You woke up and got dressed, you got on the phone with Barbara, "you said you need everything?" She asked
"Yes. Everything, Please. There should be a box also in the closet and a 2 bags. Thats it" you said
"Alright ill be over by 2" Barbara said
"Thank you" you said and hung up
You check the time and its 12:34 pm.
"I wonder what else lies inside his diary, i only read some pages, most of them was doodles and my name" you thought to yourself
"Theres many of things love. That very book. Has everything you need."
You looked beside you and saw the figure that looked like jerome.
"I have an good feeling you'll keep doing this" you said
"Doing what exactly?" He asked
"Keep popping up. I dont actually mind it but. Every time i see you i miss you more. I miss your touch. I miss everything." You said with your eyes tearing up
He looked at you with some pity.
You wiped your eyes.
You begin to chuckle a little bit but then you hear the door open and close
You check the time and its already 2, what the hell?
You get up and leave the bedroom
"Again, thank you so much babs for bringing me everything." You said giving her a hug
"Its really no problem. Please let me know if you need anything else. Kay'?" She said
"Of course. See you." You said and she left, you lock the door and bring everything to the room
You sat on the floor and began going through a shoebox, letters and pictures of you and j.
"My baby..." You said holding a picture of him. He was smiling.
You missed that beautiful smile of his.
You set the photo down and picked up his diary.
You began to flip through the pages, you stopped when you saw a picture of you.
He wrote "my love" next to the picture.
You then turned the page and saw it.
This was it.
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"Hey gorgeous. If somehow I died. I want you to take over. Finish what I started. Be the queen. I know you have it in you. I promise I'll be by your side just like you did with me.
Love, J.V"
-
You felt your eyes tear up.
The next page had more of his crazed ideas.
You began to read some. They werent bad just, insane.
You then saw the name Jeremiah.
Wait. Jeremiah...his brother.
What the hell is he going to do to him.
As you was reading your eyes widened. He wants to make him insane..
-Flashback-
"I like this maze miah'! May I do it?" Younger you said
Jeremiah blushed and nodded handing you a pencil.
He was always a very shy boy, who i deeply cared for. Or so i did.
"No y/n come play with me! Please" jerome said
"Hold on after im done! Im nearly out the maze. I promise we'll play. Kay?" You held jeromes hand while you was drawing.
Jerome was smiling.
Although Jeremiah was not.
"And...done! Great work on drawing this maze miah! You're very bright. Now lets play gingy!" You said giggling, you handed the paper to him
You and jerome both ran off leaving Jeremiah upset, jealousy?
"so what do you wanna do? We can play tag or hide n seek or-" jerome said
"wait-" you cut him off
You grabbed his face rubbing over his fresh black eye.
"Why. Why does she do this to you." You said on the verge of crying
He then rubbed your arm and you winced in light pain.
"What was that" he asked pulling up your sleeves to expose your bruises on your arms
"Y/n why didnt you tell me! Whats going on...who did this." Jerome asked
You looked away "my father, he started doing this 3 weeks ago. Hes been trying to avoid my face because i have a open case still for the children agencies or whatever" you said
Jerome pulled you into a hug. You hugged him back crying a little. "Is anyone going to save us j" you asked
"I- I dont know y/n" he replied.
-
It was time to go in so you both hugged each other and quickly got home. Right back to the abuse.
After your dad got done beating you. You went outside to recollect yourself. You felt a little disconnected sometimes when this happened.
You then heard screaming. Recognizing that voice.
You ran over to hide behind the bushes near jeromes trailer.
"HOW DARE YOU DO THAT TO YOUR OWN BROTHER!!" It was that whore
"No mom please! He's lying! Please!" Jerome cried
"No. You're lying. Too bad no one is here to save you." She said
Jeromes screams filled your hears and it sent you into panic
She might kill him.
You began to think.
You picked up a rock, not too big not too small. And threw it through a window.
"Run please jerome" you said
You watched jerome run out the trailer then saw the whore come out yelling.
You began to follow jerome.
He stood there crying.
You quickly run and pull him into a embrace
"Y/n what are you doin- ....you threw the rock." He said
"Yeah. I couldn't. I couldn't have just stood there and do nothing. I couldn't hear your screams. What happened this time..." You said walking to sit down on a bench.
He sat down next to you.
"Jeremiah. He lied. He's been doing this for awhile. He's been trying to say I've been trying to kill him. Its all lies. And now they're going to take him away. Hide him. From who? Me. I've done nothing. You believe me right. I need to know that at least you do." He said looking into your eyes.
"Of course. Your my best friend and i love you. Nothing will change that kay? I promise to stick beside you" you said
-flashback end-
You wiped some tears away, remembering why you hated Jeremiah.
And now you're going to try to find him.
You decided to go on a walk to get some fresh air.
You havent left the apartment in what Months? Or atleast thats what it felt like.
You walked down a alley way, you then heard a recognizable voice.
You threw your hood on and followed it.
There's no way. It can't be him.
You entered a building. Looked pretty ran down but you then heard groups of people.
You then see him. And you.
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A/n- hi guys! Sorry i took such a long break. These last months has been very very shitty and i lost motivation to write but im slowly getting it back! Also the story will not be following the show. Not all of it atleast. :) i just wanna say thanks so much for 10k reads! Like wow, i wasnt expecting this book to get more than 1000!
I am also trying to work on other xreaders :) maybe you guys will like them.