"Get up." I mumbled softly into Xavier's ear, trailing my fingers through his soft curls. Straight after racing we took a nap in the backseat of the car since it was nearly 2 am and both of us were exhausted.
"Mhm." He sighed softly against my neck, tightening his grip around my waist with his eyes still closed.
"We can't stay here forever Zay." I kissed his forehead before laying my head on top of his.
"Mhm." He placed a soft kiss on my neck before burying his face further into it.
I don't think he's even listening to a word I'm saying, "I'm pregnant."
"Mhm." He nodded his head slowly. Is he for real?
"I kissed Pietro." I bit my bottom lip to suppress my laughter when he moved his head away from my neck with a clenched jaw.
"You did what?" He sat up against the seat, glaring at me. "Jealous?" I smirked, tilting my head slightly. I should stop fucking with him but it's fun.
He then gripped my throat gently, eliciting a soft gasp from my lips as he pulled me towards his hard chest before he lowly whispered against my lips, "You're mine." His hushed tone sent shivers down my spine. His possessive gaze made me squirm in my seat.
Two words rolled of his tongue smoothly. Two words that caused my breath to hitch in my throat. Two words.
"Since when?" I breathed out, staring into his noticeably darkened blue eyes.
"You've always been mine tesoro." He salivated his pink lips, staring deeply into my eyes as his thumb rubbed the base of my throat in slow circles.
His words sent a pleasant shiver to my stomach as our hot breaths danced into the air between us. Never in my life has a man made me feel this way but Xavier has managed to do that. From his words. To his simple gestures. The list goes on.
"Not gonna take me out on a date first?" I scoffed as he moved his hand away from my throat and towards my waist instead.
"I've never been on one so I don't know what the fuck I'm doing." He shrugged, pulling me onto his lap as he splayed his legs across the car seats.
My jaw dropped slightly before a large grin appeared on my lips, "Lets fucking go then." I wriggled out of his hold so I could climb over the seats. A deep groan erupted from the back of his throat as I sat on the passenger seat, "Seriously?"
"Yes seriously now get your ass here." I pat the drivers seat, putting my seatbelt on.
"It's 2 am," He sat up, leaning over the centre console, "where the fuck are we suppose to go?" He propped his elbow onto the centre console then put a hand under his jaw, gazing over at me.
"I have a place in mind."
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I've never taken a girl on a date before because that's just not really my thing but here I am taking this girl I'm utterly consumed by on one. I wouldn't normally do this but Amara's different. Never in my life did I think I would be happy in a girls presence. Never until now. Until her.
My bitch of a heart won't stop beating rapidly whenever I'm around her. God, what the fuck is she doing to me?
I stared down at the city lights as it illuminated in the night sky, sitting on the edge of a cliff with a gorgeous girl next to me as we both sipped on the alcohol we brought. Soft melodies played in the background from Amara's phone as we sat in comfortable silence.
Amara laid her head on my shoulder, sighing deeply. That fucking feeling in my stomach appeared again because of her. I rested my head on top of hers, intertwining our fingers as I sipped the beer bottle before handing it back to Amara. I know we're suppose to be driving back home but fuck it.
"It's pretty." She whispered softly, staring down at the twinkling city lights. My gaze drifted away from the lights, finding the one next to me far more beautiful than the one below, "It is." I whispered softly, staring down at her.
She turned her head upwards, mesmerising hazel eyes meeting mine. A breathtaking dimpled smile rested on her lips as the moonlight reflected of her light pink cheeks. Her eyes held something that I've haven't seen in 4 years. Comfort.
Our faces inched closer together, lips brushing lightly against each others. Our hot breaths danced in the space between us before our lips connected in a slow kiss. The kiss wasn't like any other. Instead it held all the emotion words couldn't express.
I ran my hands along her sides, loving the feeling of her sexy curves. Her hands made there way to my hair, trailing her fingers through the back of it. Something she does whenever we kiss but I've come to love it.
Her lips were coated with the beer we've been drinking yet she still managed to taste good.
My tongue brushed against her bottom lip, asking for entrance that she granted. Our tongues immediately found each others, instantly moving in sync with one another's.
It was like our first kiss all over again. Every time I kiss her it feels like that. Having her soft lips against mine clouds my mind with nothing but her.
Eventually we pull away, resting our foreheads against each others as we attempt to catch our breaths. A smile slowly appeared on both of our faces as we gazed at each other. I haven't felt this contented in so long. Fuck.
I planted one last kiss on her lips before turning my head back towards the stars.
"She would be proud of you, Xavier." Amara placed her hand on top of mine, making my chest tighten from her warm hands against mine. I never knew how much I needed to hear those words from someone.
I looked up to the brightest star in night sky, quietly whispering, "I hope so."
"She is baby." She gently gripped my chin, turning my head towards hers again in a way to make sure I believe every word leaving her mouth. From the look in her eyes it makes me want to believe her but I can't. I felt that in a way I betrayed my own mother. I should've stopped her death. I could've.
I carry that guilt around with me every single day.
Not finding the right words to say, I slowly nodded my head in response.
Shaking her head slightly, she climbed onto my lap and immediately I wrapped my arms around her waist, "You don't believe me." She cupped my cheeks, softly whispering. How does she know me so well? She reads me like an open book. A book that no one understands but her.
My shoulders lifted into a shrug as I tightened my grip around her, just needing her to be close. A small smile rested on her perfect lips, "Of course she's proud of you Xavier. I just know she's looking down on you with a big smile on her face because she knows how strong you've been."
Her words of reassurance was everything I needed to hear, leaving me completely speechless. In response, I buried my face in her warm neck, placing soft kisses along the side of it with a small smile on my lips. Something that I found easier to do whenever I'm around her.
Goosebumps scattered across her tanned skin so I pulled away, taking my hoodie off and pulling it over head. She looks so fucking good in my clothes. She looks gorgeous in anything she wears but knowing that what she wears is mine gets my heart all jittery and shit.
She took the cap of her head, placing it backwards onto my head instead before burying her face into the crook of my neck. Her slow steady breaths fanned against my neck as she wrapped her arms around me. I placed a kiss on her temple, pulling her closer to my body by the waist.
The stars disappeared not too long ago and now is replaced with an orange glow meaning the sun is setting. Pink clouds cascaded the sky as the wind ruffled my hair slightly. I looked down at my watch to find that it's now 6am. Damn we've been out for that long?
Amara's grip around me loosened slightly so I looked down at her to find that she's asleep.
Bending my head down, I repeatedly kissed her soft lips in attempt to wake her up so we can go back home. A soft groan escaped her mouth as she covered her face with her hood, "Stop." She grumbled, snuggling closer to me if that's even possible.
A small chuckle left my lips as I moved the hood away from her before attacking her face with light kisses, "Get up pretty girl." A kiss was placed on her face in between each word I said. She sleeps so much.
I hate waking her up because then she gets all grumpy but I've been sitting here for God knows how long and now my ass hurts.
Groaning, she lifted her head up with a glare on her face as she got up from my lap. I got up after her, stretching my muscles and yawned. Angry squidward had her arms crossed over her chest when I looked down at her but then she extended them out towards me.
Smiling slightly, I lifted her into my arms as she buried her face into my neck, wrapping her legs around my torso. I placed my hands on her round ass to keep her upright whilst carrying her back towards the car.
A/N: I LOVE THIS CHAPTER what y'all think?