ARC1/CHP26 : beat
flattering his eyes softly waking up stretching his arms and legs feeling alive after what felt like forever,
he blinked his eyes and looked around him recognizing jungkook's room " hyungie ?" he called with his sweet voice, checking the time it was 6 in the morning where is jungkook this early in the morning if not beside him? was everything that happened yesterday night a dream? Nah, it felt so real and good to be just a dream, did he leave him alone again? jungkook wouldn't do that would-he! after knowing jimin condition wasn't it wasn't good for him to be left alone just yet, these kinda thoughts didn't leave jimin mind, sure his demons were quiet for now but it didn't mean they left for good it's just like a match jimin 1 , demons 0 , everyone has his own demons that's how human mind and life works wether you call them insecurities or anxiety or negative thoughts or demons its the same things in the end they are the bad part of your self but it's different form a person to another some they controle their own demons so they just turn into small negative thoughts like the ones you'll have when you are in a complex situation or in your life generally they tend to tell you wether what you're doing is good or not, if you should do something or leave it or just having a bad feeling or good about something in your daily life and there are others who are in a good terme with their demons those we call bad people in our life or just give them other names like criminals , murderer , thiefs or just those who enjoy seeing other suffer and there is the small percent of people who are just like jimin they let their demons control their mind but not their personality and actions or just they want to fight them but they cant so they go into a mental disorder or start behaving weirdly or just lock themselves to ease their pain , in the end these kinda of things and feeling are different from an individual to another.
" jungkookie hyung" he weakly called getting up from the bed to search for his dear hyung, starting his missions from the bathroom, still no jungkook to the other room aka his still no jungkook then searching around the house he didn't find anyone how come they all left him alone knowing how weak and vulnerable he is without saying a word " where are you hyungie " he mumbled with teary eyes he walked to the garden after a long time her he was back to the place where everything started where he got kidnapped, with shaky legs and arms he punched the door open
' let me go, please let me go ' voices started coming back to his head, he started recalling what happened the other day how they got in and how they started dragging him out
' Mr. big help ' the poor guy yelled but he got a hard slap on his face after that, he started struggling and calling for help hoping his bodyguard would hear him
' help please jungkookie hyung, yoongi hyung. tae anyone ' one of the 4 guys punched him in the face just as he started struggling again one of them put a piece of tissue in his mouth and nose just as he started losing conscience he saw the bodyguard rushing toward him after that everything went blank he didn't know what happened, the poor soul crawled down into a corner crying and yelling his heart out while pooling in his hear so hard that some of it came in his hand
" Please let me goo " he mumbled, again and again, none stop pulling in his hair and scratching his face and arms, poor beautiful he didn't know that coming here will make him like this he just wanted to check for his hyung
" OMG jimin sweety !" someone said from a distance " what happened to you " he rushed toward him kneeling in front of the boy " hey it's me jinnie hyung, calm down please "
" no no no, please don't hurt me, please let me go " the boy shouted backing away till the wall stopped him
" Hey it's okey it's me "
" let me go LET ME GOO, DON'T TOUCH ME " jin backed away reaching for his phone to dialect a number after some rings the other line picked up
" what 'up hyung you know I'm dealing with this fucker, urgent?" the other line said with frustration
" get your ass over here right know jungkook, why did you leave jimin alone " he yelled angrily
" I'm just in the basement dealing with this fucker, why is jimin alright? what happened ? where are you? the leaving room is empty wait even my room, WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU"
" stop yelling, we are in the back garden " sometimes even a doctor can't help you that's why people should be strong, in jimin case he just happened to have someone who can help him more than he can help himself, after less than a minute jungkook came running, he rushed toward the boy and kneeled in front of him
" what happened hyung ? " he asked
" he's having a panic attack, I don't know what happened I just heard him from downstairs screaming and I found him like this "
" Jimin baby look at me " he reached for the boy's shoulder but Jimin just backed further into the wall whimpering a little
" Don't touch me please, let me go please "
" Shhhh baby look it's hyungie, look at me " he caressed the boy cheek softly the good thing was even though Jimin was whimpering to the touch but he didn't yank jungkook hand away so just like this the boss closed the distance between them as he kept caressing the boy cheek smoothly yet softly while saying sweet words
" Shshsh look at me, it's hyungie just me and no one else," he said and kissed the boy on his cheek and stroked his hair, Jimin jerked his head away shutting tightly his eyes as he kept sobbing silently
" beautiful! Look how hyungie miss you do you hear his voice " he gave the boy who kept himself glued to the wall with his head tilted to the side and eyes shut from fear a smooth second kiss in his temple giving jin a signe with his hand for him to go like he was saying I got this, jin nodded and walked away leaving the two alone
" look there is no one here except jiminie and jungkookie hyung " he sweetly asserted putting his other hand on jimin second cheek pulling him away from the wall to make him look at him the boy whimpered again a little as he kept his eyes shut
" Open your eyes! Don't you wanna see hyungie!" He kissed the boy nose " just feel my touch! Can anyone touch you like this other than me " he kissed his eyes " do you feel how much love I give you, do you feel how much hyung loves you" he assured pecking the boy pressed lips "baby! Open your eyes and see that hyungie is here and no one else " he caressed his two cheeks with his thumbs
" h-hyungie? " he asked with his weak shaky voice
" yes, I'm here, open your eyes be strong okey! Come on baby look at me " he slowly opened his teary eyes just to be met with a worried jungkook just in front of his face
"HYUNGIE! " he cried out hugging jungkook neck tightly
" shh I'm here, no one's gonna hurt you " he rubbed his back smoothly patting his head
" w..where were you, w..why did you leave me " he cried
" I'm sorry baby I had work I thought you won't wake up this early I'm sorry for leaving you, hyungie is sorry it will never gonna happen again, I'm sorry " he gave him a cheek kiss " let's get you out of here " he lifted the boy bridal style and walked him to his room he put him in his bed
" don't leave me.. No-no-no. Please stay with me " he grabbed jungkook wrist just as he was about to get up
" Hey I'm not leaving you, I'm just going to the closet okey " he walked to the closet and got one of his sweatshirts and pants
" let's change your clothes, you can't stay like that " he looked at the boy who was just wearing one of his big shirts that stopped in his mid-thighs and a boxer down there, the boy was a red tomato he didn't pay attention to what he was wearing and that he wasn't wearing any pants just jungkook shirt
" omg Jin hyung saw me like this " he screamed panicked hiding his red cheeks with his small hands, jungkook just sighed and looked away
" I'm trying to forget about that and be as positive as I could," he said dissatisfied
"I'm sorry hyungie, I was so stressed and troubled when I didn't find you beside me that I forgot to check myself," he said guiltily
" it's okey, just change baby I'll be here "
" Are you mad?"
" of course not it's not your fault I understand "
" hyungie!"
" just change jimin "
"You are upset," he said bitterly looking down
"I'm not, baby just change then we will talk," he said again
" if you aren't mad why aren't you looking at me, that's the wall, not jimin " he groaned crawling on the bad to where jungkook was sitting
" I have my reasons, im not mad about something you couldn't help, really " he assured the boy but jimin didn't seem to believe him so he tugged in jungkook shirt while saying sorry multiple times
" baby I said im not angry, please just chang_ " he was cut dumbfounded by jimin who sat in his lap straddling him
" Wo, bad move baby " he whispered to the boy's ear with his husky voice sending shivers down jimin spine making him slightly quiver
"Hyungie! I'm I that bad that you can't even look at me " he mumbled surprising jungkook, the latter hugged his waist pulling him closer so their chest collided
" you are so beautiful that I can't look at you without losing control " he whispered to his ear, trailing his hands down jimin shirt to his bare waist brushing his hands up his back smoothly making jimin body tremble
" baby?" He whispered
"Y..yes "
" you do realize you are almost naked down there right!" Jimin nodded not being able to speak
" and you are sitting on something you shouldn't sit on " he whispered again doing motions up and down jimin back while giving him open mouth kisses on his neck, jimin tilted his head to the side giving jungkook more access as he started feeling aroused clenching on jungkook shoulders when the latter kissed under his ear he let an unconscious sound when the older abused that spot he moaned feeling weak in his body as if he was not awake, jungkook trailed his mouth to his jaw and cheek leaving kisses all the way to his lips where he stopped just an inch away
" you are not ready to what the thing you're sitting on can do," he said brushing his lips on jimin's teasingly
"H-hyungie " he whined impatiently, jungkook trailed his hand to the front teasing his nipple with his thumb
" ahh h..hyung " he moaned throwing his head to the back
" Just hearing you moan for me makes me want to take you right now right here " he pulled back jimin head to his front smacking his lips on his sucking on his upper lip while moving his thumb on his nipple teasing it, it took jimin some time to respond since this all was new to him but he got on track and started responding and following the latter motions, jungkook smiled to the kiss licking jimin lip and sucking harder on it, jimin felt as if he lost his mind and his conscious he was feeling aroused and tight in his boxer, jungkook bit his bottom lip asking for entrance to which the latter responded, he put his tongue in exploring jimin mouth and sucking on his tongue making him moan to the kiss, it was a new feeling for jimin but an amazing one he just wanted to thank tae and his perverted movies for making him know a little what to do and what's happening.
KNOCK KNOCK
A knock surprised both of them making them pull away, out of breath jimin let his head fall on jungkook shoulder and his hands to the sides trying to catch his breath and maybe find where his mind was
" kook, Minnie breakfast is ready, be quick " jin said from outside
" fuck I think I lost control " jungkook mumbled after seeing jimin fucked up shape
" baby, you okey " jimin noded nuzzling his face on jungkook neck hugging the latter tightly
" do you think you'll be okey meeting the hyungs?"
"I...I think I should say sorry " he said finally catching all his breath
"You sure?" He nodded again " good change, I'll take a shower then we are heading down " he kissed his cheek putting his back on the bed then went to the bathroom
" fuck, you're such a jerk," he said as soon as he closed the door, looking down to his pants " you shouldn't poke your nose at times like this, you know he can't take you now " to now you know to whom he was talking there is nothing down there except that.
After 15 minutes they both walked to the dining room with a jimin hiding behind Jungkook
" is-he okey! " jungkook just nodded to namjoon
"Can he eat with us? is it okey? " jin asked
"Yeah we won't try and touch him, " hoseok said and yoongi just nodded
" he just feeling shy and guilty, c'mon baby they are not mad at you " jungkook assured trying to make him step away from behind him
" oh jiminie, of course, we aren't who can stay mad at you, " namjoon said smiling
"Yeah chim, we love You and we are happy to finally have you back " hoseok gave him his heart-shaped smile that wormed his heart
" oh my baby is finally okey, I can't believe it im gonna cry "
" you are already crying jin hyung "
"Shut up, grandpa "
" whatever, we are happy you here kiddo " jimin was happy that everyone was pleased seeing him, he smiled his crescent eyes smile and stepped out from behind jungkook at them and looked at them happily and then at the only person who didn't say anything, taehyung just kept quiet looking away as a child with a pout
" tae say something," jin said and he just shook his head
" c'mon, you big baby " jimin looked down with sad eyes
" ooh jiminie don't be sad he is just being a baby just a second ago he was screaming happily when he knew you'll eat with us," namjoon said
" yeah, he actually nudged me all night when he knew you spoke after a whole week wanting to throw a party " hoseok added, jimin looked up at jungkook who nodded at him then walked to where tae was standing beside him
" tae tae?" He said softly surprising taehyung he looked at him with wide shiny eyes and then shook his head as if he was pushing his thought away and turned to the other side giving jimin his back
" I'm sorry," he said with his most sweet voice breaking taehyung shield
"Can you turn around?" He shook his head again
" can I hug you " taehyung looked at him dumbfounded with a sparkle in his eyes
" you will? " he asked uncertainly and jimin nodded and hugged him surprising him and the others, if you didn't realize jimin never hugged them he just hugged jungkook they were the ones that hugged him every time but he never initiated a hug to others except jungkook that's what they were all surprised
" oh chim chim my baby how I missed you " taehyung cried and hugged him back more tightly, let's ignore jungkook's furious and fuming face that nearly got him to break the glass in his hand and concentrate on this sentimental amazing friendship
" and there we are again," yoongi said irritated looking disgustfully at taehyung who was crying like a baby in jimin embrace you almost forget that he is older
" can we hug him too," hoseok said
" yeah we miss him " JIN added and the others nodded
" NO!!" Tae yelled gluing himself to jimin " no one is gonna touch jimin " he added " he is mine" did you think taehyung was kidding? Well he wasn't he literally sticked to jimin like glue the entire day and didn't let anyone take him or touch him not even stay close to him not even jungkook who busied himself at work in the company lashing out all his anger and jealousy on his poor workers who didn't know what was happening or why some of them are being fired, just like that the day finished and everything was normal almost perfect
Keywords: almost
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