Loving you is now a part of my system and every single day I feel like I'm one step closer into completely losing this rationality that's holding me together.
I feel threatened because every thought is now slowly transforming into you. And it's nerve-wracking. And I can go on about how am I on my knees and hands clasped together praying that I won't fall but It feel like I'll willingly jump into this pond where you are and I will never come out of the surface.
How tempting.
How vexing. How wonderful yet awful, loving you.
20:06, Goodnight