later...*
"Chan... I've been looking everywhere.... I couldn't find him... I have no idea where he could be..."
"F-fuck... alright thanks Changbin... I'm g-getting out too Minho and Jisung will be here with Hyunjin..."
"Ok. Hope you find him." Says Changbin.
"Yeah... praying." Says Chan.
Chan gets outside to look for Felix.
"Y'all go to Hyunjin... start talking to him maybe he would open..." said Chan.
"Ok... just don't worry every is gonna be ok." Said Jisung.
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"H-hyunjin it's me Jisung. Look... you can share to me what happened. Please just get out we're so worried about you."
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"Heeey... didn't y'all heard me? Leave me fucking alone." Said hyunjin with deep ass voice.
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"FEEEEEEELIX" yelled Chan. But Felix was far away from him.
Chan was so worried.
He called and called Felix put he doesn't pick up.
"G-God what do I do?"
"... think Chan, think Chan."
Felix opened his eyes and sees the sky...
He realises that he slept there for long hours he wanted to sleep there all night but it was getting cold and it was not a place to sleep in.
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"I'm going in Changbin." Felix says cause he doesn't wants to go home.
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*door bell*
"H-hey Changbin c-can I sleep in your house tonight?"
"FELIX THANK GOOOOD... OH MY GOOOD..." Changbin hugged Felix.
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Felix was confused.
"THANK GOD... IM CALLING CHAN."
Said thankful Changbin.
"G-get in."
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"W-why are you so thankful?" Asks Felix.
"Chan and I were looking for you in hours... you were not home all day... Chan said that usually you don't do this and... I'm thankful you've come."
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"C-CHAN d-don't worry Felix is in my house... he will sleep tonight here."
"OH MY GOD... T-THANK GOD... THANK YOU FOR CALLING ME...PLEASE GIVE HIM TO ME I WANNA HEAR HIS VOICE. "
"Chan wanna here your voice..."
" I'm here." Said Felix in deep voice.
"O-Ok... I know now t-thank you."
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"Alright then... I'm getting back home... I don't really know what I'm gonna do with Hyunjin but... I'm glad that Felix is ok..."
"It's gonna be ok Chan... don't worry... bye for now." Said Changbin.
"Alright thanks bye." said Chan.