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This is a work of fiction.
Names,Characters,businesses,
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"Warning"
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《Hearing The Beast Heartbet》
PROLOGUE
"Ma'am bumaba po kayo 'riyan at baka kung mapano po kayo!!"Yaya shouted at me,pero hindi ko siya pinansin.
I was at our roof crying all my heart out,Fuck it hurts so damn much,that bitch should go to hell.
"Anak,bumaba ka na,pakiusap lang"umiiyak na pakiusap saakin ni Mama.
Hindi ko na sila tinapunan pa ng pansin at uminom nalang ako ng beer ah shit!,This is good as hell.
"LaLaLaLaLa"pakanta-kanta pa ako habang tumatayo
I heard my Mom scream because she's scared sure as hell haha,but whatever
"Anak naman huwag kang tumayo pakiusap!"pakiusap niya ulit
"Bakit ba?! Ba't ka ba takot na takot?! I won't fall Ok?!"I shouted bago tumingala sa kalangitan
"Oohh.. Dumidilim na pala"I said before smiling
"Ma'am bumaba na'ho kayo!"Kuya Rafael shouted so I looked at them
"Anak please naman,bumaba ka na oh"I just rolled my eyes at them and then walk
I heard them scream, but the hell I care.I wanna fall again.I wanna hurt myself again and again
"Kung mahuhulog man ang buwan, isabay na din ang mga tala, ng hindi na umiyak ang Diyosang Sawi sa pag-ibig"I sang kahit 'di ko naman alam kung anong kanta yun
"If I would fall again--"I paused"I will fall again right?!"I shouted.At napaupo na lang sa bobong na tinatayuan ko
Hindi ko na alam ang mga sinasabi at kinakanta ko sumasayaw pa ako hahaha nababaliw na ata ang babaeng sawi
You broke me.Yeah, ganiyan ka naman palagi
I will never love again,
'Never'
I woke up blankly,
Tiningnan ko ang sarili sa salamin
All I see was a broken soul
Tiningnan ng maagi ang sarili,
Tumawa ng malakas, sa sobrang lakas nag echo na sa labas ng bahay, Tang*na, Anong nangyari? Bakit ako? Bakit ako ang sinaktan niya? bakit hindi niya ako pinaglaban? bakit hinayaan niya akong mawala?
((AM I NOT WORTHY ENOUGH TO KEEP?))
《I WILL BE OKAY.STORMS DON'T LAST FOREVER》
NEXT........
CHAPTER 1