Standing in front of Shinichiro's grave while holding an umbrella, you were wearing a dark blue hoodie and jeans, looking at his name that was carved in his gravestone
" It's been a year shin..." You murmured, while you sit on the dirty ground
It's been 8 years since Shinichiro die, you were seven at that time and now you're already 15, it's also been a year since wakasa started locking himself in his room, he'll just go downstairs when he needs something or if he's going somewhere
" How are you there shin? " you asked
" I miss you..." You confessed
" I miss your touch, your voice, your comfort...I miss everything about you " you hang your head low, tears were flowing in your eyes
You're still holding the umbrella, you decided to visit Shinichiro because it's your summer vacation
You can't visit him on school days before because of the school works, and it always takes you an hour to finish 1 or 2 works, so only have less sleep maybe you'll sleep around 2 A.M
It's been hard for you to adjust at first, but as the day passed by you learned to stand up for you own self, and also Mikey made his gang and also izana, both of them want you to join them but you insist
You don't want to involve in gang business, you know how to fight but fighting with someone is not your thing
You decide to take your leave, it's already getting dark, you bid your goodbyes to Shinichiro and start to head outside the cemetery
While walking home you passed through a convenience store, you decided to enter, you walked inside looking for something good, walking through every shelf finding something until some candy caught your attention
" fruity Lollipop.." You murmured holding the pack, you're not a fan of sweets but your brother is
' maybe I should buy this for onii-san ' you thought, holding the pack as you were heading to the counter
You put the packed of lollipop on the counter, waiting for the cashier to check it while something caught your eyes
' seven stars ' you read in your mind, it's the cigarette that Shinichiro was using before, he even smoke 4 times a day
' maybe I should try one ' you thought looking at the cigarette until the cashier shakes your shoulder, making you look at her
" Do you need something else? " she asked, she saw you looking at one of the cigarettes
" Do you want to buy one? " she continued looking at you
You looked at her, your inside was shocked because you thought that she'll tell you that ' you're still not at the right age ' but she's not, maybe she thought that you're already 18 or 20
" ah yes, I'll buy one packed please " you politely said while you took your wallet and took some money, and handed it to the girl
" here," she said giving you the plastic with the lollipop and the packed of cigarette inside, while she took the money and give you the shift
You bowed your head to her and head outside, you took the pack of cigarettes and hide them inside of your jacket, continuing to head towards your home