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ꜰʀɪᴄᴋ ʏᴏᴜ/ 𝗸𝗶𝗹𝗹𝘂𝗮 𝘅 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱𝗲𝗿
'ι Ⴆҽƚ σɳ ʅσʂιɳɠ ԃσɠʂ'
𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 12
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▻ y/n's pov
𝐰𝐞𝐢𝐫𝐝 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠
I've been getting this weird feeling around Killua. It's that tingling feeling in my tummy and the fact I can't stop looking at Killua. I can't help but adore him.
It's very annoying, I can't concentrate and that boy not only lives in my apartment- he seems to also live in my head.
To be honest, it has always been like this. From the moment I first heard his voice to now. I thought that feeling would go away but it obviously didn't.
And I'm..scared?
I'm scared of the fact, he doesn't like me the same way. Even if it is obvious sometimes.
I'm scared I'm not good enough for him..after all he is all that amazing and I'm..well I am just someone who kills people.
He could never love someone like me, right?
I could never be good enough for him, I'm probably not even reaching his exceptions.
And I can not stop thinking he is in my apartment, because he had nowhere else to stay at. I was just a replacement for Gon or something. Or maybe he had a girlfriend and they broke up so now he is living with me. Maybe he'll just use me to cure his boredom and then leave once he finds something better.
It's always like that isn't it?
Killua doesn't love me.
He could never love someone like me.
I'm just a friend..or am I even allowed to say we are friends? Is it really okay for me to have such a bond with someone other than my family?
I'm horrible aren't I?
I hate it
I hate you
I hate you Killua
Why would you do this
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Here he is..Killua. The boy, I adore the most.
I was so in love with him, it made me want to puke.
He makes me want to hug him so bad. I just wanna be close to him. But this time, I knew it was okay for me to hug him. My head was spinning and I didn't know if I was only dreaming.
but I am not dreaming.
"y/n..i love you"
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ha..super short but I didn't have any ideas blah blah
bye???????????????
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