The huge pillars separated the two worlds inside and outside, and Yu Mo and Li Qingqing gradually walked away in the bright sunshine.
And Shen Shuyu hid in a corner where the sun couldn't get in, just feeling the world crashed.
She originally thought that Yu Mo was willing to help her move the classroom in the morning, but she didn't want to call Li Qingqing to tell her not to trouble herself where she couldn't see it.
She is still so unwilling to have contact with herself.
All the superficial harmony and occasional intimacy now seem to be Shen Shuyu's wishful thinking.
Yu Mo just maintained the superficial friendship, and still didn't want to have too much contact with him in private.
Shen Shuyu leaned against the cold and uneven red brick, and the cold breath permeated her thin body.
In fact, she didn't expect that in just half a year, Yu Mo would let go of all the resentment towards her in the previous life, and calmly face herself in this life.
She really lived up to too many murmurs that she didn't even realize her sincerity.
Even though it was difficult, she still held Yu Mo's broken heart that was beaten by herself, piece by piece by herself.
Day and night.
But just when she thought she had already put together a corner.
Yu Mo waved her hand, and once again ruthlessly and indifferently broke this corner.
She even just waved her hand over and passed it through.
Let Shen Shuyu realize that the piece in front of him is just her fantasy.
Lowering his head, the place was still broken.
She stood barefoot in this space, dripping with the broken blood.
She is the one who makes her own.
She deserves it.
Shen Shuyu's five fingers were tightly clenched, and the long nails were kept smooth and pure white, as if they were about to be embedded in the flesh, and the palms of the pinched palms were white.
Shen Shuyu tried to vent the powerlessness in his heart with such pain.
But she found sadly that she didn't feel a trace of pain from the palm of her hand.
The preparation bell rang in the teaching building not far away.
A melodious reminder that it is time for Shen Shuyu.
Shen Shuyu loosened his clenched fingers, and rubbed the wetness of his eyes with his fingertips.
She knew she could no longer be sad and sorrowful here, she should go back to class.
After the summer solstice, the sky gradually shortened, and the sun began to get off work in the last class of the afternoon.
The sun at the end of the day was as bright as the back light, stinging Shen Shuyu's eyes along the way.
She tried to calm her emotions and returned to the class in despair.
The second year of high school is no better than the first year of high school, and the afternoon classes are not all self-study.
Even the last unwritten self-study period in the first year of high school was packed with one class in the class schedule.
Especially today is still Monday.
With the ringing of the class bell, the biology teacher walked into the class slowly wearing a floral dress and carrying a limited edition handbag.
Shen Shuyu absently followed the teacher's prompt to turn over a new page.
The newly opened book is exceptionally sharp, as if you are going to scratch it with your fingertips.
"His." Shen Shuyu subconsciously tightened the fingers that were drawn.
There was no bleeding, just pain, not even a trace was left to her.
The sound of "Da Da Da" chalk hitting the blackboard came from the podium, and the biology teacher's graceful and small font fell on the blackboard.
She wrote on the knowledge framework of the main content of this chapter one after another.
Holding the biology book, she explained the knowledge points of this chapter on the big screen while supplementing the knowledge frame on the blackboard.
Shen Shuyu took notes following the words on the blackboard, but his thoughts flew far beyond the classroom.
Was it in the bathroom the last day she was with Yu Mo in the previous life? Yu Mo felt the same heartache as she did today, even worse than she is now.
She completely dissected her own heart to another person, but only received her indifferent or even contemptuous treatment.
Today, Shen Shuyu heard Yu Mo's words that were not even one-thousandth of the cruelty at the time. The bubble in front of him was ruthlessly burst, and he almost rushed out to question Yu Mo.
Don't talk about her at that time.
Shen Shuyu once couldn't understand the look in Yu Mo's eyes at that time.
Her eyes were bloodshot, and the unquenchable hideousness was full of collapse and the little hope that remained.
Did she already despair of herself at that time?
The string filled with red love that had been tense for eight years was finally broken by himself in the bright sunshine.
The self-loathing vine tore through Shen Shuyu's heart and grows wantonly in her body.
"Shen Shuyu!" A rebuke came from the top of Shen Shuyu's head, and the biology teacher was holding the biology book and looking at her with a serious face.
Shen Shuyu suddenly came back to his senses, before the self-loathing in his eyes was cleaned up, he hurriedly stood up from his position.
Even though she seemed as calm as ever on the surface, she was full of embarrassment floating inside.
"Answer this question." The biology teacher knocked on a question on the projector, and his voice was still very dissatisfied.
Shen Shuyu took a quick glance at the topic. Although she didn't attend the class just now, she quickly figured out the correct answer: "This question should be B."
"Yeah." The biology teacher nodded, but was distracted by the class. The student didn't mean to let it go: "Tell me what is wrong with the three options of ACD."
"First of all, we derive from the question stem that this is a human epidermal cell, not a plant, so there is no cell wall. The beginning of the D option is wrong, and then we look back at A, and it says..."
Shen Shuyu made every option wrong. Speaking briefly and concisely.
The biology teacher nodded in recognition of this, and while beckoning Shen Shuyu to sit down, he reminded: "You still have to listen to the class carefully and don't lose your mind." Shen Shuyu nodded slightly, expressing her apology, and sat back upright. .
Even though she is unparalleled in business sensitivity, she is dull in the discrimination of feelings like an old and heavy clock.
Just as she could easily see the mistakes of each question option, but she didn't understand the obvious mistakes of her day until she experienced it firsthand.
Shen Shuyu touched the extremely delicate notebook in the schoolbag. It contained some financial notes that she had made to Yu Mo when she was locked in the hospital wall by Shen Lin.
She originally planned to give it to Yu Mo after school.
Shen Shuyu put this notebook on his knees and turned his head slightly to look at the second grade A (13) class on the opposite side of the courtyard.
The sunlight fell on the window glass in the corridor of the classroom over there, and the classroom over there was bright.
Yu Mo's position in the new class was similar to Shen Shuyu, on the side close to the corridor window. Shen Shuyu found Yu Mo easily.
I saw that she was looking up at the blackboard in front of the classroom intently, her little head round and full.
This distance is still a little far away, and Shen Shuyu can't see the expression on Yu Mo's face, but thinks that she should be focused.
It's like the profile face I've seen in the summer vacation.
Shen Shuyu bit the inside of his lip lightly.
She will not be defeated so easily, she will learn to be honest with Yu Mo, learn to care for her, learn to give her the bias that she can and even pay a lot of price.
It doesn't matter if she will be repeatedly abandoned and broken by Yu Mo in the process of putting together this heart.
Sooner or later she will pull out the fragments embedded in the soles of her feet, use her blood as a glue, and put them together again.
Wake it up.
The bell for the end of get out of class arrived when the hour hand was stuck at the number six.
After finishing the homework for everyone, the biology teacher took her bag and walked lightly and gracefully, and left the classroom facing the sunset.
The teachers are off work, and the students who have entered the second year of high school are about to usher in the first evening self-study class in their high school career.
There were unaccustomed classmates in the class who were about to leave after packing up their schoolbags, but they were stopped by friends who were traveling with them.
It caused a burst of laughter in the class.
At this moment, Li Qingqing smiled and walked to Shen Shuyu with a book: "Here you are."
Shen Shuyu looked at the book on her desk, with a few simple words written on the plain cover. Bold fonts.
Suddenly there was a thud in my heart.
In the morning, what I said was so good, and now I have to ask someone to return the book to myself.
She just didn't want to have too much contact with herself.
Shen Shuyu's calm mood in class fluctuated again.
She found that no matter how powerful she had done psychological construction, she could still be easily defeated by Yu Mo.
Defeated.
Shen Shuyu took the book over, pretending to be calm, and asked: "Have you met her?"
Li Qingqing nodded: "Yes."
"What did she tell you?" Shen Shuyu The surface is calm, but his fingers are pinched into the pages of the book.
She still remembers the last conversation between Yu Mo and Li Qingqing.
When Li Qingqing heard Shen Shuyu's question, she pulled a chair that was empty by her table and sat down with a sneer: "I suspect that your fish has a problem with the brain. I asked her why. If you don’t give it to you personally, she said that she is about to split up, she should have less contact with Omega, as if she is afraid that she will split into Omega as she gets more contact with Omega. This is not said in biology textbooks. Do you say that you are from Alpha split into Omega and scared her. She also told me to leave her with Wei Laixiu ..." Shen Shuyu's eyes suddenly enlarged, and even Li Qingqing got up and walked outside the classroom without hearing what Li Qingqing said.
Li Qingqing hurriedly stopped Shen Shuyu, and asked in a puzzled way: "Oh, what are you going to do?"
Shen Shuyu grabbed the door frame with one hand, looked back at Li Qingqing, and only left her with a hurry and brilliant. Smile.
What else can she do.
Of course she was going to find Yu Mo.
Give her the note that she prepared carefully for her.
The wind in the corridor whizzed past Shen Shuyu's ears, and she walked across the patio towards Yu Mo's class.
She looked at Yu Mo's empty location with mixed feelings.
Great compassion and then great joy, it turns out that this is the feeling of being lost and regained.
Shen Shuyu clutched the notebook in his hand and laughed at himself as a fool.
After going around, I didn't understand everything wrong when I turned around.
A former classmate at the door saw Shen Shuyu approaching and greeted him warmly and friendly: "Hey, you are back with the Academic Committee?"
Shen Shuyu nodded and said, "Can you call Yu Mo for me?
" Okay." The classmate nodded, and shouted to the noisy crowd at the back of the class: "Yu Mo, the academic committee is looking for you! Yu Mo!"
Shen Shuyu turned sideways and looked at the person's sight together. Everyone They all wore the same school uniforms, and it was a bit hard to tell when they were together.
But Shen Shuyu found Yu Mo at a glance.
Relying only on one back.
The setting sun shone in the back row of the classroom, and Yu Mo turned around to look in the direction where the sound came from.
Time seemed to have pressed the pause button in Shen Shuyu's eyes.
Yu Mo turned around blankly, with long hair lightly.
She was shrouded in light, bright in Shen Shuyu's heart.
"What's the matter?" Yu Mo said as he walked to Shen Shuyu, keeping a little distance.
Looking at the distance that Yu Mo deliberately kept, Shen Shuyu stretched out his hand in front of his classmates and grabbed Yu Mo's wrist: "I have something to look for you."
Yu Mo twisted as if being electrocuted. He ran out of Shen Shuyu's hand with his wrist: "I didn't tell you before, don't pull me like this."
Shen Shuyu's hand hung awkwardly in the air, and then unnaturally closed it. go back.
What Li Qingqing told herself should actually be Yu Mo's prevarication of the reason for the upcoming split.
In fact, she is still reluctant to contact herself.
Shen Shuyu was disappointed and unwilling, "Then you follow me, it's always
okay ?" Yu Mo glanced at the notebook in Shen Shuyu's hand, thinking that she might really have something to find herself.
He lowered his head: "Okay." The corridor was full of chasing and laughing sounds, only the space where Shen Shuyu and Yu Mo were in a strangely quiet space.
Yu Mo followed Shen Shuyu.
The golden sprinkled in the patio was divided into strips by the railing grid, and fell on Shen Shuyu's body.
Her long hair is swaying, her expression is cold, like a unique dignity in strong colors.
Even though Yu Mo felt so alienated from the person in front of him, there was still a ripple in his heart that shouldn't have been.
Shen Shuyu didn't know the thoughts of the people behind him, and stopped in a corner off the beaten track: "Just here."
Yu Mo was lost for a while, watching Shen Shuyu stop and immediately stopped the car and put his own The thoughts were pulled out, "Ang, what's the matter?"
"This is a note for you, if you don't understand anything, you can read this for reference." Shen Shuyu said and passed the notebook in his hand to Yu Mo .
Yu Mo looked at the book that Shen Shuyu had handed over, somehow he stretched out his hand and was afraid to take it.
She looked at the elegant small print on the cover, and faintly refused: "You don't need to bother like this."
Shen Shuyu looked at the resistance in Yu Mo's eyes, thinking that she had noticed her deliberateness.
Shen Shuyu concealed his hard work, and said casually: "I didn't bother, I used to make some notes when I was reading, and Zhao's mother cleaned up the house a few days ago and found it out."
"Really. "Yu Mo still didn't believe it.
"Really, I still have a few books in my house. When you read which one will tell me in the future, I'll bring it for you." Shen Shuyu said, putting the book in Yu Mo's hand with a guilty conscience. , Ending the topic: "Hold it."
Shen Shuyu's fingers covered the back of Yu Mo's hand.
It was only for a moment that Shen Shuyu felt that Yu Mo slightly retracted her hand without leaving a trace.
Such small details became particularly dazzling after being noticed by Shen Shuyu.
"Thank you." Yu Mo accepted the note and thanked him.
Shen Shuyu rubbed her fingers across Yu Mo's skin. She looked at Yu Mo and asked, "Why are you avoiding contact with me?"
Yu Mo was startled.
She didn't expect that she would be noticed by Shen Shuyu if she did it so cautiously.
Yu Mo discovered through this summer vacation that everyone's time of differentiation in this life fluctuates back and forth.
Like Shen Shuyu ahead of schedule, Zhou Qin and Feng Ruoyu both delayed.
Based on the time of the previous life, Yu Mo herself is about to split, but she is not sure when she will split.
She is an S-class Alpha, and it would be fine if she splits up at home. But if it is divided in the school, it will surely cause an uproar, especially Omega, which has no resistance to S-level Alpha pheromone.
That's why she would take this opportunity to avoid Shen Shuyu.
Because Yu Mo discovered that her recent relationship with Shen Shuyu was a little closer than she expected.
This is not possible, even bad.
Yu Mo gave out the excuse he had prepared long ago: "I might not know when I will split into Alpha, so I want to keep you away from me temporarily."
Yu Mo's remarks are very convincing.
But Shen Shuyu knew that this might be an excuse for pushing herself away, so she asked, "What if I say no?"
Yu Mo lightly frowned.
Whether it's Shen Shuyu's life, or when she explains business cases to herself.
She has always been used to choosing to avoid danger.
But why this time, I told her the pros and cons.
Instead, she didn't choose to avoid it.
Shen Shuyu felt that she might have been too obvious. She gently buttoned her skirt and added: "But if you split up, I will run away without hesitation." The evening wind slowly blows. Entering this remote corner, blowing on Shen Shuyu's body, fluttering with her loose long hair.
The strong mellow scent of osmanthus in the distance was already a little lighter when it was blown here.
Shen Shuyu's eyes were clear and bright, and the silver pupils looked like a pool of quiet and quiet water in the deep forest under the light.
The unintentional golden-yellow osmanthus petals fell into the curved pool water, fainting a ray of sweetness.
She tiptoed on the tip of her heart and danced slowly.
After a long while, Yu Mo sighed lightly, still keeping a distance from Shen Shuyu, his tone of helplessness and special permission.
"...Then you run faster."