My Love My Light

By AnnaFrozen2

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This Story About Tommy Ratliff Seach For Love Of His Life Untill He Met Adam Lambert Of Dreams. More

Dreaming
Morning
My Feeling
At Monte House
At The Bar
Promise You Won't Tell
Cheating On Me
Love Me Or Hate Me
Adam Is Mine
As Long You Love Me
Our Life
Love
The Date
The Tour
The Tour Part 2
The Tour Part 3
Love Can Be Broken

Love Or Pain

313 7 5
By AnnaFrozen2

Tommy's Pov-

I Bite My Lip That I Can't Tell Them.

I Just Step Back.

Sauli Stood There There.

He Was Going To Talk But Instead Monte Talk.

"What,Having Been Happening To You Both." Said Monte.

"And Adam!" Yelled Cam.

I Begin To Cry.

"Tommy." Whisper Sauli.

"I Can't,Sauli Please Don't Let Me Do This." I Whisper To Sauli.

"Okey." Whisper Sauli.

Sauli Take A Deep Breath.

"Here What Happen,Brad Is Going To Kill Adam & Tommy,But Brad Raped Me,Than I Called Tommy And He Took Me To The Hospital,I Told Him Not To Tell Adam,About Me,But He Told Him Anyway,Meanwhile At The Hospital,Brad Came Have A Gun & Knife,He Was Going To Shoot Tommy Bu-" Said Sauli But Cut By Tommy,

"But Adam Got Shot By Brad,And He Was Bleeding And I Screamed And Told Sauli To Get The Nures & Doctor's And I Hit Brad With A Bottle And Than Adam Pass Out." I Said.

I Started Panted.

I Looked At Them.

"Oh Dear." Said Cam.

"Is He Alright?" Asked Monte.

"I.....I....I Don't Know." I Said.

I Started To Run To The Hotal.

"Tommy!" Yelled Issac.

"Tommy Wait!" Yelled Sauli.

I Opened The Door And Runs Under The Bed And Found My Knife That I Hide From Adam,I Cut Myself Deep In My Arm.

Soon I Saw Issac & Sauli.

I Dropped The Knife As My Eyes Started To Get Burry.

Then I Pass Out.

"Oh My God! Tommy What Did You Do To Yourself!" Screamed Issac.

"He's Bleeding!" Yelled Sauli.

-Tommy's Pov End-

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-Sauli Pov-

Me And Issac Took Tommy To The Hospital,Not Far From Adam's Room.

I Walked To Adam's Room And Notice That He Is Not Sleeping.

"Sauli?" Said Adam.

"Yes." I Said.

"Where's Tommy?" Asked Adam.

"Here,In The Hospial." I Said.

"Yay! May I See My Baby!" Cheered Adam. 

"Um? Tommy Is Here In The Hospial,He....Well Cut Hiself,That's Why He's Here." I Said.

"How Did This Happen!?" Screamed Adam.

"Me & Issac Saw Him On The Bed." I Said.

"So He Decided To Cut Hiself!" I Yelled.

"Yes." I Said So Calmly.

Adam Looked At Me.

"I'm So Sorry For Yelling At You." Said Adam.

"Its Okey." I Said.

We Both Saw Issac.

"I'm Not Here To Be Mad At You Adam,Just Seeing You Of How Are You Doing." Said Issac.

"I'm Good." Said Adam.

I Smiled.

Sudden We Hearing Screaming.

Sound Like Coming From Tommy?

Adam Jumped.

"Tommy!" Yelled Adam.

I Hold Adam Down.

"No,Stay Here,I Go See." I Said.

I Went To Tommy's Room.

He's Screaming.

Its Like He's Dreaming.

"Tommy!" I Yelled.

I Hold Onto Tommy Arms.

"Tommy,Wake Up!" I Screamed.

He Stopped Screaming.

"Tommy? What Happen,You Were Dreaming." I Said.

"I.....I Was Not Dreaming,That Was A Nightmare." Said Tommy.

"Of What?" I Asked.

"Death." Said Tommy.

"Tommy,Why Would You Cut Yourself." I Said.

"When I Was 18,I Cut Myself Into Depression,I'm Going To That Now,I Should Have Died On That Day." Said Tommy.

"Tommy,You Know That You Need To Live On." I Said.

"My Mom Founded Out That I Was Gay,She Almost Kill Herself.....That Why I Hided From Everybody."  Said Tommy.

"And Your Dad?" I Asked.

"He Died When I Was Little." Said Tommy.

I Patted Tommy Back.

"It's Going To Be Alright,Tommy You Know Adam Still Loves You." I Said.

"Really?" Said Tommy.

"Yes." I Said.

We Both Smiled.

"Listen,After This,We Can Go For Ice Cream." I Said.

"Sure." Said Tommy.

Than We Hear The Door Open.

"Tommy! Thank Goodness You're Alright!" Said Cam.

She Hugged Tommy,And Tommy Hugged Her Back.

"Did You Guys See Adam First Before Me." Said Tommy.

"No,We Are Sorry,But We Were Worry." Said Cam.

"Yeah,And Issac Is Watching Him." Said Monte.

"That's Good." Said Tommy.

"Hey Guys,I Will Go Head Over To Adam,Than Go See My BB Crew." I Said.

"Tell Adam,That I'm Alright." Said Tommy.

"Okey." I Said.

-Adam's Hospital Room-

"Adam,What Are U Doing?" Asked Issac.

"Twitter." Said Adam.

"Why? Get Off Of That." Said Issac.

"No! I Love Twitter & The Glamberts So Much." Said Adam.

"Sweetie May I Enter And Kiss Your Forehead." I Said.

"Yes,You May." Said Adam.

I Enter And Kiss Adam Forehead.

"I Miss You For Doing That." Said Adam.

"Remember,You Have Tommy,He Loves You." I Said.

"I Know." Said Adam.

"Good." I Said.

"Oh,Tommy Says That He's Okey." I Said.

"Thank Goodness." Said Adam.

[Sauli's Pov End]

-The Next Day-

Adam's Pov

I Wake In The Morning And Open My Eyes.

I Started To Sing "Sleepwalker." 

"I Saw A Picture Of You,Hanging In An Empty Hallway." I Said As I Sing.

I Sing Softly.

Than I Hear The Door Open.

Its Tommy!

"I Heard A Voices I Knew,I Coudn't Walk Away." Said Tommy.

He Sings Nice.

"You Hear Me." I Said.

"Yes." Said Tommy.

"You Sing Wonderful." I Said.

Tommy Blushed.

"Remember The Day I Sing To You." Said Tommy.

"Broken Open." I Said.

"Yes." Said Tommy. 

"Broken Pieces,Break Into Me,So Imperfectly,What You Sould Be." I Said As I Sing To Tommy.

Tommy Come Toward Me And Hug Me Softly.

Then We Look Into Each Other Eyes.

We Both Kissed Each Other.

A Hot Kiss That Blowing Into My Mind.

"Tommy." I Said As I Moan His Name.

"Adam." Said Tommy As He Moan My Name.

I Break The Kiss.

"I Love Your Kisses,Babe." Said Tommy.

"Thank You,I Love Your Kisses Too,Sweetie." I Said.

We Kissed Again,But Then The Doctor Came.

Tommy Jumped Back.

I Just Sit In My Bed Like Nothing.

I Look At Tommy,He Comb Back His Hair And Blushed Lightly.

I Giggled And See The Doctor.

"How Long,Am I Going To Stay Here,I Have A Tour And My Glamberts Can't Wait To See Me." I Said.

"Okey,You Will Be Out Tonight." Said The Doctor.

"Thank You!" Screamed Tommy.

"Your Welcome Mr.Ratliff & You Too Mr.Lambert." Said The Doctor.

The Doctor Left The Room.

Than Tommy Runs To Me And Kiss Me On The Lips.

"Oh Baby! Thank Goodness,Your Getting Out Of Here!" Screamed Tommy.

I Smiled.

"Yea." I Said.

"I Would Kiss You Forever." Said Tommy.

"You Will Kiss Me Forever With Our Little Fun." I Said.

"Our Little Fun?" Said Confused Tommy.

He Sould Know What I'm Talking About.

"Are You Talking About Our Sex!" Screamed Tommy.

"Don't Scream,Baby And Yes." I Said.

"I'm Sorry." Said Tommy.

"Its Okey." I Said.

"While We Here,Can I At Least Blow You." Said Tommy.

"Blowjob,Sure,Anything For You My Kitty." I Said.

Tommy Got Under The Blanket And Sucked On My Cock.

"Oh Yes Tommy." I Said.

I Grabbed Tommy Hair Tightly.

Tommy Sucked More Out Of Me.

Than He Stopped.

"Why Did You Stop?" I Asked.

"I Want You Later." Said Tommy.

"Okey." I Said.

Tommy Got Closer To My Face And Kiss Me.

But We Was Going To Have "Fun" Till Our Bandmate's Came In The Room Without Knocking.

"Hey Adam." Said Cam.

"How Are You?" Said Issac.

Tommy Step Back & Blushed.

"Did We Come Here In The Wrong Time?" Asked Cam.

"Um? No You Didn't." Said Tommy.

"Oh!" Said Cam.

"Cammy,Honey Is The Band Ready For Tonight." I Said.

"Since When She In Charge,Its Usual Monte." Said Issac.

"Stop Wincing." Said Tommy.

"I'm Not." Said Issac.

"Yes You Are." Said Tommy.

I Laughed.

Tommy Laughed As Well.

-Night-

Tommy Got My Clothes And I Stand Up And Put Them On.

I Was Wearing A Black T-Shirt And Black Jeans,With Shoes And Black Gloves.

"Babe,I Will Warn You,Some Paparazzi Are Out There." Said Tommy.

"If They Down There,They Will Know That We Are Dating." I Said.

"Your My Boyfriend,I Don't Care If They Know That We Are Together." Said Tommy.

"Tommy Think-" I Said But Cut Off By Tommy Words.

"Babe,We Are Not Fighting Over This,We Have To Deal With This." Said Tommy.

Tommy Kiss Me On The Cheeks.

"I Love Adam,You Always Shine My Light To My Heart." Said Tommy.

I Blushed.

I Hold His Hands And Walk To The Front And Sign Some Papers.

"Here We Go." I Said.

"Remember,Your My Love And My Light." Said Tommy.

We Headed Outside Of The Hospital And See The Paparazzi.

They Were Taking Pictures Of Me & Tommy And Ask Us Questions.

I Smiled And Go To My Car With Tommy.

I Let Tommy Get In My Car First.

I Was Going To Be In The Car But Talk To The Paparazzi.

I Looked Back At Tommy,I See Him On His Phone.

-Adam's Pov End-

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-Tommy's Pov

I Got On Twitter And Tweet.

@TommyJoeRatliff:I'm Adam's Boyfriend,Glamberts Thank You For Calling Us Adommy.

Few Mins I Sign Off Of Twitter And Adam Got In The Car And Smiled At Me,He Start The Car.

We Went To The Hotal.

-In Our Room-

"Yes! Rest Then Performs Time." I Said.

I Lay In Bed,Soon Adam Got On His Phone And Signed On Twitter,I Started To Smile.

"Why Are You Smiling?" Asked Adam.

"You Will See." I Said.

Adam Sit Down On The Bed And Then Look At Me.

"You Pretty Kitty,You Will Have Fun Later Than Tomrrow For What You Just Done." Said Adam.

I Laughed.

Adam Got On Top Of Me And Kiss Me All Over My Body.

Then We Started To Makeout.

"Adam." I Daid As I Moan His Name.

"Such A Pretty Kitty." Said Adam.

I Smiled.

We Stop Makingout And Go The Lobby.,Holding Hands.

"Is Everyone Here?" Asked Adam.

"Yes." Said All.

"Let's Preforms And Give Them Fun." Said Tylar.

I Walked To Tylar And Smile And Hug Him.

"Let's Show Them What We Got." I Said.

"Dancer's Let's Go." Said Adam.

The Dancer's Followed Adam.

"Okey." Said Tylar,Brooke,Shasa.

I Go With Cam & Issac & Monte.

-1 Hour Till The Show-

I Dress Up And Put My Make Up On.

I Put On Some Lip Stick And Some Glitter.

I Smiled At The Mirror.

"Tommy You Ready!" Yelled Issac.

"Yes Man!" I Yelled Back.

I Opened The Door And See Issac.

"You Look Beauitful." I Said.

"So Do You." Said Issac.

I Try To Find Adam But I Found The Dancer's.

"Oh My God! All Of You Look Beauiful!" I Screamed.

"Thank You Tommy." Said Brooke.

I Smiled.

Everyone Is Ready But Adam Is Not Ready.

I Went To Adam's Dressing Room And Knock On The Door.

"Come In." Said Adam.

I Opened The Door Seeing Adam All Beauitful.

"You Are So Glam Up For This." I Said.

Adam Smiled And Than Walk Up To Me And Kiss Me.

I Kissed Him Back.

"Don't Take Long In Here,Everyone Is Ready." I Said.

"I Won't." Said Adam.

"I See You On Stage." I Said And Wink At Him.

Adam Wink Back At Me,I Giggled.

-On Stage-

Waiting For Adam As I Tune My Bass.

I Love Being On Bass,Someday I Can Play Guiter For Him.

I Wave To The Glamberts And Be All Shy Like.

Then I Turn Around And See Adam.

The Glamberts Was Cheering And Screaming For Adam.

We Start Off With "Fever"

Onces Fever Started Playing Adam Came Down To Me And Give Me A Hot Kiss.

I Kiss Him Back,Then He Winked At Me.

He Walks Away From Me And To The Dancer's.

Then Start To Play My Bass.

Next Was "Sleepwalker"

I Was Singing Some Parts Of "Sleepwalker."

It Make Me Sad About My Father And Adam.

I Remember The Time That Me And Adam First Met.

I Was Shy And Quiet To Adam.

He Already Loves My Looks And How I Wear.

I Love Him Since Day 1.

I Keep Focused On My Bass.

Before We Start "If I Had You."

Adam Intro Issac & Monte & Cammy.

Then Me.

He Wrap His Arm Around Me.

I Smiled And So Did Him.

He Kissed Me On The Cheeks.

"Mr.Tommy Joe Ratliff!" Said Adam.

I Did My Solo On My Bass.

Onces I Was Done,Adam Got Behind Me And Mess Up My Hair A Little.

"Who's My Pretty Kitty." Asked Adam.

In Everyone Was Laughing And Giggled Of What Adam Just Did.

I Laughed And Kiss Him.

I Walk Back To My Postion.

Then We Start "If I Had You."

At The End.

I Watched Adam Do His Meet His Glamberts.

Some Of The Glamberts Took Pictures With Me.

It Was Fun.

After That,We Went Back To The Dressing Room's And Change Our Clothes.

As We Do That,We Went Back To The Hotal.

I Took Off My Clothes And Did Adam.

We Are Now Both Naked.

We Lay In Bed.

"This Was The Best Day With You Tommy." Said Adam.

"I Been Happy With You." I Said.

I Went Up To Adam Chest.

I Started To Close My Eyes.

Adam Kissed My Forehead And I Went To Sleep.

-Next Morning-

The Next Morning I Woke Up And See Adam Sleeping,I Got Up Out Of The Bed.

Then I Turn Around And See Adam Wincing,I Pull Out My Doll Of Me And A Pillow To Adam.

He Stopped Wincing And Hug The Pillow.

I Giggled.

I Took A Shower And Clean And Dry Myself.

I Wash My Face And Brushed My Hair And Teeth.

Then I Went Out Of The Bathroom And Find My Clothes.

I Wear A T-Shirt And Boxers,Jeans,And A Black Jacket.

I Took Off My Jacket And I Didn't Know That I Was Wearing A Short Slvees Shirt That Shows My Tattoo's.

I Look Back At The Bed,And Adam Is Still Sleeping,I Took My Phone Out And Shoot A Picture Of Adam.

Picture:Sleeping Adam,So Cute!

I Giggled And Call Room Service For Breakfest.

After I Call Room Service,I Have To Wake Up Adam.

I Shake Him A Little.

He's Eyes Open Slowly.

"Babe,I'm Sorry To Wake You Up But I'm Going Shopping With Issac & Taylor." I Said.

"Okey." Said Adam.

Adam Nodded.

I Put On My Jacket.

"Room Service Is Here,For Breakfest,Okey." I Said.

"Okey." Said Adam.

"Bye Babe." I Said As I Kiss Adam On The Lips.

"Bye Sweetie." Said Adam.

Tommy's Pov End

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Adam's Pov

I Lay In Bed A Little Bit Longer Than Hear My Phone.

I Don't Want To Answer It But I Have To.

Sudden My Mind Think That Brad Is Calling Me.

So I Didn't Answer It.

I Listen To The Voice Mail.

"Your Not Dead,Adam You Are Lucky That Sauli & Tommy Are Around You." Said Brad.

Then Hear Another Voice Mail.

"Just You Know,Sauli Is Okey BUT,Tommy Will Go Bye,Bye." Said Brad.

The Voice Mail Ended.

I Delate Brad From My Phone.

I Was Scare.

What Does He Mean By That.

Tommy Will Go Bye Bye?

Will Tommy Die Or Be Rape By Him?

I Throw The Pillow And Went To The Bathroom.

As I Go Take A Shower,All I Think Is Tommy.

"I'll Kill Brad For You Tommy." I Said To Myself.

I Feel Water Dropping On Me.

Let My Worry's To Go Away.

"Tommy." I Said To Myself.

I Cry And Hold Onto My Tears.

"I'm Not Going To Work My Ass Off From Your Crying." Said Dark Adam.

"Fuck,Don't Tell Me Twice." I Said.

"I Won't......Anymore." Said Dark Adam.

"Will You Help Me?" I Asked.

"Okey,Only For You And Tommy." Said Dark Adam.

He Smiled,An Evil Smile.

"You Scare Me Sometimes." I Said.

"I'm Your Bad,Dark Side What Do You Think." Said Dark Adam.

I Clean Myself That I'm Done With My Shower And Wash My Face,I And Brush My Hair And Teeth.

And Eat Breakfest.

"Remember This,If Tommy Or You Are Hurt....Bring Me Out." Said Dark Adam.

"Okey." I Said.

Then Dark Adam Disappered From My Eyes.

I Smiled.

After That Tommy Came Back From Shopping.

"I'm Back!" Yelled Tommy.

"Welcome Back Boo." I Said.

Tommy Hugged Me.

"Shopping Was Fun....Oh! Be Right Back,Issac Got Something For You." Said Tommy.

Adam's Pov End

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Tommy's Pov

I Was Going To The Lobby Then Someone Hit With Something.

Tommy's Pov End

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Adam's Pov

I Grabbed My Sunglasses And Wait For Tommy.

But Then I Went To Sauli's Room.

"Hey." Said Sauli.

"Where's Tommy?" I Asked.

"Um? Is He Going To The Lobby." Said Sauli.

"Was He Kidnapped?" I Asked.

"Let's Go Ask Issac." Said Sauli.

-Lobby-

"Issac,Where's Tommy?" I Asked.

"He's Not Here..." Said Issac

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Can Adam Finds Out Who Kidnapped Tommy? 

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