Day 4, October 3, 2021.
He's so perfect. Why couldn't I keep him? I hate how much I miss him, I just wish he just knew how much I do, but I guess I will be living in the past because it's the only place I can find you and be with you.
It felt like he was the one, I was so committed and I wanted to settle all things with him.
Always staying by his side, spending the rest of my life with him. I believed all his promises, he said he wanted to get married, and have a beautiful family, when he said that he will always be there for me even if life gets tough, nothing will ever change.
I love him so much and everything was okay and perfectly fine, but he left me.
Left me with so much pain, causing me to have depression, breakdowns and having serious emotional and mental health issues. Everyday and night I always cry because of him, I feel pathetic.
He was the only one who I really loved and the first person who showed me what true love is.
Trying to let go of those memories from the past, but he keeps on messaging me and trying to create new ones, which hurts me so much. I no longer feel comfortable having conversations with him, But i miss him. I'm confused..