Lmao I remember being so high and looking at you, and thinking that you had the most seductive dark aura I'd ever felt. I sang to you and danced for you and wanted to kiss you more. Though something stopped me...The feeling, the instinct, that you might steal the very goodness from my soul–the little decency I worked so hard to find and maintain. Everything within me screamed "escape!"
Then I came to love you and the spiritual phenomena you cause. And at times I wonder if you feel it too: that with every interaction my inner demon rises, stealing your darkness, so now I can feel the goodness emanating deep within you.