I Don't Know Yet

By hoteyecontacts

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hey there "I don't know yet" is a poetry book, I have kept my name anonymous because I wanna keep this as a s... More

*bestfriends*
they weren't all lies.
can't you act normal?
yeah, whatever.
It's you, It's always you.
Deep Talk
she is my favorite friend.
competive, huh?
wish I knew what exactly went down
guys
ah, maybe him.
yeah, we're kind of same.
not anymore.
I don't do crushes
"art"
agh, you.
cause he is similar to me.
someone's favourite friend
we ruined neither.
I'm not confused
admit it, maybe?
until that day
love language
a n x i e t y
You never know
the need
they couldn't be better.
sometimes
when we were friends
I can't-
fuckin nerd
feels like shit
the way
love, these days.
something unknown
what did you do?
it's o k a y
loved
you love me right.
..
you
might
My first guy friend
um yea
him
..
.
I guess?
used to feel this way
from the drafts
being passionate
hurt
shit-posting
the so called "best friend" huh
him
memories of you
AGH
.
things I wanna say/ask to myself
pain?
If not me, someone will; it's life.
It'll be alright.
surreal, really.
my favourite part?
aren't we too young for that?
you can still laugh
.
home?
Moving out
home?

*obssesion is my thing*

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By hoteyecontacts

27.12.2021

I wasn't looking to but I think I started to obsess over you.
I think we're similar but what if you like me back but you're not as obsessive I'm.

That's one thing I know I need,
I'm aware that it's not the healthiest thing to be but I'm obsessive by nature and I want you too to be.

Sounds like a toxic trait,
But I can't help I feel liking the person ain't enough.
I can't help but think being obssesed with each other is necessary.

Is it too self-centred?
Is it too mean?

Over the past few years, there's a lot I wanted to change about myself and I've,
But Being obsessive isn't one of those things
So as toxic it is I like to obsessive.

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