co-translator : appy_alex
The crossroads began
Weha’s POV
After the exciting activities, my little one is lying naked in my arms dead from exhaustion… I can’t stop smiling.
If you ask me what I’m thinking, I can only say that I feel so happy that I’m going to overflow inside, and my heart is going to leave my chest.
For the last few days, I have been sleeping in my boyfriend’s room, I confess that I almost lost my composure a few times when I saw his embarrassed face.
I like to make him blush all the time, so I was more impatient, but we had to study for final exams and that’s why I had to hold back my emotions.
I admit that I was also worried, why I never had to think about how to do things when having sex, it is not necessary to point out that my little person had not been through this either.
I needed to get it right, so I had to study the subject well. I looked for information on the internet to know how to give pleasure and make my little one happy.
I turned to look at the little man hiding in my chest, he looked up and looked into my eyes full of shyness.
To be my first time, it doesn’t seem like I did that badly…
Weha – “Are you still not asleep? You must be very tired.”
Gunn – “Ugh thanks to whom? I told you I have an exam in two days, I can’t take a break” My little person said in a low voice.
Yes, it’s the first time together but we definitely couldn’t have just one round, we had it three more times and neither of us had fallen asleep even though we are very tired.
Weha – “So what do you want to do instead of sleep? Do you want me to make your body sing, Honey?”
Gunn – “No, I just want to sleep now” I know, the little man denied.
Weha – “Hahahaha Good night”
Gunn – “Yes, good night. No! But your hands don’t stay still.”
I honestly don’t want tonight to end. I don’t let my little one sleep peacefully; I was stroking his upper chest but of course my boyfriend pushed my hands away.
Weha – “It was not my intention, good night again.”
This time my little person didn’t answer, he stretched out and turned off the lamp.
It’s all dark and quiet, causing the sound of the air conditioning and intermittently passing cars to mix, my little one fidgeted making me guess that he probably couldn’t fall asleep either.
Weha – “Can’t sleep?”
Gunn – “Well yes, I don’t know why?”
Weha – “Are you on vacation, Gunny? Next month I have to go to work in Taiwan. Shall we go together?”
When I saw that my little one couldn’t sleep, I invited him to go on a trip with me.
I’m a celebrity and of course my love life cannot be that of a normal person, so I have few opportunities to spend time with my partner.
I must travel abroad for work; it can be a good option to spend time with my boyfriend when I finished working.
Gunn – “Hmm, I think I can go. My mother still hasn’t told me anything about the holidays. I guess we’re not going anywhere.”
Weha – “Then let’s go together” I’m praying that it is possible.
Gunn – “Okay, but I can’t promise, first I should ask at home,”
Perfect!
Weha – “I’m very happy”
Muak
I gave him a kiss on the cheek to the little one who is lying next to me, of course he complained again. How can he have that expression? You know it looks adorable and too cute?
The more I see of him, the more I want to get closer.
Before falling asleep, a new day was already coming. I woke up with the alarm of a normal day, I let the owner of the room continue to sleep as he doesn’t have to show in the morning. In addition, last night’s activities consumed his energy, making him sleep soundly and quietly, it is not what habitual. Just when I got out of bed, he moved a little.
I took the key and access card before leaving, locked it in for security and headed to the elevator. I don’t want to be away from my little one for a long time, I know a few food stalls nearby and I’m going to buy breakfast there.
Weha – “Auntie, give me two pork porridge with everything but don’t put fried garlic in one” I didn’t forget to ask not to put fried garlic because my little one doesn’t like it.
Auntie – “Sure beautiful, I have to serve two people who are waiting for a long and I’ll prepare your order” I nodded before sitting down to wait.
Waitress – “Water? Water, water, right?” The waitress in school uniform hesitated to offer me water.
Weha – “Yes” I smiled and replied politely.
Waitress – “It makes me want to scream. I’m your fan. I follow every drama you’ve played. Could you take a picture with me?”
Weha – “Yes” I got up before taking her phone and took a selfie. I’m a public person and it is my duty to be polite and nice to my fans.
Waitress – “I’m so happy” She still seems very happy to see me.
Weha – “Thank you very much” I’m grateful that you follow my work, I try to take care of my fans and keep a reasonable distance. Not too friendly not too absent minded looking arrogant.
Waitress – “I really like the last story you worked on; I watched every episode. P’Weha and P’Gift looked great together.”
What he said bothered me a bit, but I can’t prove it. Very often the fan club matches me with P’Gift, what makes me feel worse is knowing how she really feels about me. So, she tried not to get closer than necessary, just for work. Marriage is something my company would not allow, even though we have been idealized as partners.
Thinking about it reminds me of my partner of the fact that we have to hide from others. How long will it be kept a secret?
Weha – “Thanks, make sure you follow every episode.”
I try to mask my frustration before responding politely, she still looks eager to keep talking to me. The aunt who understood that she wants to keep talking to me. The aunt seemed to be her mother and yelled at her to go pick up the food she has to deliver and to continue serving the customers.
I sat and waited for quite some time before they gave me the food bags which smelled fantastic even though the bags were closed.
I walked back to the apartment, I decided to enter through the back door because at this moment the students are gradually leaving.
Back in my little one’s room, I tried to make as little noise as possible so as not to disturb him. But when I entered, I realized that he was awake in silence.
Weha – “Did you wake up? Did I make a lot of noise, honey?”
Gunn – “Mmm, no. I just woke up. Where were you N’Weha?” My little person wondered realizing that I had left.
Weha – “Your man went out to buy breakfast. Are you hungry? Do you want to eat?”
I immediately started pouring the porridge into a bowl.
Gunn – “Yes, I’m going to wash my face and brush my teeth. It will be a moment… Oh!”
He got down before crying out in pain, his limbs were weak and they gave up. Seeing that, I quickly dropped the food I had in my hands and rushed to hold his body that fell sitting on the ground.
Weha – “What’s wrong? Where does it hurt?”
I asked worried, the fear that something could happen to my little person seemed to crush me.
Gunn – “Don’t worry, I’m fine”
He tried to get up and my hands shook trying to help him.
Weha – “What’s wrong with you, can’t you say it to your sweetheart?”
I asked him again when I saw the strange symptoms of my little person.
Gunn – “I’m fine, it just hurts… Inside”
The end of his sentence was spoken so softly that I couldn’t hear him, forcing me to put my ear close to his mouth before asking.
Weha – “What did you say darling, your sweetheart couldn’t hear you.”
Gunn – “Ehh You don’t have to ask” He pushed me hard before raising his voice.
I was puzzled by the strange way the other person was acting, before I understood it, I saw him limping at a relatively slow speed to the bathroom.
Weha – “Does the place where we made love hurt you?” I asked him in a mocking tone.
Gunn – “Crazy!”
Pung~~~
The bathroom door slammed shut, I laughed at the person who hid in the bathroom.
Although I’m laughing, I still feel quite guilty for causing her annoyance. And of course, I was wrong to be with him several times and in the end hurt him. I searched times and, in the end, hurt him. I searched the drawer where I kept various items I brought, including pain relievers.
I opened two while I wait for the person who hid in the bathroom after bringing breakfast to come out.
When he came out, he was trying to hide from me. Without looking at me if it was not necessary, he would not speak to me if I did not ask him about something and of course, my little one was embarrassed.
Weha – “You have to eat and then take the medicines”
Gunn – “Yes, N’Weha you have to give me the medicines”
I’m encouraging myself to tease him…
Weha – “Yes, hurry up to breakfast so you can take the medication. I need your pain to go away quickly. Wait, I’m getting water” Of course he looked at me with fierce eyes.
Weha – “Hahaha, I don’t mean to pressure you. I just want you to take you medication, so you can go to bed and rest. I tried not to wake up you this morning.”
Gunn – “Who is to blame?” He lowered his head speaking in a very low voice, I can’t help but laugh at his way of acting, but not much because I don’t want him to get angry again.
My little person finished breakfast and took his painkillers.
I helped my little one up and took him to bed, tucked him in the blanket before sitting next to him taking care of him until he fell asleep again.
I managed to get my clothes and the owner’s clothes in a basket to wash them, used the fabric softener and turned on the washing machine.
Today, I’m in charge of cleaning my boyfriend’s room, I have been sleeping here for two weeks and it has practically become my room.
I sat on the couch to get some rest when I finished cleaning, I’m waiting for the time when my little one should take the medicine again.
In secret, I was very relieved to see that he has not had a fever, I doubted for a moment if I should wake up the little one who sleeps so peacefully.
Weha – “Honey, get up. You have to take the medicine first.”
Gunn – “Uff” The sleepy man replied with a groan before slowly getting up.
Weha – “Are you better?”
Gunn – “Yes, better” the little man replied with his eyes closed.
Weha – “Then take the medicine.”
I know I put it in his hand but he shook his head.
Gunn – “I don’t want to take it; can I not take it? I feel good”
He gave me a nice look. How am I going to survive those eyes?
Weha – “It can’t be. If you don’t want to take the medicine and also don’t eat a little, you’re going to feel terrible. Don’t take them but then I’m going to force you to eat a little.”
Gunn – “okay” He accepted the painkillers, I stroked his hair before giving him a glass of water.
Weha – “Keep sleeping honey, I’ll be taking care of you. Don’t worry.”
He nodded before resting again without arguing further.
Brrr.
Brrrr
Brrr
I turned my attention away from the little sleeper when I heard the message notification on my phone, I saw P’Man’s name.
P’Man: Sky, where are you?
P’Man: Call me urgently
P’Man: It is an urgent matter
P’Man: (pleading emoji) (praying hands)
When I read the messages, I immediately called my manager.
Man – “Hello, where are you?”
When Phi answered my call, he did not let me speak and asked me where I was, in an impatient tone.
Weha – “I’m at Gunn’s apartment”
Man – “Oh, okay. Don’t move from there.”
Weha – “Why?”
I couldn’t help asking, I have many doubts.
Man – “Haven’t you read the news about yourself yet? I’ll send it to you by LINE, read it quickly.”
P’Man immediately sent a link where they published news to my LINE, I did not hand up the call but I gave him to leave and entered the link.
Last minute ***: Sky comes out of the closet
The energetic, very young and beloved actor hides a same-sex boyfriend and girls are heartbroken across the country.
What is more serious is the photo that has been leaked, where the handsome boy is seen kissing his make partner on the cheek, wearing his university uniform.
The photograph was taken secretly, it looked blurry but I could still make out the person in the photo.
Weha – “Hello, Phi… The man in the picture is me…”
Man – “Is it true, Sky?”
Weha – “Yes, it’s true”
I confess the truth.
Man – “Sky, do you know what will happens after this?”
Weha – “Yes, I know”
Man – “This is important, the company will not be able to contain the news. There will be a press conference and we have to deny it, I don’t want to stop you but do you know the company rules? Also, the people you are dating… it’s not a woman”
I understand what P’Man tells me, I understand why my older brother is worried.
Company rules prohibits him from having a girlfriend, they may not be as strict with an actor compared to contracts for “idol” singers but my constant concern is the fact that we are both men.
Weha – “I can’t do that P’Man.”
Man – “Even if it means you’ll have to leave the industry?”
Suddenly~~~
Weha – “…”
Man – “Think carefully, the future in this industry will end for us if we undertake this journey. Do you remember Ping? If we insist on choosing this option, our destiny will not be much different from Ping’s”
Ping is an “idol” who was in his last year and signed with the same agency as me but was caught hiding his girlfriend.
He was scolded by everyone and his fans turned against him because he had betrayed them, they took away his support until they got Ping to resign. Although he tried to move into other fields, he did not receive any support until he finally gave up and gave up knocking on doors in the entertainment industry.
Weha – “Yes, I will” But breaking up with Gunny, it’s not an option. I can’t do it.
Man – “I will wait until we are calmer before making a decision, tomorrow at noon you have to be prepared, the president wants to see you”
Weha – “Agree”
Man – “Don’t go anywhere and don’t let him go out alone, your fans could hurt him.”
After hanging up the call from P’Man I returned to the bedroom of the little man who sleeps peacefully, so innocent…
I watched the cute person sleep so peacefully, the thing I feared the most just happened but I can promise that I will never give up.
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