co-translator : appy_alex
What should be done when they are already dating?
Why did I agree to be with him?
…. I can no longer deny my feelings
Although I know there will be many problems in the future, I’m happy to go through all of that with my partner.
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Sky: I’m coming to see you downstairs.
Gunn: okay.
It has been three days since my relationship with Weha is more than that of a senior and junior, now we are dating. We haven’t seen each other since ‘Alphabet Night’, anyway, I feel embarrassed now that I’ll see the child’s face. Although we have spoken on the phone and sent each other affectionate emoticons.
It seems that I cannot do anything other than face reality, last night we talked and we agreed that he would come to pick me up today. How could I refuse him?
Gunn – “Mmm… hello N’Weha”
Weha – “Mmm, have you waited long?”
Gunn – “No, I just arrived.”
Weha – “Shall we go?”
Gunn – “Yes”
I walked to the luxurious car that is parked at the end of the parking lot, Weha wanted to pick me up at the door of the block.
On this subject, he doesn’t allow me to wait for him outside as he always had, he says that he is worried that it will not be safe for me.
Anyway, when I saw his car, I went to meet him. I’m also a man and even more important: I’m older than him
Why should my younger brother protect and care for me?
Weha – “You don’t tell me anything?”
Gunn – “Uhh?”
Weha – “Well, what we talked about last night”
Gunn – “is that…”
Weha – “If you don’t say no, I’m not going to move the car.”
Gunn – “Do I have to say it? It’s just… I’m a little shy.”
At the end of my sentence, my voice was so light that it could barely be heard. The person next to me smiled, their playful expression makes me feel hotter, I don’t have to guess how red my face is.
Weha – “….” (smirking)
The man didn’t answer but he looks at me and smiles wickedly. It seems that it is serious not to move the car.
Gunn – “Ummm… Honey. Move the car, I’m hungry and we won’t be there is time for breakfast.”
“Muak”
I was very surprised when he kissed me on the cheek; we were still in the parking lot of my block, it’s becoming a bad habit.
Gunn – “Nong Weha!”
Weha – “You’re calling me wrong again” He made a sad face
Gunn – “…”
Gunn – “Stop pretending and let’s hurry”
I didn’t have to look at him to know he’s smiling, if someone thinks I have a fever, I wouldn’t be surprised.
We have not left my block and I have blushed this morning more than I could be in the three days that we spoke, so he asked me not to be shy with him.
We came back at eight at night.
Gunn – “When we make boyfriends, there are things that must change.”
Weha – “You say it as if something is not right.”
Gunn – “No, but there is something wrong. You sound distant”
Weha – “So what should I do?”
Gunn – “You make me call you ‘My Weha’ Why are we dating but you don’t have name for me without the word ‘Phi’”
Weha – “But…”
Gunn – “No, but tomorrow my heaven will come for me, see you at eight’o’clock.”
*muak*
*Guess what that sound is? I don’t think it goes without saying*
If I broke an egg in my face it would surely be fried, several eggs can be fried and cooked.
If someone asked to see the spoiled child smile I have right now, they might curse me for being a rhinoceros and acting crazy.
After thinking about what we talked about, I realized that most of the people close to N’Weha call him “Sky” which means sky.
Wheha (Wattana) means heaven too, that’s why the child wants him to say “My heaven” or “My Weha” so that when he names it, he doesn’t sound distant.
From my house it actually takes less than fifteen minutes to get to the university but of course, we are in Bangkok and so it is not surprising that with the morning traffic it has taken more than half an hour.
Today Weha… umm, he invited me to breakfast. I think this is the first time we have done it since we had a fight, today we parked near the university and walked to the cafeteria for breakfast before entering class, as always.
Gunn – “What do you want to eat my heaven? I’ll go buy.”
Weha – “Sit down and wait here, I’m going to buy what are you going to eat?”
Gunn – “Umm… okay”
Weha – “Wait a minute, I’ll bring it to table” Wheha seems to talk more and even joke around a bit.
After Weha went to buy porridge for breakfast, there were many students staring at my table. Luckily it is still very early and the cafeteria is not full, the truth is that the strange thing would be that people were not interested in N’Weha, I must remember well who exactly my little brother is.
I have to get used to them looking at me and wondering who I am, because coming with them will be a very common activity in my life from now on.
Weha – “I’m already here.”
Gunn – “How much do I owe you?” I want to return the money, but I have to get used to sometimes we pay alternately.
Weha – “Nothing, hurry up and eat it or it will get cold.”
Gunn – “Thank you”
After eating for a while.
Weha - “Was it good?”
Gunn – “Oh, no, no. It’s just that I don’t eat fried garlic” N’Weha probably noticed something was wrong, seeing me remove the garlic from the edge of the bowl usually when I eat porridge, I ask my aunt not to put fried garlic. But this time I didn’t ask for it and I had to put it aside what I don’t like.
Weha – “Sorry, I didn’t know. I’ll eat it.”
Gunn – “Okay, I just have to put the garlic aside.”
Weha – “Sorry for not asking.”
Gunn – “Don’t worry, it was also my mistake not to tell you what I don’t like. Let’s hurry to eat or we won’t finish on time.”
Weha – “Yeah, but next time I’d like to know what you don’t like. You have to tell your boy what you want. We are now boyfriends. I want to know what my own boyfriend like and doesn’t like.”
*Suddenly…*
~ Metallic sound ~
No guessing where the sound comes from, if the person in front of me; if I was not so normal or expressive like that, I would not feel so shy and moved. But I never thought that the person in front of me would make that comment. I accidently dropped the spoon to the ground when Weha finished the sentence.
Weha – “Wait, I’m going to get a clean one.”
Gunn – “Thank you”
The tall boy stood up to ask for a clean spoon, as for me. I turn to hide how flushed I am, this is the time I’ve felt the most embarrassed since I met him.
Weha – “See you and then at night, I’ll leave after leaving you at your house.”
Gunn – “Yes, see you”
Today in addition to meeting me in the morning, he wants to meet in the afternoon. He offered to take me to my house, he told me a while ago that he has no activities to do in the afternoon and that he wants to spend time with me before he has to go to the event.
Jan – “Well, they say that people in love tend to look a little younger. It seems to be true.”
Nueng – “Oh, usually it already looks like a child. Today the child looks like a newborn. haha”
Gunn – “Nueng and Jan, don’t talk so loud. You’re embarrassing me.”
Jan – “Yes, you can’t tell us anything. Seeing my friend happy makes me very happy too. When your husband has a free moment, bring him, so he can also eat with your friends”
Nueng – “Friends and husbands are not exempt. Lee Jan last week told me not to go see her boy. Today she is very animated, too much.”
Jan – “Well, my boyfriend is not handsome. You don’t care, do you? It’s good to share some treats for the eyes.”
Gunn – “Well, if it’s free I’ll try.”
Jan – “Please”
Nueng - “Oh my friend. Don’t do it” These words are a declaration of war.
Jan – “Hey Nueng! Won’t you stop talking bad about me?”
Nueng – “No, I like to see you argue. It’s fun.”
Jan – “I hope one day you meet my friend, hit you on the mouth and learn how to speak well.”
Nueng – “Hey, Ai *&%. Don’t say something like that, it’s better to fight right?”
Jan – “Come on, do you think Lee Jan is afraid of you? “
Nueng – “Come on, do you think I’m afraid of your boyfriend? “
Jan – “He’s my brother, not my husband” My god!
Nueng – “He’s delirious, I’m going to study before your mother insults me again.”
Jan – “I’m not delirious, you are the one who is delirious. You’ll see…”
The mini war ended amid the bombardment of Jan, which left me confused.
I have a husband, God… I have a boyfriend. Should I ask him if he wants to meet?
Neither of them answered my question, only Jan looked at me with a sly smile making me think and wonder.
After the ‘Alphabet night’ activity, we have another activity that awaits all of us.
Final exams!
Students of all years will be deprived of sleep again, in addition we have to attend all classes, it is very important and necessary. We cannot miss when you want, even if the teacher does not say anything.
If you want to survive and not start the subject again, you’d better focus on studying, right?
Of course, when final exam season is so close, it is best to record the entire classes.
My state right now is that of a zombie, I walk without knowing how I do it. Even the teacher gave a break in his class, my brain now can’t absorb anything else.
I’m walking towards the seats outside the Weha faculty, while I wait for their classes to finish…
In a while, the tall boy came down the stairs. He saw me and approached immediately.
Weha – “Why do you look so tried?”
Gunn – “Today, I’m exhausted, the content we have seen in very difficult. The teacher has let us rest before. He is moving ahead to prepare us; he is afraid that we will not be able to talk the final exams.”
Weha – “Mmm, is that why you look so tired?”
Gunn – “Yes”
Weha – “So, let’s find something fresh and eat together today. I want you to cheer up.”
Gunn – “Okay”
I looked at my watch before saying yes, it’s hot and I’m bored. Nueng secretly went after Jan to find out if her younger brother is a friend or her boyfriend, so no one is free to meet me.
Weha – “What do you want to eat?”
Gunn – “Anything.”
Weha – “Tell me something you like, let’s get to know our tastes.”
Gunn – “Mmm, we can go eat noodles. My class is over.”
Weha – “Okay, let’s walk a bit.”
The place we arrive at is the same restaurant and cafeteria that is next to the faculty. I usually eat here with Jan, now it is night and the students are gradually arriving so there are many of us.
We wait a long time before our turn comes.
Staff – “Table for two?” bringing a celebrity to lunch in a crowded store can make you feel uncomfortable.
Gunn – “Yes, please, please. Give me a more reserved place,”
Staff – “Oh… yes, please follow me to the second floor.”
Gunn – “Thank you”
After walking to the table, it didn’t take us long to choose the menu. I ordered a melon binsu, which is my favorite. The person sitting in front of me doesn’t choose anything. Just ask the same as me.
Gunn – “N’Weha, Aren’t you hungry?” It didn’t take long when the binsu was served but the only person eating was me. Why does Weha keep staring at me? I’m even starting to get nervous; I can only eat in silence to hide my embarrassment.
Weha – “Your heaven doesn’t really like melon very much.”
Gunn – “Oh! I didn’t know. Did we ask for something else?”
Weha – “Okay, eat. When I passed the aunt, I will ask for something else.”
Gunn – “Why didn’t you say it? It’s not right” I felt a bit uncomfortable.
Weha – “You don’t have to think too much, we just became boyfriends. We will learn little by little from each other, we have a lot of time.”
Gunn – “Umm”
Yes, it’s correct. We have been dating for very recently, we still do not know each other well, but we can learn from each other.
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