[𝐕𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧'𝐬]
My legs are fucking shaking. I can feel the muscles in my inner thighs tightened and it's all because of this guy beside me!
I kinda wanna slap him to be honest. Ang sabi ko, don't get too rough but who am I fooling? I loved every seconds of it.
But darn, I literally can barelu feel my legs!
Maingat akong umupo sa kama. His arm that was hugging me fell on my lap but he remained asleep. Huminga ako ng malalim at tumingin sa paligid, his condo looks neat and nice.
Sumunod na bumaba ang tingin ko sa kanya. He's sleeping deeply. Well, who wouldn't be this tired after what he has done?
I combed his hair using my hand while smiling.
Malinaw para sakin lahat ng mga nangyari and if I would be honest, no. Wala akong pinagsisisihan.
It was a wild night but it was hella fun. He did not disappoint. I have never felt such pleasure after a long time.
Habang naghihikad, I reached for his phone to see the time. Yun lang dapat ang pakay ko but I noticed that it doesn't have a passcode or what.
Isang ngiti ang kumurba sa labi ko. I took a picture of him and hurriedly send it to my number. After that, I deleted all the trace that I used his phone.
Bakit ko ginawa yon? For school purposes. Chariz! Hindi kumpleto ang chikahan namin ni Coleen mamaya kung hindi siya makikita ng best friend ko.
Kahit ngayon at napapatitig parin ako sa kanya e. Drunk or not, he undeniably got the looks.
Saka ambango niya. :>
I bit my lower lip as I calculate my next moves. Dahan dahan kong inalis ang pagkakayakap niya sakin at walang ingay na bumaba ng kama para pulutin ang mga damit ko na nagkalat sa sahig.
Ayoko siyang magising. Hindi pwede...I mean, not until I leave.
Pinilit kong maglakad ng diretso at maayos papunta sa bathroom. I do have a hangover pero walang wala yon sa sakit ng mga hita at likod ko.
Pakshet.
I'm laughing mentally remembering the sceneries last night. Like for real? I was that wild??
Wild ba talaga or he just really knew what he was doing? I have this thought that he's just an expert.
He's probably a fuckboy.
Nagmadali akong nagbihis dahil baka magising siya any minute. It's almost lunch nadin kasi at sigurado akong hinahanap nako ng mga kaibigan ko lalo na ni Coleen.
Leaving his bathroom, I threw him a last glance before walking out of his unit.
Let's not meet each other again boy.
Successfully leaving his complex, the real struggles begin. Pinipilit kong maglakad ng maayos tungo bus stop para mag abang ng taxi. Bus stop pero taxi, yes. I have no choice but to ride a cab because I have nothing in me! Even a damn penny.
I feel like a first timer that went to the gym with all the body aches I got.
Man was really trying to impress and yes, he left an impression.
Nang makarating ako ay agad akong sumilong sa shed and from there, I began to receive stares from ones around. It's definitely because of what I'm wearing. Masyado bang maaga para sa outfit ko? Well, sorry naman pauwi palang ako e.
Ignoring all the stares I rested my head on the wall and closed my eyes. My head is banging too. Lucky me, I don't throw up that much kung hindi kanina pako nagkakalat. Imagine? That's just so embarrassing.
Makalipas ang ilang minuto I managed to stay awake and got into the car. Nagpahatid ako sa condo ni Coleen dahil sigurado naman akong andon lahat ng gamit na naiwan ko.
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Just as when I opened the door, her intense eyes immediately pierced through me.
Her eyes are asking but I can only pressed my lips together stopping myself from laughter. Naguusap ang mga mata namin ngunit ng magtaas siya ng kilay ay natawa na ako.
"What???" I asked laughing trying to sound innocent.
"Anong what? Are you for real? Where were you last night? At ba't ngayon kalang? Girl? Mind to explain?" Mas lalo akong natawa sa sunod sunod na tanong niya.
I walked in and sat beside her. We both have knowing smile and look towards each other.
"I was drunk na kasi. Nauna nako umuwi..."
"Ambobo naman ng reasoning mo. Ako pa ba lolokohin mo Val? You're still wearing the same clothes." Coleen shook her head and scanned me from head to toe.
"Jokes on you! Kahit lasing ako, I saw you with someone last night. Something happened tama ba bako?" I know I may look like crazy pero dinaan ko nalang sa tawa ang pagamin.
"Alam mo ba halos itaon na nila Lucas yung club kakahanap sayo?"
"Hehe sorry guys hindi pala ako nagpaalam." Binatukan niya ako at sinamaan ng tingin.
"Pano nalang kung may masamang nangyari sayo? You were drunk tapos iniwan mopa lahat ng way para ma-contact ka namin."
"Buhay naman ako diba? I'm here na nga sa harap mo e." Saka hindi naman ako basta basta sasama kung kani-kanino lang.
I've read that guy's body language at saka masyado siyang gwapo para sayangin niya ang sarili over bad things.
"So sino yon?"
My smile faded upon hearing her other question. I blinked twice and one more and one more but nothing is coming in my head.
Nagaalangan akong bumaling sa kanya ng may alanganin ding ngiti. "I don't honestly remember his name..." Jiyeon? Jaeyeon? Jihyun? I don't know basta J siya I think???
Her eyes widened. She spun herself and face me with a dumbfounded look. "Are you telling me you got railed by a stranger? Valentine!!" I bit my lower lip. He is indeed a stranger, yeah.
"A hot stranger though. At least diba?"
Nagkatinginan kaming dalawa. I think she was too stunned to take what just happened. "Luh? Gaga kaba?" Why? At least I did it with someone na hindi ako lugi. Like duh?
"Medyo." Binato niya ako ng throw pillow at saka ako pinaghahampas but later on, her face is expression changed.
There's a curious yet dirty grin on her face. "Bitch so how was it?" She leaned closer to me with an intriguing stare.
Agad kong inabot ang cellphone ko at ipinakita sa kanya ang picture nito. "It's him. I don't know his name but it's him." She stared at him at dahan dahan napatango.
"In all fairness, deserve." I burst out laughing because of her response. Bwisit talaga! Parang kanina lang e?
"Gwapo naman." Dagdag pa niya ng may patango-tango. "Pero ganyan na ganyan itsura ng mga red flag." She commented.
Humiga ako sa lap niya at pumikit. "Red flag or not, it doesn't matter anymore. It was just a one night stand. Nothing more." I cut him off na. I mean, there's still a possibility that I might meet him again but it'll never be the same anymore.
We'll probably just walk past by each other like strangers.
"So how was it nga? You know? The 'steamy' part?"
"When I told you I'm struggling to walk, believe me I am. It feels sore down there and I'll leave everything to your imagination na." I know that's enough clue naman na that I had fun for real.
"So girly got railed pretty rough?" She cupped both of my cheeks and slightly slap me. "Last mo na yan ha? Wag mong gawing hobby makipag one night stand." I scoffed at her and closed my eyes.
As if naman no.
"Do you think Doie and Lucas already know?"
"Malamang! Gawain ni Lucas yan e! He was pretty raged nga kagabi. You did him dirty."
"Coleen, you know I won't do that with a friend." Dumilat ako at tumingin sa kanya. "I'd rather be toxic myself than our whole squad having relationship like that. That ain't it." Besides, I know puro parinig lang naman si Lucas. He won't willingly do that with me either.
Kahit gago yon, that dude takes friendship seriously.
She stood up and put a pillow under my head. "I'll get you something to drink." Aniya at naglakad tungo sa kusina.
My head feels heavy and my stomach has been grumbling. Gusto kumain, gusto ko maligo but I'm too tired.
"Araw ng mga puso!" My eyes shut opened hearing the door banged. Agad akong napaupo sa couch at napatingin sa direksyon ng pinanggagalingan ng boses.
In a distance, I saw Lucas walking towards me with Doie following behind.
"I'm sick to my stomach...I can't deal with you right now." Inunahan ko na sila but knowing them, specially Lucas, they will bothere me to death.
"Where were you?" He asked and sat on the coffee table to face me. Tinapik ko ang hita niya at sinamaan ng tingin. "Baka mabasag yung table!" Suway ko pero inirapan lang niya ako.
Doie walked closer. Dahan dahan ang paglakad niya at huminto sa harap ko. I looked up to him and he slowly leaned down while pushing the strands of my hair onto my back.
"You really did it." He commented seriously while staring on my neck. "Meron Val, dalawa." Mahinahong sambit na ni Lucas at tinuro ang leeg ko.
My eyes widened and quickly stood up to find a mirror. Nang makahanap ako sa living room, two red marks greeted my eyes.
"Shit.." Kaya siguro ako pinagtitinginan kanina. Maybe it's not about my clothes it's about these goddamn kiss marks.
Damn that guy!!
"So who's the guy? San nag-aaral?" Rinig kong tanong ni Doie.
"It doesn't matter tho. It's just for a night, hindi kona kailangan alamin."
"Damn. You sound like a player Val." Lucas smirked eyeing me.
I went back to my seat with my hand on my neck. Good thing I can play with concealer, kaya kong itago. Weekend's done, may pasok na bukas.
"Sabi mo kasi babantayan mo diba?" Baling ni Lucas kay Doie who is already glaring at him. "Anong gusto mo walang kukurap? Edi sana ikaw nag bantay diba? Puro ka kasi babae." Napasipol ako dahil natahimik si Lucas.
Tangina ng dalawa nato. Sa harap ko pa talaga?
"Really guys? In front of Val nag susumbatan kayo? Ano napipilitan?" Sulpot ni Coleen dala dala ang hot chocolate ko.
Yes, I prefer hot drink when I have hangover.
"Kagabi pa kayo ganyan, rinding rindi na kami ni Mark."
I smiled widely. Kinikilig ako! I so love this friendship talaga. Seeing them reacting like this towards me makes me really special.
Hindi kona talaga kailangan ng boyfriends, I have enough people, men, worrying about me.
Gosh. I love them so much!
"Bakit sinong di magaalala? She was drunk! What if she got sexualized or harassed? Tayo kasama niyan." I stood up and went Lucas to hug him.
"Chill man! Buhay ako! Masyado mo naman akong mahal." Biro ko na sinuklian lang niya ng sarcastic look.
"Wag kanang uulit Val. Like seriously, something bad could've happen tapos iniwan mo pa yung mga gamit mo."
"Blah blah blah Doie. Wala na okay? Tapos na pero you can't tell me to stop. Imma do the same thing if I want to." I joked that had them all sending death glares to me.
"Bitch. Ang wild mo!"
"Oh we all are! Pinagkaiba mo lang, may boyfriend ka kaya hindi mukhang makalat."
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[𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐝 𝐏𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧'𝐬 𝐍𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧]
Awakened, Jaehyun noticed the empty space next to him, no trace of any presence around. She left, literally.
He was expecting it though pero hindi niya maiwasang hindi madismaya. It's kinda unfair for him.
He told her his name but Valentine didn't.
Umayos siya ng higa at sumandal sa headrest ng kama. He fell in deep thoughts reminiscing all that happened last night.
It's been so long since he had shared his bed with someone. Hindi planado yung kagabi but it happened too quick. Too quick thatsl she disappeared right away.
Akala niya ay maabutan niya si Valentine ng tulog pa dahil parehas silang nakainom at pagod. He was planning to accompany her back to her place pa naman.
Grab a breakfast, treat her coffee or what.
One word to say, sayang.
Not in a romantic way but he could've know about her more and keep in touch with her so they could do it again and meet each other when in needs.
He sighed loudly and stood up. For the last time, he walked around his unit, in slight hopes to see her but much to her disappointment, walang naiwan.
Just the scent of the fresh flowery scent lingering in the air. Her scent.
And it just ended like that.
He made out with someone he doesn't know.
Too bad, she had left an interesting impression.
Sorry ngayon lang!!! :'>