I tried everything and every little thing to get their attention.
Everything.
Nothing was working. I began to question myself. Was it me, was I the problem?
My little loved heart shattering into pieces day by day.
Why was I doing this to myself? Why was I fighting over a love with someone who didn't even love me back. Why was I draining myself out to make them like me?
Squishing myself up into a ball, I cried myself to sleep. Thinking about all the bad memories and the exhaustion it took of me.
Never escaping, I was going round in deep thoughts with someone who didn't even love me.
Tossing and turning in bed with bad dreams until I was physically sick.