"Hana!"
I squinted my eyes when a bright light greeted my sight the moment I opened my eyes. I felt someone grip my hand so tightly, also I heard someone is crying.
"Ae-Aeyun?" My voice cracked as my throat dry. Gosh, it's freaking dry that I couldn't even feel a little moist on it. Aeyun quickly engulfed me into a bear hug.
"Finally! I was so worried you know! You have been sleeping for 3 days and I have lost my tears for 3 days as well!"
What?
I have been unconscious for 3 days?
Where am I?
"What happened?" I try to move a little but only to hiss in pain. Damn. Why is my body is hurting everywhere. What had happened 3 days ago? Why am I in hospital? Why am I so weak?
Aeyun pouted, "Idiot. You had been kidnapped by a crazy old man. I told you to beware, didn't I?" She stated. I let my brain to process on the incident for a while. Gosh. My head hurts.
Wait a second. I remembered. That day. In an abandoned building. INFINITE were there as well as EXO. But, there is a scene that really frightened me.
"Where is Jongin?"
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"You what?!"
The 11 of them exclaimed at the same time. Jongin blankly looks into a space. He is confirmed with his words. No turning back.
"Are you... sure?" Sehun asked hesitantly. Why all of a sudden? He just got a call from his girlfriend telling that Hana has regain her consciousness and this cousin of his suddenly voiced out those words.
"You're freaking idiot." Kris pointed out bluntly.
"I don't know what to say," Dyo mumbled, still locking his eyes on the mess Kim Jongin. His best friend are in dilemma. Totally messed up.
"I know you were currently checked out from hospital but, I'm sure you was stabbed on the stomach, not on the brain." Suho's voice full with anger. Jongin is so freaking hard-headed.
Sehun received another call from Aeyun, asking where are they since Hana has been waiting to meet him just to make sure they're totally alright.
"Let's go." Sehun announced and EXO make their move. Except for this one. Sehun eyed him, "Don't you want to meet her?"
It seems like the scenery out of the window caught Jongin's attention more. He doesn't have any courage to meet her yet. He felt so useless. He was the reason she is like that.
Sehun just sighed, and followed the rest.
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"Are you alright?" I immediately asked Myungsoo as soon as I saw him entered the room together with INFINITE tailed behind.
His dimple popped out, "You tell?" I grinned. By seeing his handsome face as usual also with his cheekiness, "I bet you are."
I then look at the members behind. Sunggyu's eyes were invisible as he smiles at me, "Hi, Hana." I frowned, "Are the all of you seriously alright? I'm worried."
Myungsoo walks closer to my bed as the members still standing nearer the door. Well, except for Dongwoo and Sungyeol that are currently made their way to the sofa beside.
"3 days are enough for us to gain back our powers and spirit. Like our name, we're INFINITE. Never ending."
I rolled my eyes playfully hearing Myungsoo's remarked. Sungjong then suddenly says, "Oh, didn't Hoya has something to say to Hana?"
I shifted my attention from Sungjong to Hoya. Although I don't know will he says since I know he hate me so much without I know the reason but--
"I'm sorry."
"What?"
The INFINITE's members chuckled. Hoya rolls his eyes, feeling awkward suddenly. "I want to apologize for hating you ever this time. It just... nevermind. I just want to apologize."
I narrowed my eyes at him. "Ohh come on..." He whined silently but I could heard it. All of them also eyeing me in anticipation, as if their life depends on my answer later.
"I'm okay with it," Hoya looks at me. "Even though I don't know what makes you hate me but really, I understand and, I don't care either."
It's the first time I see him cracked a smiles. "It's a relief then."
"Alright, boys! Tomorrow is holiday so you know what are we gonna do on weekend, right?" Sunggyu clapped his hand, smirking to them.
"Party!" They echoed. I just shook my head. I wondered what if these boys combine with those other 12 dorkies boys again. It's a chaos.
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"How are you feeling?"
I was about to take a nap after biding a farewell to INFINITE minutes ago when EXO barged inside my room with a toy trumpet and a cake.
I mentally facepalmed as they congratulated me on my consciousness.
"I've been fine now." I replied to Lay and smile at Kris who has been reached beside my bed, next to Lay. The rest are happily eating the cake, not minding me or offering me a bit.
"Guys. We bought that cake for who to be exact?" I guess Kris noticed my scowled since he hissed to the boys. Lay chuckles, ruffling my hair. "Poor our lady."
I rolled my eyes. They act like I'm a toddler duh.
"Hana! I have a good-- oh baby!" Aeyun appears on the door, looking so happy as she talks to me but when her eyes landed on none other than her Oh Sehun, she immediately ran to him giving an embraced.
Seeing her with Sehun like that, I couldn't help but to feel a bit of jealously inside me. "Why aren't Jongin came too?" I asked to Kris and Lay. I thought the first person I will see when I awaken was him but no.
Kris gave me a soft smile, "He just checked out from the next room to yours this morning so he need more rest."
Lay nodded in agreement. "He is alright. It just he need to cure and heal the wound on his stomach so he may not doing something tough like dancing or sports for a while."
I bite the cheeks inside, "Well, at least he should call me." My voice trailed off. Gosh. Here comes again the mood swings and the sensitive mode.
"He was sleeping when we were about to come here so we let him rest in our dorm though." Kris stated as he shared a glance with Lay for millisecond.
I simply nodded my head. Well, he have been gone through a hard time just to save me.
"Oh, right! Kim Hana!" Aeyun shrieked from across the room. "I have good news for you," She evilly smirks, "You can go home today."
I grinned widely as EXO cheers like they have won an awards. Nothing could be more happier than what I felt right now.
I can't wait to meet him, my buffalo, Kim Jongin.
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I was escorted by Kang Ahjumma towards my room with her mouth couldn't stop babbling to me.
"Why were you so careless that day, agassi?"
"I told you to be careful. Don't be so oblivious around you."
"Walk slowly. The room will not gonna run away from you, agassi."
I sighed dramatically as we reached inside my room. I sat on the edge of the bed and later, Mrs. Kim entered. "My dear, Hana!!!" She hug me tight, stroking my hair.
"How are you feeling, honey? Do you want to eat anything? Or you want to sleep? Are you feeling pain anywhere? Do you need to check up once again?" Mrs. Kim bombarded me with questions. She is so resembles my mother when she was so worried over me.
"I'm okay, really. I just need more rest. I'll go dowstairs if I want to eat." Mutters me. I felt so tired. Physically and mentally. Maybe the effect of 3 days ago just been appears right now.
Mrs. Kim kiss my temple, "Alright, then. If you want anything don't shy to knock on my door. You could tell to Kang Ahjumma too. And Jongin can help you-- right, that boy..."
I look up at her, "What's wrong with Jongin?" I try to be not so obvious worriedly over him. But Mrs. Kim slyly smile at me, "I know everything. You both couldn't hid it from me. The way he looks at you, I know you both are really meant to be. Trust me. An instinct of a mom is strong."
I blushed. Who wouldn't when your boyfriend's mother said so? She exited my room after that saying she has something to do and here is me again, left alone in this big and cold room.
I glance on the phone that laid down beside my head on the bed, waiting for it to be lighten and Jongin's name appearance on the screen. From seconds, to minutes. Still, I don't get any news from him.
He slept at the dorm. If I didn't see him today then it have been 4 days since I last talked and met him. The longest period to be honest. Usually, it took me at least a day to not talk to him and he finally gave up his ego for me.
But, not today. Not now.
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"Eat more," Aeyun commanded as she put more the fried rice on my plate. I bore a glare at her. "What? You have not eaten for 3 days and now you look like an alive zombie walking around me. Gratefully, you're still gorgeous like usual."
I huffed a raspberry and stabbed the rice using my fork. Well, I don't usually skipped my breakfast but I don't have any appetite today to start my day.
"Kim Hana, please eat quickly. Oh Sehun have booked myself in 15 minutes more." She announced. I rolled my eyes.
This girl... Is she trying to add the fuel into the fire more or what? I have been missing Jongin until my heart burning and she casually showing off her relationship with that Sehun brat.
I finally look up from my plate and my eyes stopped on a figure that also staring into my eyes on the entrance of the dining room. My feeling mixed up. I want to cry yet I want to smile. It just... I meet him at last.
He looks as handsome as usual like before the incident. Although he looks a little thinner, but his broad chest and shoulder still being the main point of his tough body.
Before I could even greeted him, he already went upstairs. My heart sanked. He didn't smile at me. I couldn't found any emotions behind his eyes. He just stared at me blankly.
"What's up?" Aeyun followed my gaze to the entrance and saw nobody. "Gosh. You're creepy." She mumbled and continue to eat her breakfast.
Meanwhile me, I have really lost my appetite totally.
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Here I am standing in front of his room. I knocked twice and turned the doorknob, pushing the door open. He was sitting on his bed, shirtless. I would go crazy over this but not now. What caught my eyes more is the stitches on the wound.
I brave myself to walk closer to him despite I know he is on his bad mood. "Are you alright?" My voice almost whispered. He gazed up at me. No emotions.
What he did made me felt guilty as he ignored me and made his way to his wardrobe. Was he mad at me? Was he think I'm a burdened to him? Was he regretted for saving me?
Nevertheless, I tailed behind him. "I-I.." I stuttered. I'm scared to say those words. I'm scared that he would just ignore me again. "I miss you." I say it. "Don't you miss me?"
He stopped his movement, before going back on wearing his new shirt. His gentle scent crept into my nose. I may act like a sasaeng now but I could care less. I missed him half to death and when he is in front of my eyes, he just act like I'm the air molecules.
"Kim Jongin, answer me."
I waited and waited. And he finally turn around to face me. He was giving me a cold shoulder without telling me the reason.
I expected him to say the same but I was wrong. I never felt this feeling in my life. He is totally broke my heart, and myself into a pieces as he stares into my eyes directly, saying the words.
"My answer is, let's break up."
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I hope you cry muahahaahahah.
Btw, I have a really good dreamt last night ~„~ It seemed so real tho hahah. I was Sungyeol's girlfriend there but Myungsoo likes me. Lmao okai I'll stop here. I just... gaaaahhhhh it was the best dreamt I had so far ㅠ.ㅠ
-hanachaan