Jamie POV
It's been months ever since Cid and I became officially a couple, until now hindi parin ako makapaniwala na totoo lahat ng ito. It feels so surreal! Minsan hindi ko maiwasang maoverwhelm at magulat sa mga nagaganap between us.
I'm still adjusting on how to properly handle this relationship of us. Hindi naman kasi pupwedeng lagi nalang si Cid and magdadala ng relasyon namin diba.
I need to make an effort too para magwork kami. I love Cid! I love him so much! This is the first time, I've ever love someone like this so I hope we would last.
"Cid, dito na ko! Go away na!"
"Who am I again? Love?" He sterningly looks at me as he asked me this. Gosh! I forgot about it again! Hindi pa rin talaga ako sanay!
"Hehehe sorry, again! Love, dito na ko! Go away na!" I smilingly told him. He smiled so widely hearing me call him love. Ang babaw din talaga ng kasiyahan ng isang ito.
He let go of my hand and started to snake his arms into my waist. Medyo I feel alerted naman. Grabe nasa labas lang kami ng class room ko! Hindi ba sya nahihiya? Napansin ko din na pinagtitinginan na kami.
I tried to pull myself away from his hug pero mas lalo lang nyang hinigpitan yung pagkakawak nya sakin.
"Love! Let go of me! This is PDA! Hindi mo ba napapansin yung mga matang nakatingin satin now?"
"Ano naman! I'm just holding my boyfriend! What is wrong with that? Pakialam ko sa mga matang yan! Dukutin ko pa mga mata nila eh!" He mockingly said as he look around then looks back at me.
"Love! Please! Mapapagalitan ako nito eh! Bawal kaya ito! Did you not know? Nasa rule book eto kaya!" I said to him, I tried to remove his arms around me pero hindi parin sya nagpatinag.
"Alam ko pero alam mo namang wala akong pakialam sa mga ganyan di ba? Dare for them to complain against me tingnan lang nila kung anong mangyayari!" He proudly said. I forgot! Malaki nga pala influence nya dito sa school. From what I heard, bestfriend ng brother nya yung dean? Tama ba ko!
I look at him sternly! He just laughs at me.
"What!" He is still laughing then his face change into something serious as he looks at me. His one hands slowly touches my cheeks
"Love, you know me already! I don't really care about what other people say about me. I just want to be with you as much as I can. I want to hold you like this every single second of every day. Just let me, love! I promise, nothing bad will happen to you despite of this. I got you right!" Napabuntong hininga nalang ako after ko marinig yung sinasabi nya. I guess, I can never win against him talaga.
"Okay! Okay! If you say so!" I said as a sign of me giving up.
He smiles then he slowly move his face near my face. He was just looking at me straight in the eyes. He will look down to me from time to time then went back to look at me in the eyes.
Alam ko na ito! Gosh! Kahit na gaano nya kadalas gawin ito, hindi ko parin mapigilan hindi kabahan at bumilis yung tibok ng puso ko sa tuwing gagawin nya eto!
Slowly, he went near me. My hands seems to have its own life, it slowly snakes into Cid's as I attempted to hold into hin. This time, parang tumigil ang mundo at oras namin dalawa. I feel so weak at wala na kong nagawa kung hindi ang pumikit at hayaan nalang ang mga susunod na mangyayari at gagawin nya.
I was just waiting until...
"Ay grabe! Wala talagang awa sa mga single ang dalawang ito!"
"Oo nga! Oo nga! Hindi ko tuloy alam if maiinis ako or maiingit ako because of them"
Agad agad namin nabitawan ni Cid ang isat isa dahil sa gulat ng marinig ang biglang pagsasalita ng dalawa kong kaibigan na sila Yvonne at Connie. Napaiwas din kami ng tingin!
Hindi ko maiwasang hindi pamulahan ng mukha! Hindi dahil sa saya or kilig, kundi dahil sa sobrang hiya!
Gosh! Eto na nga ba sinasabi ko eh!
Nagulat ako ng bigla kong marinig si Cid na tumatawa.
Aba! Nagawa pa talagang tumawa ng loko!
So, I look at him angrily! Pilit tuloy pinigilan ni Cid ang sarili nya na tumawa nung makita nya yung expression ko habang nakatingin sa kanya.
"Sorry, Love" Sabi ni Cid habang nagpipigil parin ng kanya tawa. I just rolled my eyes on him.
He went near me, then he slowly snake his one arm into my face as we both look at my friends here
"What! We didn't ask you both to stop! Go! Do what you are about to do! Sanay naman na kami!" Yvonne mockingly said to us.
"Sorry!" I said to them
"Sorry, Girls!" Cid told them.
"Ay nako, Yvonne! Halika na nga! Pasok na tayo sa loob! Hayaan na natin sila jan! Mukhang nakakaistorbo tayo sa kanila!" Connie said
"Tama!" Then they proceed on entering our next class.
Cid and I can't help but to laugh a little hearing my friends comments about us. They are really funny sometimes.
"Love, I'm serious na! You have to go already! May class na ko! Ikaw ba? Wala kang class today? Or may meeting ka with the student council?" I asked him.
"Nope, Love! I have to be somewhere more important!" He smilingly said to me.
I looked at him confusedly, saan naman kaya pupunta ang mokong na ito! Wala naman sya nababanggit sakin na need nya puntahang importante kanina ah. Which parently, it's was he does always!
He will always updates me on his every move. As in everything sinasabi nya sakin. Kahit nga mga hangouts nilang magkakaibigan sinasabi nya sakin kahit ilang beses ko na sinabi sa kanya na he doesn't need to do that. He has his own life, and I don't to be a nosy boyfriend noh? Hindi ako pakialamero sa mga bagay na gusto nyang gawin pero medyo nakasanayan ko na, na laging updated sa kanya kaya ngayon medyo nagtaka ako na may pupuntahan sya na hindi ko alam.
"Saan naman, Love?" I asked him. He jut smiled at me, which made me more confuse.
"Love..." I was about to ask him again, pero hindi ko na naituloy ng bigla nya kong igiya upang pumasok sa room ko.
Hala! Bakit sya sumasama sakin sa loob?
"Love..."
"Good Morning, Ms. Perez!" Bati ni Cid sa professor namin.
"Oh! Mr. Anderson! To what do I owe this privilege to see you here in my class" my professor smilingly at the same time, confusedly asked Cid.
He was about to answer, but I pull him near me. I went closer to his ears para bumulong sa kanya.
"Love! What are you doing? Bakit ka pumasok dito?" I asked him, but instead of answering me. He just winks at me then he looks at our professor.
"Good Morning, Mr. Perez! I'm sorry if makakaistorbo ako sa class, I hope I'm not, but can I ask for something from you?"
"O-Of course, Mr. Anderson! Anything! You can ask me anything!" Halata sa boses ng prof ko na medyo kinakabahan sya. Sino ba naman hindi! Isang Cedrick Anderson ba naman ang nasa harap nya. Everyone knows who and how influential is this boyfriend of mine.
"Cid!" I tried to get my boyfriend's attention from her pero he just held my hands without even looking at me.
"Simple lang naman po sya! Uhm, can I request for me to join your class for this subject from now on?" Nagulat ako nang marinig ko yung sinasabi ni Cid.
Ano daw? Join my class? Baliw ba sya?
"Oh, ahh, don't you have class on your own to attend to?" My prof asked him.
"Ahh no ma'am I don't have class for today! I heard that you handle this subject for this block. I would like to learn more things about your subject. I find it interesting po kasi. Kaya I want to join this class, that if it's okay with. If no, it's okay lang di naman." Cid smilingly asked her.
Please say no ma'am! Please say no! Gosh! Alam na alam ko na yung reason why gusto nyang pumasok sa class ko na ito! Interesting my ass! He just want to monitor me!
This is the only day that he doesn't have class.
"Ah, ehh..." Halatang hindi makapagdecide ng prof ko. Sino ba naman kasing Uoo sa request na ito!
"Ms. Perez! I'm telling you now! I would really appreciate it if you say yes to my request!" Cid sounded like he really wants for my prof to say yes.
"Please!" My boyfriend added.
I look around my classroom! I can see everyone is quiet, but some are whispering to each other about what is happening.
Yvonne and Connie are just smiling so mockingly at me. I just rolled my eyes at them, then I look back at my boyfriend here. I went near him to whisper something.
"Cid! Ano kaba! Ano ba itong mga hinihi...." I couldn't finish my words
"Of course, Mr. Anderson! You can join us here! It's okay for me! It is okay for all you too, right?" Ms. Perez ask my blockmates
"Yes, Ms." They answered in unison.
"Perfect! Thank you so much Ms. Perez" Cid proudly thank my prof.
"No problem, Mr. Anderson! Basta ikaw!"
"Love, ano ba itong pinagsasabi..." I was so shocked and was about to questions Cid but my boyfriend here already drag me on my sit.
When we arrive at our sit, he happily let me sit on my chair then he looks at the sit beside me. It was occupied by one of my blockmate.
"You! Can you move to the sit there! Gusto ko sanang makatabi ang boyfriend ko." Cid seriously asked the guy sitting on the chair beside me.
"But this is my sit" The guy complained! I don't know his name and I don't ever have a plan to know it. My boyfriend here will berserk if I do.
"Are you really saying that to me! Do you not know who I am?" Cid angrily asked the guy. I stand from my sit and go near him. I quickly held on my boyfriends to calm him down. Ramdam ko na kasi yung paninibago sa aura ni Cid.
"Cid! It's okay! We can just sit there at the back, there are sit vacant sit there!" I said to him, but he is still not looking away from the guy beside me.
"Do you really want me to count up to 3 before you go? Huwag mo nang intayin na magbilang pa ko dahil pag ako nakarating sa tatlo, hindi mo magugustuhan ang susunod na sasabihin ko."
This is what I notice about Cid, I realized how impatient and authorative he is when he is talking to other people. He is so different when he is with me. I don't have a problem on this attitude of his especially that he is not like this when he talks to me, but sometimes. I can help but be shock a little.
It's like I'm seeing a very different version of Cid. Nakakakilabot minsan ma witness yung ganito Cid.
I saw the guy sigh deeply then he looks at Cid.
"Okay! Okay! I'm sorry for talking to you this way. Aalis na ko! Pasensya na ulit!" The guy said, then he started gathering his things and go to another vacant seat.
In an instant, my boyfriends face become different and become all smiley again.
"Good!" Cid looks at me.
"Let's sit now, Love! Your discussion is going to start!" Cid smilingly said to me na parang walang nangyari.
I can only shook my head because of it.
Gosh! Parang hindi magiging madali itong relasyon na pinasok ko ah!
Sana naman hindi tama yung kinakatakot ko!
Sana lang talaga!
To be continued
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