Danielle
"Kiss me-- I want you to kiss me Jade"
"Stop shitting on me Miss Dela Vega" ano ba talaga ang gusto nya?
Tinignan ko sya ng maigi, hindi ko alam kung anong nasa isip nya ngayon. Nakatingin lang sya sakin ng seryoso. It's like she's waiting for something. Seryoso ba sya sa sinabi nya o ginagago nya lang talaga ako?
"Ma'am, labas na tayo dito" kung nangagago lang sya mabuti nalang na wag na lang kami mag usap.
"Shut up!" She coldly said. Hinawakan nya naman ang kamay ko at pinigilan tumayo.
"Don't you dare say another word Halverson". Tumayo sya sa harap ko at halos malagutan ako ng hininga ng bigla syang umupo sa lap ko.
What the fuccing hell is she doing?! "Miss Del-
"I said shut the fuck up! I'm done with your shits. Sinabi kong makinig ka diba? Pero ang tigas ng ulo mo! I will not let you go this time" madiin nyang sabi
Mahigpit syang nakahawak sa balikat ko, feeling ko onti onting tumutusok ang mga kuko nya dito dahil sa higpit nito. Pero hindi ko man lang maramdaman ang sakit bagkos ay kaba ang mas nangingibabaw sakin ngayon. Her eyes are staring at me blankly, yung tipong mapagbanta na kapag nagsalita ako ay may gagawin syang diko magugustuhan.
Freaking hell! She looks scary right now. Nakailang beses nako ng lunok pero di ko padin mahanap ang tamang paghinga ko.
"Trish's --" she started so I looked up to her kahit nakakatakot ako. Fuck, I have never been this scared in my entire life. .
"She's not my girl or I'm not related to her romantically if that's what you've been thinking Jade." She firmly said while still looking at me. "She's my sister in law, but apparently she loves me more than that" her hands started to caress my back then up to my nape.
"Relax" she whispered kaya napapikit ako. I don't know what to react sa nalalaman ko. My mind is pre occupied on our current position.
"When my brother decided to leave her, I was there with her. I didn't know she'll grew a feelings for me. I only did was to treat her like a sister would do. Pero mukhang iba ata yung pagkakaintindi nya sa ginagawa ko" so that's why she told her she loves her? Gosh I'm such an idiot.
"I never like her romantically, in fact I'm straight. I'm not attracted to the same gender." Oh.
Is that her other way of saying she'll never like me? Cause fuck, it's painful. Bakit hindi na lang sya ako deretsuhin? Parang paonti onti nya akong inuubos e.
"Ma'a--
I couldn't take it, she's making it more painful. But she obviously cut me off again. Damn it
"Sinabi ko bang magsalita kana?! I told you to listen didnt I?! So please shut your mouth before I shut it using mine Jade!"
She guided both of her hands to cupped my face, her eyes are still cold. I heard her sigh before hugging me. My body froze at her sudden action. Hindi ko alam kung paano magrereact ngayon, ang lakas ng kabog ng dibdib ko at nahihirapan kong pakalmahin ito.
"I've never been attracted to the same gender Jade-- "
Kumalas sya pagyakap nya at tumitig sa mga mata ko. "-- not until I met you" and now she's staring at me fondly. It feels like a dream, this is the first time she look at me like that.
I want to say something pero ayokong masira ang mga tingin nyang binibigay sakin. Did I heard it right? Am I not dreaming or hallucinating right?
"Jade ever since the day I saw you entered that cafe, my life has never been the same anymore"
She tucked the strand of my hair in my left ear. Hinawakan nya ang kamay ko at dinala ito sa bewang nya. The only thing I can do is to gulp every second. Fucking shit, nangyayari ba talaga to ngayon?!
"I hope you that clears your mind alteast" she said softly and laid her head on my shoulder.
Napapikit muna ako para iprocess ang lahat. Sinasabi nya bang attracted din sya sakin? But she never said she like me though but still there might be a chance right?
"B-blaire" finally, may lumabas din na boses. I feel like my hands are shaking.
"Hmm?" She only hum in response.
Humigpit ang pagkakakapit ko sa bewang nya at hinila ko ito palapit lalo sakin. Tinaas ko ang kaliwang kamay ko para hawakan ang buhok nya, I caressed it gently. Nababawasan na ang kaba at pagpapanic na nararamdaman ko kanina.
"Thank you for being honest" I murmured then she slightly punched my left shoulder "And thank you too for not giving me a chance to explain everything" she sarcastically said kaya natawa ako.
"I'm sorry about that. Nasasaktan lang ako and it's all new to me. Hindi ko pa alam ang gagawin" it's true, wala pakong experience kaya hindi ko alam kung pano magreresponse sa sakit na nararamdaman ko.
I heave a sigh at ngumiti sa kanya. Hinawakan nya ang pisngi ko at mahina ito tinusok. "I know Jade"
"Jade huh" ngayon ko lang napansin na kanina pa pala nya ako tinatawag na Jade.
"I told Megan not to call you Jade anymore"
"What?" Natatawa kong tanong dito.
She raised a brow at nagcrossed arms "So I can be the one who'll call by that name. Only me" mataray nyang sagot kaya tinaasan ko din sya ng kilay.
"Excused me? You're already claiming me pero ang sinabi mo lang kanina ay attracted ka sakin? That's unfair Professor"
She chuckled kaya bigla akong natulala. Shemay, hanggang ngayon talaga natutulala padin ako sa mga reaction nya. "I told you before to court me if you want right? Masyado ka lang talaga slow Halverson" pinaikutan nya ako ng mata at biglang tumayo. "We're now done talking here, let's go downstairs"
Hindi agad ako nakapagreact sa sinabi nya kaya namalayan ko na lang na nasa pintuan na pala sya. Shit!
"Blaire wait!" I grabbed her hands immediately so she can't open the door yet. Not before I do something I badly want Miss Dela Vega
"You cant just leave like that ma'am" hinawakan ko sya sa bewang at mahinang itinulak para isandal sa pintuan. "Hindi ko pa nagagawa yung sinabi mo kanina" sabi ko dito ng taasan nya ako ng kilay.
"What?!" naguguluhan nyang tanong, hindi ko tuloy alam kung nakalimutan na nya ba o nag aact lang syang ganyan.
"You want me to kiss you right?" Pinipigilan kong hindi ngumiti ng umiwas sya ng tingin sakin. Shit. She's so cute! "I was just kidding" sagot nya pero hindi padin makatingin sakin. I giggled when she tried to get away from me.
"Nah, you can't" I pinned her against the door at iniangat ang mukha nya para salubungin ang mga mata ko. She's in daze but her eyes were sparkling again. The moon is reflecting through it, nakabukas pala ang bintana ng kwarto na to. God, its so beautiful. Her green orbs is enchanting.
"You're so beautiful Blaire. Gosh I've been wanting to kiss you since we stepped here" I sigh frustratedly. It's now or never.
"Then kiss me" she says, her words a husky whisper in my ear. Fuck! "Blaire" I am lit on fire and she wants it too. Bahala na.
In an instant, I grabbed her nape and kiss her. She's shaking in my arms so I hold her hips more gently, pressing her more onto my body.
At first nakadikit lang ang mga labi namin. Just feeling the softness of her lips. Not until she started to move it on slow pace. I nibbled her lips when she opened her mouth.
"Hmm" shit! I can't help but to moaned when she bit my lower lip. God, I've never imagine na mangyayayri to samin. I'm kissing my professor and it feels so good. "J-jade" my kissed went to her neck that cause her to hold my shoulder firmly. I go back to her lips and kiss her more.
This kiss, it feels like diving into an ocean of emotion and I'm too swept up to realize I'm drowning and nothing even matters anymore. Her lips, her soft body pressed against me and her firm hands finding a way to bring me closer and I know I want so much more of her.
Her hands are on my hair, and I'm reeling her until I heard a loud knock outside our room we're currently in.
"Dani are you there?"
Fuck it's Megan!