Jack practically drags me up the strairs, stopping halfway to kiss me against the bannister. He tugs my dressing gown off, dumping it on the floor. He chuckles at my Christmas pajamas then continues to man handle me up the stairs.
"Shit you're a bit keen aren't you?" I pant.
"I fuckin' want ya Chels" his hands are everywhere, his knees roughly pushing between my legs, he manoeuvres me around the corner into my bedroom and I'm relieved his hand is on the back of my head as I'm thrown against the wall hard by him.
"Arghh!" I yelp.
"Sorry, didn't mean to be quite that rough...." He's chewing my lip and pulling my hair.
"It's ok I quite like it......"
He pulls back. The look on his face causes some kind of explosion deep within me.
I've not seen him look this desperate for a long time.
There's obviously something going on in his head, but I'm so invested in the passion of this now I can't stop it.
"Take them fuckin' penguin PJ's off will ya?" He demands as he quickly strips himself naked.
Standing naked we pause.
Studying each other.
His dick standing to attention.
It sends a shiver down my side.
"I wanna fuck ya Chels"
"Hmmm I gathered that"
"Nah ya don' understand I really need to fuck ya, now"
I notice he's already got a condom in his hand, he must have had one in his wallet again. He quickly unwraps it and slides it on.
I feel butterflies in my tummy at the sight of him touching himself.
I'm not sure what's going on in his head or what's got into him. But I step forward, giving myself to him.
He immediately grabs my waist with one hand, his other reaches around the back of my neck, squeezing slightly.
His mouth on mine is heavy and forceful. His tongue fierce and searching.
This is hitting different. I've never known him like this, it's like he's angry.
"Are you ok Jack" I manage to whimper into his mouth.
"Wonderful" he says dryly, before he softens "ya alright?"
I nod because my mouth is so full of his tongue I can't form a sound.
Jack spins me and throws me onto the bed. He lands on top of me, holding my wrists above my head, he pushes his knee between my legs and continues to kiss me hungrily.
His mouth moves down, being dragged along my jaw, my throat, my collarbone before landing back on my mouth.
He takes both my wrists in one hand now and I realise just how turned on by the restriction I am.
His free hand runs down my body, a finger finds my slit and he immediately pushes a finger in, then two, them three.
"Ya so fuckin' wet for me, ya always wet for me"
I groan
"It's cos ya always want me, tell me Chels, tell me ya always want me"
"I.....always....want.....ah....want......you" I manage between gasps as he roughly fucks me with half his hand, curling his fingers inside, driving me insane.
"Turn ova"
I oblige and he pulls my hips up. He gives my arse a little squeeze as I feel him line himself up.
Then he rams himself into me fully "jeasus fucking Christ Jack!" I Scream at the rough force and deepness.
He doesn't relent, he pounds into me, over and over, looking for his own release, it's so deep.
I bite the pillow to contain my screams.
Jack starts rubbing my back, and I relax into it. I groan as his hand reaches around to find my breasts.
But I feel him tensing and he grabs my hips again, pulling me back to him as he rams into me deep several more times.
"AHHHH fuck Chelsea!" He roars as comes and collapses on me, knocking me sideways on the bed, he's sweating and panting. I watch him remove the condom and when his eyes finally meet mine, I raise my eyebrows at him.
I am not impressed, I'm left feeling bruised, used and frustrated.
He shuffles around so he's laying on his back, with his head on the pillow.
He flutters his eyelashes at me and grins.
I could kick him, but it's a soft, gentle, dopey genuine grin.
"Glad one of us is feeling better!" I snap.
He laughs and his eyes twinkle "I'm not done with ya yet"
"You better not be, Layla told me what a shit you were to the girls on holiday in the summer"
He sighs "I told ya Layla had a loose mouth on her........anyways, they are just holiday shags - "
" - what the fuck does that make me!!?"
"As I was gonna say! You, are special, ya something else you are" he leans up to look at me closer "it's like I wanna be with ya, but I know I jus' can't, like I know I'll fuck up again......but it don' mean I can't still keep lookin' afta ya"
He rubs my leg tenderly.
"Well what you just did, so you know, was not looking after me, that was you using me to selfishly get your end away"
he laughs that deep laugh.
"I told ya, I'm not done with ya yet" he runs his hand through his hair. "I got sent off today, I was annoyed, normally I can brush stuff off, but I didn't agree with me red card, no one did, but the ref wouldn't listen, an' now I'm gonna miss the next two games, an' it was jus' eaten me up inside, I couldn't get ova it......I knew if I come to see ya, you'd make me feel better....... an' it did" he gives me his sweetest smile.
"Well now you can make me feel better!"
"Come ova here" he lays back down and beckons me to his chest, I'm confused.
"Huh, what, where?"
"I want ya to sit on me face"
I swear I feel my clitoris jump for joy as he says that. But I feel myself blush.
"Come on, I'm waitin" he raises one eyebrow "come on.......have we not done this before?"
I shake my head
"I've never sat on anyone's face Jack"
"Fuck you were a good girl before ya met me wheren't ya" he reaches out for me and coaxes me over his face facing the headboard.
He snakes his arms around me and I look down into his dark eyes as he brings his mouth to me.
His tongue probes at me as fingers deftly play with me also.
I reach one hand to the wall for support and soon find myself subconsciously rocking my hips over him.
I groan as I feel my juices running freely out of me, this feels so much more intimate than if he were just between my legs.
Jack grips my thigh and he's pulling me down onto his face, his stubble teasing at my delicate skin. He wriggles his fingers inside me as his tongue destroys my clit. His other hand over my bottom, his fingers teasing up and down my crack......
I'm on fire.......I lurch forward violently and I know this is going to hit hard.
I try to relax and go with it, letting my inhibitions go. His fingers and tongue are everywhere, I can feel pleasure building at every spot.
And there it is, I feel like I'm falling off a cliff, my insides convulse and my body shakes. I go limp and Jack guides me down to his chest and brings his knees up behind me so I can lean back, he holds my hands and watches my face as my senses slowly return.
"I could watch ya come all day ya know" he murmers softly.
I smile lazily at him.
"Am I forgiven for selfishly gettin' me end away earlier then?"
"Yes you're forgiven"
"Can I stay for the rest of the night?"
"Yes, you can stay the night"
I settle under the duvet with my back to Jack and wait for him to settle. He spoons around me. "Chels…...."
"Hmmm"
"Sorry I was rough"
"It's ok, I kinda liked it, and you did make up for it"
"Y'know Chels, I doooo love ya, but I jus' don't think I'm anywhere near ready for commitment...... an' I know that's daft cos we got Mia together, but......am I makin' any sense?"
I rub his arm and sigh "yeah, I get it, we're both a pair of fuck ups really"
I feel Jack sigh into my hair and hug me a little tighter.
"So it's done with you and Stacey? Or are you juggling her, me and now Laura and whoever else"
"Nah, I won't be seeing Laura again, an' as for Stacey, it's like wot Kiera said to me y'know, Stacey only really wants me when she knows she shouldn't. Like she don' actually care rest of time"
"I can't believe it took for your little sister to have to tell you that"
"Turns out I need people tell me stuff a lot....." He sounds wistful.
"Go to sleep Jack"