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he finds out another boy was your first
Harry - "Truth or dare (Y/N)," Harry asked with a sly smirk, nudging you as you thought for a moment. "Uhm.... truth," you giggled, glancing around the circle of boys, hoping he wouldn't ask anything too embarrassing. "Oh, I have a good one. Who was your first time with?" Your eyes widened and immediately went to Niall, whose face turned red in an instant. "Uhm..." you coughed out awkwardly. "It was actually Niall..." You refused to make eye contact with Harry after answering. The room went awkwardly silent. "Actually?" he asked you, his playful tone gone completely now. "Y-yeah... it was way before we met though Harry, I swear..." you said quickly, looking up at him, worried he was going to be angry. He looked hurt, but he shook his head. "If it was before we were together it's fine. I just thought I was your first..." "You weren't my first, but you're my one and only now Harry... I promise."
Liam - "Louis? Really?" he scoffed, sitting with you on the bed. "Hey, don't be so obnoxious, you're the one who asked!" you rebounded quickly, shooting him a raised eyebrow stare. "Sorry, sorry," he said in reply, holding up his hands in defense. "I just can't believe HE was your first..." Liam drifted off, shaking his head. "Yup... he was..." You pursed your lips looking straight ahead, playing with your fingers. You didn't want this to change Liam's relationship with you or Louis, which is why you had put off telling him for so long. "Was... Was he better than me?" he asked after a couple moments of silence, a certain shyness to his voice making the question sound much more innocent. "You know, I can't even remember." That must have been the correct answer because Liam's lips were on yours within seconds of answering. "Good answer..." he murmured against your lips before attaching them again.
Niall - Things were going great in yours and Niall's relationship. You had just moved in with him, and you swore nothing could mess this up. Until a drunk Harry showed up at your door, barely hanging on to consciousness. "Niall!" you called, and he came rushing in from the living room. The minute he saw Harry, he rolled his eyes. "Harry what are you doing here?" Niall sighed, going over to help the stumbling boy into the house before he hurt himself. "I came here for (Y/N)," he slurred, looking over at you. "I wanna do that thing again." "What thing..?" Niall asked, completely confused. Your mind went back to the night a couple years ago that had ended up with you in bed with Harry. It had been your first time, and you couldn't have felt more regret. "Tell him... the night I took your virginity," he chuckled out, stumbling forwards when Niall let him go. "Really..?" Niall looked at you with small eyes. Before you could say anything, he shook his head and ran upstairs.
Zayn - "I just can't fucking believe you didn't tell me sooner!" Zayn yelled, storming into the kitchen with you hot on his heels. "It was way before we even got together I don't see what the big deal is!" you huffed, shaking your head. "The big deal is I thought I was going to be your first, and surprise! You and Liam got together! I just... I thought you would've told me..." he said, getting more quiet as he turned to face you. "I'm so sorry Zayn... I really am, I didn't think it was that important..." He sighed softly and ran his hands over his face. "It's important to me... I just... I wanted to be your first, and I guess it's okay that I wasn't but... do you still have feelings for him?" Your eyes widened and you quickly shook your head. "No, no, no!" you quickly shook your head. "There is absolutely nothing between us Zayn, there never was..." Grabbing his hands gently he smiled softly, "Okay... that's what matters to me..."
Louis - "So Zayn was telling me something today. Said he wanted to come clean about something," Louis said during dinner, putting his fork down and looking at you from across the dinner table. "Oh? And what was Zayn telling you Lou?" you asked casually, taking another bite of your food. Louis raised an eyebrow. "You don't have any clue what ZAYN could have told me?" Your furrowed your eyebrows, looking up in thought before shaking your head. "No Louis, I have no clue. You should tell me." Your boyfriend narrowed his eyes. "How about the fact that he was your first? Maybe that will strike your memory." Your eyes widened as it all came back. "Oh yeah..." you drifted off. "Yeah," he spat out leaning back in his chair. "Clearly that wasn't important enough to tell your boyfriend," he continued standing up. "Lou..." "No. I don't want to hear it." He held his hand up, disappearing upstairs.