R*pe trigger warning.
The acc that requested this wants to make it known they do in fact like Steve, they just wanted someone in the team to be a bad person. Thank you.
[Third Person...]
You tried looking for the signs of what lead up to it.
All the moments where it could have happened.
All the red flags.
But no matter what, the blame always shifted back onto you as you pounded your fist on to your wall, bruising and possibly fracturing it as it swelled up. Tears streaming down your face.
Flashbacks flooded your mind.
"Oof, y/n. That's one nice behind you got there." Steve smirked.
"I'm still... you know- a virgin. But if I had the chance, I'd give my card in a heartbeat just for one round with you." He smirked once more coming behind you as you washed dishes. Immediately becoming uncomfortable as you rolled your shoulders wanting him off of you. But he was practically a superior, you were afraid to say anything.
Luckily, Wanda and Natasha were there to witness the whole ordeal.
"Back off ice cube, you'd probably wouldn't be able to last a whole round. Mister two minutes." Natasha smirked defending you. You smiled at the gester, feeling your heart race.
"So back off before you get a sexual harassment lawsuit on YOUR ass." Wanda adds.
"Y/n wouldn't put one of those on me, she knows I'm joking." He states
Natasha speaks again.
"No, I'd be putting it on you. What you just did and said was a crime against us all." Nat said smacking him over the head before walking over to you helping you with the dishes. Playing a body guard as Steve walked away.
You smiled gratefully.
You had more encounters much like that one, but not with anyone around. Steve became more sneaky. He knew how to play the game, and he was good at it.
"Let's go up to my room. We're both fresh, I pop your cherry... you can pop mine." He said with a smirk.
"I'm fine, Steve. Plus... Your not really my type." You said nervously as you rejected him once more walking away.
"What is your type then?" He asked pushing the topic further.
"Steve-"
"Hello, dorogoy." Natasha smiled at you happily before giving Steve a dirty look and acknowledging him.
"Steve."
"We're kind of having a conversation that was leading somewhere Nat-"
"You wanna go for a walk, dorogoy?" Nat asked interrupting Steve.
"Uh, s-sure." You stuttered as Nat grabbed your hand leading you out the door making sure to grab your scarf and jacket before leaving and covering you up with it.
"It's okay, kotenok. No need to talk about what happened, any new celebrity crushes?" She asks changing the subject, you shrug.
"Come on, what about Angelina Jolie?" She asked
"Uh- I... I don't know." You stuttered once more.
"It's okay, she's pretty cute— reminds me of you." She winks
But it was different when he finally got you alone, where no one would hear you or possibly get you out of the situation. In your comfort zone, the only place that you had sound proofed only because of your insomnia. You kept your television, and music loud to help with the boredom that came in the darkness.
Usually the sound proofing never worked from how loud the volume was up. But the other avengers never minded it.
But now silence was all you heard.
"Finally... alone." Steve smirked looking at you hungrily.
"Steve... I'm tired-"
"Don't give me that bull. Like you sleep, just give me what I want... once. And I'll leave you alone." He smugly said
"I... I don't know what your talking about." You said backing up into a corner of your room as Steve had quietly shut the door behind him when he entered, before you even realized he was there. He smiled evilly.
"Don't be coy. Let's have some fun." He smiled, he grabbed you from the corner throwing you onto the bed before having his way with you.
Throughout it all, you kicked and screamed, leaving him with bruised and fractured ribs from how hard you tried getting out of his hold. But to no avail did he let you go, not until he was done. Which felt like forever. By the end of it all, you stopped fighting. The damage was already done.
Four hours. It was four hours before he finally dressed himself and left with a big smile on his face.
He smoothed out his shirt before leaving your door, closed. You stared at the ceiling inside. Feeling disgusted, and dirty.
That night you had taken a shower and scrubbed your skin raw.
But you still felt him, his hands, all over you.
Your fist was raw now, you laid on the ground in the dark on the made bed of blankets and pillows you made.
Your bed no longer felt safe to lay in. Your room, your comfort zone no longer gave you comfort. But neither did confronting the team.
So you've laid in your room, night and day. Natasha wondering where you've been and questioning the team.
"Where's y/n? I haven't seen her in a few days." Nat asked the team
"Well, from the other nights events. I wouldn't be surprised if she wasn't still tired." Steve commented. Nat looked at him confused.
"What?" She asked
"She's probably just tired, go check on her or something?" He suggested before walking away, everyone looking at him weirdly. Nat looked at him with a disgusted look as she always did before going off to find you.
She knocked once. No answer. Twice, silence. Three times. Quiet. The fourth knock was when she finally let herself into your room.
It was dark; and no one was on the bed.
So she was about to leave until she seen the heaps of blankets on the floor on the other side of your bed. She made her way to it to find you. Asleep.
Unlike you, everyone knows how much of a insomniac you are. You may be a quiet person but you loved making people laugh. And you also loved staying awake, yeah. It was a condition your had but you also liked having it being you didn't like to feel you were wasting time.
Nat looked at you concerned, she decided to shut the door and walk towards you. At first she sat there in silence watching you sleep before laying next to you.
When you woke you felt the presence of someone laying next to you, causing you to bounce up.
"Hey! Hey, it's only me." Natasha said quickly throwing her phone to the side. You looked at her with tired and red eyes before laying back down without saying a single word.
"You okay?" She asked brushing your hair out of your face. You shrugged looking blankly at the wall.
Natasha decided to stay there with you as you shut your eyes once more and fell right back into dreamland, unfortunately the only place you felt completely and utterly free.
When you woke up again, Natasha was just walking in with a plate of food.
"Hey, they're having dinner right now, I figured your not feeling well enough to join them so I brought our food in here." Nat smiled, she sat cross legged next to you as she tried handing you your plate. Her eyebrows furrowed.
"Not hungry?" She asked
The only answer you gave was a shake of your head before closing your eyes once more.
Natasha looked at your concerned.
For days, this continued on.
Two weeks passed without a single word so much as muttered out of your mouth, your body stuck to the blankets.
"Y/n It's been two weeks since you've had a shower, come on. You need one." Nat tried coaxing you into getting into the bathroom. You looked at her with tear filled eyes.
It wasn't that you were to depressed to get into the shower, your body, and mind were completely wanting a shower.
"Hey, hey. It's okay, I'm here." Nat whispered.
"Never mind, we'll do it on your time." She reassured you. But you let out a breath before shaking your head, you opened your mouth for the first time in two weeks other than for brushing your teeth or drinking the smoothies Nat forced You to drink.
"Will you watch the door...?" You ask shyly, her eyebrows furrowed in confusion.
"Why do you need me to watch the door?" She asked
"In case someone... tries to get in there when I'm in there." You whispered
"I'm sure no one will-" then it clicked for her. "Y/n... did someone hurt you?" She asked, you were tired of holding it in.
You nodded your head.
"Who?"
"I can't say-"
"Don't give me that bull crap y/n. Give me a name or I'll look at the cameras." Natasha said, finally you gave in.
"Steve." You whispered
"He's dead." Natasha said quickly getting up, you got up as well wobbly on your own feet as you hadn't stood up much in those weeks as well as getting lightheaded.
You stumbled on your feet holding your head, Natasha seen this and quickly made her way back over to you to catch you.
Natasha gently sat you down on your bed, but you quickly made your way back onto the floor as soon as you felt the fabric of the mattress under your fingertips.
Natasha finally put two and two together.
"Why didn't you tell me before?" She asked sliding onto the floor next to you as you sighed.
"I was ashamed." You whispered
"He should be ashamed, and trust me after I get him alone he won't be able to run, let alone walk. For now, you are showering." You looked at her quickly but she reassured you.
"I'll wait outside the door for you to get out, don't worry. I'm staying kotenok." You looked at her hesitantly.
"I promise." She whispered holding out her pinky, you hooked hers onto yours, she smiled and kissed her own fist.
"I'll always protect you." She whispered leaning her head against yours. You sighed heavily. The weight on your shoulders slowly but surely lifting.
She got up and helped You up as well, you went in through the door of the bathroom before looking at Natasha once more.
You wanted to ask her a question, but felt that it'd be too uncomfortable.
"C-can you-" You didn't even need to finish your sentence, she walked through the door of the bathroom as well, closing and locking it behind her before she hopped onto the counter. She turned her eyes away from you.
"Go ahead." You sighed in relief, before going on to undress yourself, and walking into the shower.
As you showered you did everything you needed: shaved, washed your privates, your hair, brushed your teeth.
Natasha kept her promise, although she knew no one would come through the door, she still watched in complete protective mode. She also kept her gaze averted from you the whole time, respecting your privacy.
You knew she wasn't looking at you which made you comfortable.
You finally finished your much needed shower before stepping out with a towel wrapped around your body.
"You can look now..." you whispered, Natasha finally looked at you, keeping her eyes locked on yours.
"Feel better?" She asked with soft eyes, you averted your gaze to the ground.
"Define 'better'?" You ask
"I know, it was a stupid question." She said as she got off the counter. She grabbed your shirt and tapped your arms, instead of lifting them you looked at her questionably.
"Lift your arms."
"Why?"
"I'm taking care of you."
"You don't need to do that." You blushed
"I don't need to... doesn't mean I don't want to. Now please, lift your arms." She said putting her finger underneath your chin to lift your head.
You did as told and lifted them, she slipped an unknown hoodie onto your upper body.
"This isn't—?"
"It's mine, I thought maybe it could maybe bring you a little-" she rambled nervously, you smiled.
"I love it..." you whispered
"You do?"
"Makes me feel safe." You say hugging the fabric, it made Natasha smile, her heart beat faster as her face reddened.
"I'm glad." She whispered before grabbing your underwear, she helped you into them, now letting the towel drop.
She grabbed the shorts on the counter and helped you into them as well.
Once finished she grabbed a brush as well as two hair bands and your hand leading you back into your room.
You looked at her with doe eyes wanting to ask if she could do your hair as she put out the brush for you to take.
"Can you..."
"Of course." She smiled, she turned You around brushing your tangled hair as gently as she could before braiding it. You sighed in her hold. She finally finished and you were exhausted.
You went to lay down on the floor before Natasha wrapped her arms protectively around you.
"Is that floor comfortable?" She asks
"No..."
"Come." She said grabbing your hand, but you looked at her hesitantly.
"We'll go to my room, you can sleep on my bed, I'll take the floor." She said
"No." You said quickly
"I-I'm fine here."
"You won't see him."
"How do you know?" You ask
"Because i do. Do you feel safe with me?" You nod.
"Then let's go to my room, you don't feel safe on your bed. I want to protect you." She admits.
"Why?" You ask
"Because i don't want anyone to hurt you."
"But why?" You ask again
Natasha looked like she was thinking before she turned to face you.
"Can I do something?" She asks
"Sure..." she slowly puts her hands on your cheeks, caressing them.
"Is this okay?" She whispers
"Yes."
She then slowly leans in, before stopping.
"And this?" She asked, your breath caught in your lungs, all you could do was nod before you felt her lips on yours. They felt soft and tasted like raspberries.
It was a soft, gentle kiss, but filled with much love. It was quick, she pulled away and you slowly opened your eyes.
"That's why..." she says quietly, you both stood there for a minute or two with her hands not daring to move off your cheeks as she held you.
"Do you still feel safe with me?" She asks
"I don't think I'll ever not feel safe with you." You whisper leaning your head against hers, it only made her smile.
"Do you trust me?"
"Yes."
"Then come with me to my room, I'll protect you. I'll make sure you never get hurt again, please y/n... i want nothing more than to make you always feel protected and safe." Finally you nod, she smiled but before she could pull you out of your room, you went back to grab a stuffed animal that laid on the ground. You look at her shyly.
"My dad gave him to me before-"
"You don't need to tell me." She smiled grabbing your hand once more and walking you to her room, but you grab onto her waist. She smiled knowing she could protect you and protectively wrapped her arms around you.
Your eyes trained onto the floor.
Little did you know Tony, Bucky, Sharon, and Clint had all brought Steve to the outside of the compound and kicked his ass.
They threw all of his stuff out as well.
Nat ended up telling you this days after helping you get better.
Now you two were inseparable. You went everywhere Nat went, and Nat went everywhere you went. You were now in a relationship and completely happy as can be.
Steve ended up getting a few years in a cell for what he had done, plus Fury fired him from the Avengers initiative.
You and Natasha could finally live in peace without someone working to harass you everyday.
You were at peace, finally.