~Chapter 5~
(This portion was also mentioned in the 12th chapter but not in detail )
"Again? Really?" I muttered when I saw Tu and Win once more leaving the school together.
It's annoying to say the least, I'm so done with this already it's been what, weeks since they've been going out like this.
"Nong bright, could you come to my office for a moment?" Another voice joined making me look back,
When did my class teacher get here? What?
I looked back at her giving a quick nod and a smile.
"Khap ma'am" I replied, as I followed behind her into her office.
"Bright, listen to me very carefully" she said and I nodded,
"Your grades aren't good" she added making me raise an eyebrow.
We literally just started with school how is she already doing this to me?
"But ma'am we haven't had any tests yet" I said truthfully,
"I know I know but this concern is from your past records. And from what I've seen in class you're not so interested in improving any time soon," she said and i sighed.
"Ma'am that's not true"
"What do you want to do in the the future Bright?" She said.
"Um, sports"
"That explains it then" she sighed giving a small smile.
While I felt so small, and insignificant.
"Alright then, atleast you know what you're capable of! Alright then I suppose you'll be able to get into a good college with your sports background. Just pass your exams" she said.
"Can I leave now?" I asked and she nodded.
I walked back out feeling insulted as ever, just who does she think she is?
What I'm capable of?
"Arghh" I groaned as I held onto my head sliding down onto the floor.
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I rushed back home feeling annoyed at my teacher, I walked straight to my room throwing my bag in one corner I picked up my beautiful guitar that Win had given me.
"Ah I need this so bad, already it's not my choice to go for sports and now this bullshit! I can do whatever I want to I just can't!" I cried as I sat down on my bed.
I was aimlessly strumming my guitar rather loudly trying to not think about what had just happened in school.
"I TOLD YOU TO SHUT UP!" I heard my por shout making me Look over.
My eyes widened when I saw him walk towards me grabbing my guitar by its neck yanking it away from me.
"Por! What are you doing!" I yelled back trying to grab my guitar back,
"You ungrateful brat I was on an important Call!" He said before he dropped the guitar down on the floor, making my eyes widen as I saw the neck of the guitar brek in two.
"POR! WHAT HAVE YOU DONE!" I cried as I picked up the guitar carefully crying my eyes out.
"Oh god you and this guitar! It's not like you can get anything out of being a musician! Stop being a headache for me!" He said before leaving my room,
"and stop making so much noise! I'm on a call!" He added from outside while I held onto my guitar crying.
"I don't want to stay here anymore" I cried, before leaving my room.
I climbed over the fence to Win's house, I climbed up to his window and got into his room.
"Why is he not here" I cried, despite knowing the answer full well that he's out doing this assignment.
I can't Help but feel low and down because he's not around.
I laid down on his bed turning to the left when suddenly I smelled the pillow, a sense of warmth covering me making me feel so much more comfortable and making me calm down.
Whenever something went wrong I had Win standing right there with his arms wide open ready to hold onto me.
I'm dependent on you Win, to a point where just your smell is enough to make me feel better.
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I don't know when Win's smell lulled me to sleep but it did, I woke up my eyes already searching for win, is he back yet?
Oh he is! He has already changed up too, damn I must have slept for a while.
I was about to to towards him when I heard,
"Hey tu! Yeh when are we meeting tomorrow?"
Than that was it, I couldn't move. The sense of insecurity and fear ran through my body along with a hint of rage.
They've been together the entire day! Can't she let him go at night? How much do you have to talk about an assignment!?
In amongst all these emotions I decided to get up and walk out, leave them me for tonight.
~few days later~
I was in win's room feeling a bit lost not going to lie, after that night I've not been able to bring it up at all, those two have still been working on that stupid project and everytime I've tried to tell my self to calm the fuck down but it always ends up with the same emotion everytime.
Win did ask me if everything was alright but I couldn't bring myself up to actually be honest with him,
I know it's just a project but they're getting so close that I cannot help but wonder if there's more there, and Win's silence over the entire situation makes me feel even more miserable.
He has always known about all my flings but when it comes to him he won't budge one bit!
~ring~
My thoughts came to a pause when Win's phone rang, making me look over
"Finally ! I was waiting for your call !" Win Exclaimed into the phone as he put it on speaker catching my interest.
"Sorry sorry the guest left just now "
It's Tu, ofcourse it is!
"How was the annoying kid ?" Win laughed,
They've gotten so close it hurts me!
"Annoying and clearly he's also hit puberty god he tried to hit on me you know !" Tu reply making win laugh
"Aww the kid likes you "
"You want to die ?"
"No ma'am now come on let's fina~"
Before win could finish His sentence I picked up the guitar from the side strumming it as loudly as I could from his bed.
He looked over while I simply shrugged.
Why am I doing this?
"Give me a sec tu " win said before muting himself,
"Bright ! What are you doing keep it down !" He added, making me get upset, borderline angry.
What is with everyone and not letting me play the fucking guitar!? Is he going to break this too?
"No !"
"What ?"
"No I wanna play "
"What ? Bright I'm working here please jeep it down "
"Are you ?"
It sounds more like flirting to me!
"Yes ! Now keep it down or leave !"
"Really ?"
"Yeah ! This is important "
"It's important Metawin ? " I said feeling insecure,
"Yes why are you talking like that ?"
"Fine then I'll leave " I said before getting up and climbing out of the window before win could even reply
"Gosh dang that fucking sings, it feels like I'm loosing him" I muttered once I reached the ground crying.
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A/n
Sorru for not uploading last week, I was in a bit of a zone.
And over the weekend my trip with my friends helped me get out of that slump.
Actually it was just the get away that helped me out a lot.
Anyways I'll try and be more regular.
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