co-translator : appy_alex
Confessions
Weha POV:
Weha – “Phi, how long will it take to get there?”
Manager – “The truth is that without so much traffic it would be ten minutes, but with the traffic jam there will not be before an hour.”
After finishing the recordings, I immediately left the set. I made a promise to someone… I had a promise to keep and a confession to make, but the traffic in the city on a Friday night is utter insane, we’ve barely moved on in an hour.
Manager – “It’s almost eight’o’clock, I’m going to park and you’d better find a way to get there from here” It’s the best, I’m sure I won’t be there on time even then.
Weha – “Okay, are you sure the boss won’t bother?”
Manager – “Don’t worry, if they ask, the work is done and I’ve gone to pick you up but the traffic is a hell of slow.”
Weha – “mmm”
Manager – “I’ll get in the queue, pass in front of the car, it will be easier to cross. Be careful anyway.”
Weha – “Yes”
I decided to use the motorcycle service, it is better than sitting in a car which was not moving.
Weha – “Phi, take me to University XX”
Motorcycle phi – “There is a traffic jam, my rate is 150 Baht.”
Weha – “Okay, but I’m in a hurry.”
I don’t know what the normal price is, but I’m in such a hurry that I would pay whatever amount they ask. The motorcycle goes so fast that it is more efficient as people say, we got there in less than ten minutes and I was a bit nervous. I checked the time on my phone, eight fifteen minutes.
According to the schedule, I had to be there before eight so I rushed to the meeting. I felt guilty, before entering, my eyes were fixed on the shadow cast by the person I know so well. The person I wanted to see the most today.
Gunn – “N’Weha!” the little person in front of me called me.
Weha – “Why aren’t you working on the event?”
Gunn – “They are with the code call and I had nothing to do. I sat here to get some fresh air” he waited for me.
Weha – “Umm, sorry”
Gunn – “Okay, I get it.”
Weha – “Can we wait a bit here before entering?”
Gunn – “okay”
I sat next to him; the bench is near the meeting. The silence was a bit awkward, so I decided to speak.
Weha – “I’m sorry… I apologize for everything I told you, you haven’t done anything to make me think that way. I just drew my own erroneous conclusions.”
Gunn – “…”
The little person next to me did not answer, nor did he ask questions. He kept staring at the gift box on his lap, it felt like he didn’t believe me.
Weha – “Today, I’m going to tell you everything as I promised but first the punishment.”
Gunn – “mmm?”
Weha – “The penalty for finding out that Phi is my code” I learned from my classmates,
Gunn – “N’Weha what are you going to do?” The little person next to me looked at me uncertainly before asking, he is so cute!
Weha – “… if you accept is enough, you cannot refuse whatever happens”
Gunn – “Agree”
I took a deep breath before speaking.
Weha – “Be my boyfriend”
Gunn – “….”
Weha – “Be my boyfriend”
I took his hand before saying it again, I know my little one must think a lot about this. I decided to make it very clear, I want the two of us to be on the same line… in sync.
Gunn – “what did you say, N’Weha?”
Weha – “Be my boyfriend”
Gunn – “…”
Weha – “It’s not a question, it is a statement that you must accept.”
Gunn – “But, but”
Weha – “No buts”
Gunn – “Its impossible” the little person spoke to me looking directly into my eyes.
Weha – “Why?”
Gunn – “We both are men, in addition to your job… I don’t want you to lose your job and it’s important that you know that you don’t have to do this out of pity, I’m fine…”
Weha – “Who has spoken of pity? No one has to feel sorry about this matter, our hearts and minds are in sync. Don’t think that way.”
I understand why you say it, I’m in a situation where it is difficult to have a relationship with someone and I know that we will have many obstacles along the way but I don’t want to lose this person to anything or anyone.
Until I realized my feelings, I made him cry many time… After everything we’ve been through, I want us to be happy together.
Gunn – “But…”
Weha – “About the future… Whatever has to happen, will happen. We will solve it little by little, together”
Gunn – “okay, okay”
Weha – “So now we are dating”
Gunn – “mmm… yes”
My little one is being shy. So cute! I definitely won’t let him get away. If you ask me if I’m shy, my answer us very much but I won’t let my shyness hurt him again.
Weha – “So let’s go in?” The end of the event is to celebrate with the concert that is in charge of the fourth year.
Gunn – “wait a minute”
Weha – “mmm”
Gunn – “Can you accept my gift?”
Weha – “…”
Gunn – “It is to officially welcome you to line code 045”
Weha – “Thank you, I’ll take good care of it. Can I open it?”
Gunn – “Yes, of course!”
I feel like my heart is going to explode, since I entered the industry, it is normal that I receive gifts from fans but receiving a gift from someone who is so important to me is something very valuable. I guess I can’t stop smiling. I carefully unwrapped the box, before seeing that his gift was a beautiful square box with sky pattern.
Weha – “It’s so beautiful, thank you!”
Gunn – “Do you like it?”
Weha – “I really like it a lot, thanks again”
I wind up the music box and it plays the melody of ‘you are my sunshine’. It is a song of my favourites, my mother used to sing it to me when I was a child.
Weha – “Are you, my sunshine?”
Gunn – “Yes, it is the truth. I wanted a song that spoke of heaven, but they didn’t have any. I chose this, why I liked the lyrics. It’s meaning is like N’Weha. You are warm as sunlight; you make me feel comfortable… you make me want to stay with you”
Weha – “…”
I didn’t respond to the person in front of me, but smiled at him while being very excited inside. I slipped away, focusing again on the music box.
Gunn’s POV
I’m totally shy… I’m dying right now.
Gunn – “Let’s eat something of what the event offers, I’m hungry.”
Weha – “ummm”
Gunn – “What are you doing?” N’Weha stretched out a hand towards me, while the other held the box with the gift I gave him.
Weha – “Shake your hand”
Oh my god! I dropped dead, even though Nong and I don’t accidently touch hands on some occasions, it’s the first time we’ve ever held hands… like, hmm… boyfriends…
I walked over to take the hand offered to me by the tall man in front of me, before entering the conference room. We approached the area where they were serving food, most of the people are focused on the concert and do not pay attention to how we have entered, they are not eating either.
Weha – “What do you want to eat?”
Gunn – “Bring whatever, I don’t mind” N’weha goes directly for the food.
Gunn – “Wow! Jan, you look so beautiful!”
Since classes ended and we started working on the event, I hadn’t seen Jan at all. Today Jan looked very beautiful, her new dress looked great on her and she had makeup, a different hairstyle. These are things that you don’t normally do and it looks really beautiful.
Jan – “Obviously, the chicken is beautiful because of its plumage. Many beautiful people who dress up class praise me for my beauty. Hahaha but that’s not important. What really matters is you, are you okay?”
Gunn – “Mmm yeah”
Jan – “my God! So shy, you don’t have to talk so much”
Gunn – “Don’t make fun of me, Jan.”
Jan – “I’m not making fun of you; I’m just jumping on one foot. My friend is finally happy, you know that I always support you in whatever you decided to do. No matter what the future holds, you will always have Nueng and Me. Agree?”
Gunn – “Jan…”
Jan – “My friend’s happiness comes over there, I’ll go first. Good luck!”
Gunn – “Umm”
Weha – “Is something wrong?”
Gunn – “No, my friend came to greet me”
Weha – “I heard him”
Gunn – “Don’t make fun of me…” Today I have had such a variety of feelings, sadness, joy, surprise, perplexity. But for an hour, the feeling that has been repeated the most is shame.
Weha – “Why do you say it?”
Gunn – “I feel ashamed”
Weha – “Hahaha, you don’t have to be. Go wash your hands and come quickly to eat.”
Gunn – “Aish… I’m coming”
Sky brought a lot of food; I ate a little because I had dinner before
Weha – “Let’s listen to the concert”
Gunn – “Wait N’Weha”
It seems like the tall boy is not listening to me, he took my hand pulling with a little force to lead me closer to the stage. We are in the last row; everyone is focused on the song they are playing now. Many hug each other, have their arms over the shoulder of their friends. Our hands are still intertwined, he does not let go of me at any time… I’m immersed in the lyrics of the song.
🎶🎵🎤 Words and actions from the bottom of your heart give me all the answers I’ve been waiting for.
Does one count when two hearts agree in their feelings? They start loving each other until their last breath.
I love this dream; you are everything my heart expected. I’m not asking for too much, just that I can have you for a month. I want everything to end as beautiful as in the novels, a true love that lasts forever… *** 🎶🎵🎤
The song seems to make sense of my current life, I feel fascinated as I listen to it and I continue to hold hands. It makes me feel much more identifies with the lyrics and makes me think about it.
Does one count if our heart match? Now that our hearts feel the same, I will try to maintain this relationship as long as possible. As for the future, as my Sky said, we will solve it little by little as it presents itself.
Weha – “Shall we go?”
Gunn – “You can come back first”
Weha – “I won’t leave until I leave you home, don’t say no. You don’t have to be so considerate.”
Gunn – “Well, okay”
What should I say? Things will be like this, from now on
Weha – “We are going”
Gunn – “I return with… my code nong”
Colleague – “Okay, please to that you get back home safely.”
Gunn – “Yes, I’ll take care of it”
Weha – “Let’s go”
Gunn – “Yes”
As we walked together, the atmosphere was strange
Gunn – “N’Weha is something wrong?”
Weha – “Why didn’t you say it?”
Gunn – “What?”
Weha – “You didn’t say you’re my boyfriend” my nong is angry about this.
Gunn – “Yes, I’m sorry. I’m not used to it and besides… I’m shy, I’m very shy. Don’t bother with me” I extended my hand to gently shake the arm of my Sky, hoping he was no longer upset… it’s our first day together.
Weha – “Aish… what am I going to do with you? Next time, say so”
Gunn – “ummm”
Weha – “Come on, the car is here”
I approached N’Weha’s car, the one who drives is P’Man, N’Weha manager. It will take us to the house.
Gunn – “Hello Phi Man”
P’Man – “Hello Kids” the man greeted me quite confidently.
Weha – “P’Man, please let’s go through P’Gunn’s house first”
P’Man – “Block XX, right?”
Gunn – “Yes”
P’Man – “Very good, Weha, Gift told me to contact her, she has called you many times but you didn’t answer. That’s why she sent you the message with me.”
Weha – “Umm” The person next to me sighed looking upset.
Gunn – “N’Weha is something wrong?”
Weha – “Nothing.”
P’Man – “So how did you spend it? Was the event fun? Sky was in a hurry, we almost died. He told me that his Phi was waiting for him”
Gunn – “Really?” I was so embarrassed that I did not dare to look at the person next to me.
Weha – “P’Man, are you going to bother me for a long time?”
P’Man – “Hahaha, I’m just telling the truth”
We soon reached at my house. P’Man approached the door, he was considerate and I did not want him to waste so much time, but he said: “It is too late, it can be dangerous and I will not risk it.”
Gunn – “Thank you very much P’Man for bringing me and taking N’Weha, see you”
Weha – “Yes, see you. I’ll be there in a while; I’ll send you a LINE”
If I have a heart attack, N’Weha is the culprit. It makes my heart beat so fast… today is probably the day I have smiled the most in the last few weeks.
Shortly after a while, my phone vibrated
Sky; I’ve come home
These actions made me realize that we are already dating.
----- end of chapter 17 -----
The song used is “Do songs count one?” Artist Phichawitwiset