Bashar Jackson
6 pm
today makes me and jayda's 8th month anniversary.
we're not dating but we've been talking since february
her birthday is in a few days and i plan on asking her to be my girlfriend.
i really love this girl. i've never said it to her though.
she's such a vibe and i usually don't do relationships and settle down but i have to with her.
being a hoe isn't where it's at
i want the same person every day and night.
at first all i wanted was one night with her but now i want her to be wimmie for life.
i don't know if she feels the exact same but i will find out on her birthday.
she throws hints that she likes me but they aren't that direct
i want to buy a house with her.
i want to create a family with her.
forget all of these other hoes
if it's not her then it's nobody
i love her so much.
and i cannot wait to show and tell her that.
jayda cheaves
pop grabs my neck lightly and kisses my cheek "you so pretty mama"
i turn my head and blush"pop stopppp, i literally have no makeup on and my hair isn't even doneee"
"you're pretty like this, ass looking fat too" he smiles licking his lips
(pov pic)
"thank you papa"
i love him so much.
he compliments me even when i'm natural.
he compliments me even when i just wake up
he actually means it too.
i can't wait till he becomes mine but ima wait for him to ask of course because i don't know if he feels the same
(ladies can ask guys out too 🙄)
time flew by so fast, we met 8 months ago today.
we don't do anything special on our "anniversary's" because we're not in a relationship.. well at least not yet.
my birthday is in a few days though and he keeps telling me that it's gonna be special.
but i don't want him to spend his money on
me.
and knowing him he is gonna be all extra and go alllll out.
"poppa please don't go all out on my birthdayyy"
his hands travel to my lower back. "you already know ima go all out"
i huffed "noooo, you seriously don't have toooo"
"no matter how much you beg me not too i'm going toooo" he says shaking his head.
i roll my eyes at his response
"same thing you gone be doing on your birthday"
"boy bye" i say laughing and walking off.
"won't be able to do that neither" he says laughing and shaking his head.
"boy shut the hell up, i'm bout to cook what you want to eat?" i say taking out some spices
"shrimp alfredo and garlic bread"
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"this shit is so good, ima really wife you one day" pop says damn near not breathing
"damn big boy, i know my cooking good but breathe. damn near inhaling the food" i say laughing
"eat eat eat ugly ass"
pop turns his head "im ugly?"
i laugh damn near falling out the chair "yup with your big ass over bite"
he wipes his mouth "wait til i'm done eating"
i turn my head "i'll sit here untouched"
just as i was bout to get up he flies up and starts running towards me.
my legs fly up from the ground and i dart up the stairs feeling him right behind me
i run into my room almost being able to close the door and lock it but he flies in tackling me
he starts tickling me "poppppp stop"
i try pushing him off but he doesn't budge
"damn with your big ass can't even push you, you solid as f-fuck" i say in between laughs
"nah you was talking all that shit now keep ya energy" he says tickling me harder
"pop you know i hate bei-
he cuts me off by connecting our lips.
this was our first time kissing ever.
surprising right ? i know
i know he was never trying to use me because he never asked for sex nor forced anything.
he said he wanted to wait til i was comfortable and i agreed to my birthday.
he pulls away "i'm sorry i didn't m-
i cut him off by kissing him back
"i've been waiting for that" i say laughing
"i know" he says pecking my lips
i can't wait for my birthday..
short chapter i know
butttt her birthday chapter is gone be soooo long and that is gonna be the next chapter
i hope you guys enjoyed
this was unedited
any ideas for jayda's birthday?