dear anxiety
how much we've been through together
I can't help but feel empty these days
but ironically with you I always feel like I'm never alone
I don't know whether that is a blessing or a curse
but then again when I think when your around
the voices only get worse
and although yes
you do cause my misery
I can't help but want you near me
because at least then
I have someone to hold me when I'm lonely
even if you hold me in the arms of worry and fear
at least then I have someone near