co-translator : appy_alex
Don’t make Heaven Jealous 18
The week of final exams that we were all waiting for has arrived. But was I really expecting it?
I’m reading, the lack of sleep I’ve had all week is showing now. If you ask me if I’m stressed, answering honestly, I’m not that much. My general grades are very good, and I do extracurricular activities that give me extra points, in addition, I always take lecture notes while attending the lectures given by the teachers and make a summary to read before the exam.
But what had me stressed and I’m not able to get out of my head, is the story with N’Fuse.
He called me yesterday, to tell me that he has his exams in my faculty, it will take him all day and he wants to go eat with me.
I have not yet forgotten how N’Fuse feels about me, before I was confused and hopeless, but now I know perfectly what I felt and N’Weha owned my heart.
I must take the opportunity to speak clearly with N’Fuse apologize for not reciprocating his feelings and most importantly: and make the person next to me understand that there is nothing else.
Weha – “Why are you coming so early? You don’t have exams today, right? Surely you have to do something before.” N’Weha asked me while driving
Gunn – “Better, so you don’t have to go around and come for me later darling. I want to talk to my younger brother to clear out things and talk with him about our relationship. Don’t overthink.”
My boy is quiet.
Gunn – “Are you mad at me?” It seems that this matter has him upset.
Weha – “You have date, why don’t you let me talk to him, darling?”, the tall boy growled.
Gunn – “I already told you my Heaven, if you talk to him alone, this matter may go wrong. I want to thank him and apologize too Fuse was taking care of me when… he hit you that time.”
At the time, I was bad with Weha, but that allowed me to get to know the boy better.
Weha – “Okay but wait for me and let’s go together darling.”
Gunn – “Yes, don’t worry about that. Fuse is taking his exam and I’ll be studying while I wait for him.”
Weha – “Good.”
I left my Heaven in his faculty; he has exams in the morning, and I have nothing to do. I go to the audio-visual area to study in the library while I wait, I have a meeting with N’Fuse at noon, so I have two free hours.
Brr, brrr, brrr
N’Fuse is calling me.
Fuse – “Where are you? I finished my exam and I’m going to look for you.”
The strong and bright voice on the other end of the line forces me to respond quickly.
Gunn – “I’m in the library.”
Fuse – “I’m on my way” As soon as the call ended, I felt the pressure to have to talk to the boy.
Fuse – “Hello Phi”
He said as soon as the boy appeared in front of me, he whispers why we are in the library, and we cannot make noise.
Gunn – “Mmm… Hello N’Fuse”
Fuse – “Why have you arrived so early? It’s more than an hour before our appointment.”
Gunn – “Yes, but since I have nothing to do, I thought it best to wait for you here while I review my notes.”
Gunn – “How did you finish your exam so quickly? Have you given up and left the room?” I tease the boy a bit as he sits next to me.
Fuse – “I was able to finish my exam much earlier thanks to my level” he touched his nose with his thumb which means he is sure he can do it
Gunn – “Hahaha, I’m sure it’s like that” I laughed when I saw him so sure of his words.
Fuse – “I have to thank you for the notes you gave me, without them I definitely would not have achieved it. The explanation is in a simple way, so it is much easier to understand the concepts.”
Gunn – “I don’t think it’s that bad, it’s the same thing you teacher has taught you.”
It is an elective in the first year of several majors, but the arts school is famous for its high marks in this subject. N’Fuse took it and that’s why I gave him the notes that I had.
Fuse – “Don’t be so humble, Phi you are so good and cute. Whoever has you as a boyfriend will be happy to die… Therefore, it is best if that person is me” In the end, Fuse gave me a dazzling smile.
Gunn – “…”
Fuse – “Hahaha, I’m kidding. Are you hungry? Yes, I need to recharge urgently. I haven’t eaten anything since breakfast.”
If I refuse it would be very cruel, but I don’t want to break my word. I had arranged with Weha where I’m going to wait for him after he finishes his exam in a while
Gunn – “I’m not hungry yet but I can accompany a friend to eat.”
Fuse – “Really? Too bad you’re not hungry but you can be a good friend and make sure he eats properly. I wish I could take the opportunity to invite you.”
Gunn – “Okay.”
The restaurant we went to was very exclusive, its usual clientele are not students so right now it was just the two of us. The soft and romantic music in the background made the atmosphere more intimate.
Waiter – “I repeat what you have added: Pad Thau, moon noodles, grilled chicken, a large bottle of water, ice and two glasses.”
Fuse – “Yes” N’Fuse answered the person who took the order.
Waiter – “In a moment there will be your order” The waiter said before continuing with his work.
I rarely come to this restaurant to eat, although it is not far from the faculty and you can come on foot, you lose a lot of time of rest while you move to the place.
The prices are very high, and they charge ten percent for the service, so students rarely choose to eat here.
I visit it very little, only on some special occasion, to celebrate or for a specific reason.
I’m enjoying the music and the atmosphere of the restaurant, without before forgetting to send my boyfriend a message saying where I am, I just hope he doesn’t bother with me for not waiting for him.
Fuse – “Do you come here frequently? I really like this chain of restaurant but the one in the area of my university is very crowded and I rarely have time to enter.”
It does not seem strange to me, compared to this mall the one is Ransing is much bigger, and they have many more students.
Gunn – “Not much, my friends don’t like to walk and prefer to eat as close to the faculty as possible.”
Fuse – “It is a pity that you are not hungry, otherwise I would have invited you to eat some dishes that are especially good.”
Gunn – “Don’t worry, the intention is the most important thing”
Fuse – “Phi…” Suddenly the boy became serious.
Gunn – “Tell me…” I’m sitting looking into the eyes of the child in front of me, I swallowed hard hoping that he does not say what I’m thinking.
Fuse – “About what I told you before in the library, it’s true, can I take care of you like my boyfriend?”
Why can’t I guess lottery number better?
Gunn – “I…’
Fuse – “I promise to take good care of you and will not do anything that could hurt you.”
I took a deep breath before answering, he looked impatient and excited as he waited.
Gunn – “I’m sorry, I can’t accept your request Fuse”
I was silent for a moment; I have the feeling that I’m going to hurt him and I’m afraid of hurting him. But if I don’t give up all your hope today and we may have problems in the future.
Gunn – “I’m sorry I can’t accept your feelings Fuse; you’re a good person and I feel guilty for not being able to accept you request. But now my heart belongs to someone else, I was confused, and I wasn’t sure about my feelings, but now I know for sure that I can’t live without him”
Fuse – “Even after he hurt you?” He asked me with a shaky voice.
Gunn – “Yes, I love him”
Fuse – “I understand” He replied with a trembling voice, then he looked away from me for a moment, then he looked back at me while smiling sadly.
Fuse – “I’ll not deny that I’m disappointed and my heart is broken but if what you have chosen makes you happy, I’m also happy for you.”
Gunn – “Thanks for understanding me” But he wasn’t finished.
Fuse – “If one day they hurt you, Phi if someone hurts you, I’ll come and fight for you. Do you understand me?”
When he finished the question, he looked over my shoulder towards the entrance of the restaurant.
Weha – “That day will not come.”
Gunn – “N’Weha”
Weha was standing behind me when he spoke and then moved around the table and sat beside me.
Weha – “Yes, you haven’t waited for me.”
Gunn – “Uh?”
Fuse – “Don’t complain to Phi, I was the one who invited him to come.”
Weha – “Umm” The two looked at each other slightly.
Gunn – “It’s just… “and before I could speak, the food arrived.
Waiter – “Here’s your food.”
Fuse – “Let’s eat together, what do you want?”
Weha shook his head, Fuse nodded in response then put some of his food on the empty plate the waitress left behind.
Fuse – “Try it Phi”
Gnn – “Thank you and I’m really sorry.”
We didn’t spend much time in the restaurant, actually N’Fuse was the only one to eat. Weha and I ordered desserts after giving up, Fuse insisted that we had to eat to celebrate being friends.
Gunn – “N’Fuse, are you leaving?”
Fuse – “Yes, I have to study because tomorrow I have another exam”
Weha – “I’ll go ahead to get the car”
Gunn– “okay.”
Weha left his car in the parking lot at the mall, but he probably thought that Fuse wanted to talk. Although he was reluctant, he gave him some time alone with me.
Fuse – “Thank you for being my friend.”
Gunn – “I’m glad I met you N’Fuse.”
Fuse – “Can I give you a hug? Just as friends.”
I nodded briefly before I was the one to hug Fuse, I wanted to convey my feeling to him. I’m so thankful for being a good friend, for taking care of me when I was in trouble and as an apology for not being able to reciprocate his feelings.
Gunn – “Thank you and I’m so sorry” That’s all I can say right now.
Fuse – “Okay” And he pulled away my arms away with a sad look, I didn’t stop looking at him until he disappeared from my sight. I’m to blame for his sadness.
Then I sent a message to Weha telling him where I was waiting for him, without realizing that he was already around and saw the scene where I was hugging Fuse.
Weha drove me home, this week he’s still staying with me. I agreed for him to stay so that he didn’t have to drive to and from my apartment in these chaotic days.
On the way neither or us spoke, which worried me. I don’t know if he’s upset but when he got there he locked the door.
He threw me head over the door and then violently kissed the me.
Gunn – “Ummm”
I didn’t have time to say anything, he kissed me passionately and I felt the atmosphere heating up until the youngest person had to let go of me so I could breathe.
Gunn – “N’Weha, What’s wrong? Why are you acting like this?” Both of us were out of breath.
Weha – “Gunny, I’m jealous. I was jealous when I saw you both together.” The tall boy replied.
Gunn – “You don’t have to feel like that, I rejected it. We don’t have anything” I tried to explain to the person in front of me.
Right now, I’m against the door, the tall man has a hand and a leg against me. With his other hand he gently grabbed my cheeks while looking straight in my eyes.
Weha – “I don’t know why but I can’t help feeling possessive and jealous honey.”
He didn’t expect to see us together, so I’m responsible for making him feel that way. So this time I got up dealing with my shyness and tried to kiss the person in front of me.
The intense heat began to turn into tenderness, the rhythm of our kissed slowed down. He changed from passionate to tender, while his tongue continued to play with mine…
Hmmm
I’m starting to feel more things…
Weha – “Look how we are” Weha stared at me before I lowered my gaze to his crotch and I was even more flustered than before.
Gunn – “….”
The cunning look he gave me makes me want to run away, but I can’t dodge it. He holds my face firmly. I understand what you’re saying, even if you want to pretend, I don’t know anything.
And finally… The words that I feared came out of my mouth without thinking.
Gunn – “I… I’ve never done it with anyone” I wasn’t looking for this, even though I dated a guy before, we didn’t do anything but hug and kiss. What should I do now?
Weha – “I’ve never done it either, if we both want each other, can we be the each other’s first time?”
Gunn – “…” Instead of an answer, I could only confirm forcefully. That’s all I can do as I felt so embarrassed that I couldn’t move.
When he saw that I agreed, he took my hand to lead me to the bedroom after saying:
Weha – “I promise I’ll try not to hurt you.”
My cheeks must be red as a tomato right now.
I carefully followed every action of the person in front of me, he took off his uniform shirt quickly. This allowed me to see N’Weha’s body directly for the first time.
The abdominal muscles are formed quite well, they are perfect… Not too little nor too pronounced.
He’s so handsome, just seeing him shirtless took a toll on my mood.
When my boy finished taking off his shirt, he turned to take off mine.
I raised my arms when he pulled my shirt, I wear casual clothes and not the uniform like him.
Weha gradually leaned in kissing my chest.
Agh
I moaned when I felt his tongue on my nipple, with his fingers, he touched and played with the further protrusion while with his tongue he harassed the other.
Gunn – “Mmmm…. My darling… yes, don’t…. mmmm”
A tingling sensation hit me hard.
Weha – “Why?”
He asked me while still touching, sucking and teasing me.
Gunn – “I don’t know. I don’t know what I’m saying… Mmm”
Weha – “Very good” He raised his head and gave me a beautiful and dazzling smile, before taking care of the next… that smile made me too embarrassed.
Gunn – “Uff, don’t do it” Weha put his hand in my pants, playing with my little brother without listening to any of my prohibitions.
He got us and kissed me with his tongue running down my neck, while still playing with my crotch.
“Mmm”
He kisses me passionately as a moan leaves my mouth, not realizing that my pants are totally off.
Gunn – “Don’t look” I raised my legs to hide my private parts
Weha – “Agh, let me see your body. Wow! You’re so cute” [t/n who the fuck say that?? >o<]
He used his hands to stretch my legs so he could see me without restrictions.
I even tried to close my hand over my erection, but the tall boy held it tightly so as to not allow me to touch it.
Gunn – “It’s enough, I feel terribly ashamed.”
Weha – “Don’t be ashamed of me”
“Mmm”
Gunn – “It’s not clean”
Weha kissed me all the way to that part of me with his mouth, slowly sucking and licking every inch of my length until a tingle settled in my lower abdomen.
In a short time, I could not contain myself anymore, I let my emotions flow while the mouth of My Heaven continues to provide me with pleasure. He accepted my thrusts and swallowed every drop of liquid I had left, then got up and kissed me fervently.
His tongue swept mine and let me taste my own taste from his lips, it was a strange sensation, the taste was astringent but it made me feel good.
We both exchange my cum for quite some time. Tasting each other before what…
N’Weha took off his pants and let me see his entire body, naked for the first time. I was surprised to see that his penis is very large, being objective is proportional to his tall figure.
Now that I think about it, it scares me, I don’t think I can get it inside myself. Am I going to die trying? Why is it so big?
Weha – “You look at me very strange. What’s wrong, darling?”
Gunn – “It’s what… mmm… I’m sacred” I answered honestly.
Weha – “Don’t be afraid, you boy had prepared well.” He bent down and looked in his backpack, then I could see that he took out a blue tube.
He opened it squeezing a light-coloured content in his own hand and then turned to work on me.
Gunn – “Mmm, please don’t hurt me” I was about to ask the person in front of me to stop immediately, when the tall man’s fingers entered my body, it was such a painful and unpleasant sensation that I couldn’t bear it.
Weha – “Be patient darling, you’ll start moaning soon.” Weha worked patiently stretching me first with one finger, then two and then three.
Gunn – “MMM”
I moaned loudly when the sensation of pain began to fade and was replaced by a pleasant sensation as my body got used to his fingers.
Weha – “I can’t Phi… you’re too sexy… I’m sorry.”
Gunn – “Mmm… Weha!”
Weha inserted his big penis into my body, slowly introducing his entire length making me feel pain as if my body was being torn apart but he’s still nice, I don’t know hoe to move a millimetre. He spoke to me softly as he kissed me tenderly to calm me down and gently wiped the tears that flowed from the corner of my eyes.
Weha – “Are you okay, honey?”
Gunn – “I’m fine, you can move.”
Weha – “Honey, I’m sorry. I didn’t want to hurt you, but I was physically unable to stay by your side and not be close. You’re too cute!”
Subject struck hard again, before moving at a faster pace and continuing. I’m totally missing…
Gunn – “Ahhh, ahh. Heaven more… yes… mmm”
Weha – “Mmm, ahh. Keep moaning like that, I love listening to you.”
Gunn – “I can’t stand it anymore… Mmm”
I finished again, my semen was a mess all over my abdomen and higher. Weha leaned in and licked the cum off my chest.
Weha – “Ohh Honey, I can’t handle it anymore” My boy moved faster in and out with force.
Weha – “Mmm” None Weha moaned all kinds of desire before releasing himself inside me, I was a little scared when I felt the hot fluid.
We both gasoed with exhaustion, the tall boy withdrew his penis slowly from my body while gently kissing my eyelids.
Weha – “Thank you very much for letting us love each other, my love. ”
Gunn – “Sure, I love my Heaven”
The two of us hugged without cleaning ourselves without covering ourselves with blankets without hiding. Although somewhat sticky, I preferred to sleep first because I’m very tired of the playful activities that we had just now.
Making N’Weha jealous is definitely not a good thing, I’ll keep that in mind but in any case, I’m happy that my first time was with my heaven.
I thought a little more about everything that had happened and fell asleep without realizing it. Leaving the tall man with an amused demeanour.
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