The year 2020
"Love!!" I shouted as my lovely girlfriend teased me by taking my clothes away from me.
"I like you naked, love," Rosie chuckled as I ran to her.
"No, no, no," She laughed as I caught her.
I locked my arms around her waist as she kissed me softly.
"I love you Jennie," She moaned.
"I love myself too," I mumbled, and she groaned. "Of course, I love you too! Silly,"
She caressed my face and gave me another sweet kiss. I could live with this every day.
She put the clothes on me while looking at me intimately, "I can't wait to kneel in front of you," she smiled.
"and suck me?" I smirked.
"Oh gosh! You Pervert!" She whined. "You destroyed the moment, Nevermind,"
"Tell me," I pouted, but she just poked my cheeks.
"That's reserved for next time," she hummed and started doing my makeup.
"You know I can do my own makeup right?" I pouted, but she gave me a peck before putting on my lipstick.
"I really love taking care of you. You'll be a future director soon," She hummed.
"And my future wife," she winked.
"So where's the ring?" I raised my eyebrow.
"Just wait, Jennie," She smiled. "So! We need to move faster!" She cheerfully said.
I'm Jennie Kim, a 3rd-year Film making student. I always wanted to become a director someday and create my own show.
And get married someday to the sweetest and loveliest girlfriend I have. I couldn't ask for more. I don't know if I could spend my life without her.
She's Roseanne Park, working in audio post-production and scriptwriting, the woman who stole my heart in a day. One year ago, I met her at a bar where she was recording natural sounds of people talking inside the bar and the bar vibes.
--Flashback--
"New here?" I said to the black-haired woman with an earphone. She looked at me with smile.
"How did you know?" She asked, "Always here?"
"Kind of. We actually owned it," I smirked, but she just laughed like an angel. I suddenly felt my heart skip a beat. Her laugh is so angelic that anytime I'm ready to go to heaven.
"I see." She hummed. We immediately clicked, and so we found similarities between each other.
"I forgot to tell you my name," I said. "I'm Jennie Kim,"
She looked at me weirdly and sighed, "I'm Roseanne Park,"
--End of flashback--
It started there and she asked me to be her girlfriend on the same day. The craziest thing I did was to say yes. We also decided to live with each other the same week.
It's like love at first sight. We just loved each other and got to know each other on our own. That means we never met each other's family and also never talked about them yet.
We have discovered everything with each other and stayed strong and in love since day one.
She's as sweet and caring as she is right now. She never changed; she just loved me unconditionally. We are now dating for one year, and I feel ready to marry her anytime soon.
She's very understanding, and she doesn't get jealous as long as she knows that I still love her and will not leave her. Of course, I will never exchange her for someone else. She is perfect as she is.
"Jennie," I heard Jisoo calling me as we were both studying filmmaking.
"My friend saw Rosie with a girl, two times now," She stuttered.
"Don't mind that," I said because I don't care because Rosie will never do things to hurt me. She is friendly, but she always introduces them to me before going out with them.
"What if she's cheating on you?" I widened my eyes at her.
"Rosie will never do that to me," I coldly said, but she threw some photos to me showing Rosie with a girl with a bangs and with the same height as her. The woman looks so foreign and looks so hot.
I scanned all the photos and saw a picture of them feeding each other and Rosie carrying the woman at her back. They really look like a lover. And the last image gave a pang in my heart, the woman with her is kissing her all over her face which I know that Rosie doesn't allow our friends to kiss her.
I took my phone and dialed her number, but I could not contact her anymore.
I don't know who to contact because she always stays with me and doesn't go out with someone else that much other than my friends.
I called her workplace, but they told me that she had resigned.
Rosie just disappeared without a trace. I never found her.
My friends and I just assumed that she chose the woman behind the photos. I have already planned my future with her; she's the love of my life. I cannot believe that she totally ghosted me.
It's my fault for letting her in.
It's my fault for making things fast between us.
--The year 2021--
"Forget about her, Jennie!" So Jisoo pleaded with me while everyone was just disappointed with me.
"Jennie, you need to focus. We are already graduating, stop thinking about her," Nayeon apologetically said.
"I know, I know!" I huff. "I can't even pronounce her name," I rolled my eyes.
"Then what are you doing?! Choosing to waste your time drowning yourself with alcohol because of a woman who left you without saying a word?" Jisoo growl.
"Jisoo stop," Irene sternly said.
"I'm sorry." Jisoo sighed. "Your grades are failing, Jennie. Please, we need you back,"
"You're portfolio is becoming dull, Jennie." Nayeon said as Irene just nodded.
"I want her back," I cried, and I felt their arms around me.
"We are always here for you, Jennie."
"Let's find that woman in the photo," I beg, but they just shook their heads.
"For what Jennie? To see Rosie happy with someone else? we don't want to see you get hurt even more,"
For a year, I managed to cope up with my friend's help. We finally finished our studies and started with our careers as filmmakers.
I did not come back to what I was before. Instead, I closed my heart to everyone and started becoming cold with strangers or with anyone except my best friends.
We are working at YG Production, and everyone is just afraid of me because of my strong personality and cold treatment.
--The year 2022--
I entered the office to see a lot of flowers on my desk.
"Still not giving her a chance?" Jisoo teased.
"Who?" I groaned. "I don't even know where it came from,"
"Jennie," Nayeon facepalmed. "It's from Sana,"
"She's a sweet girl, Jennie." Irene said.
"She is," I sighed. "But I'm afraid,"
"She's not R-," I saw Jisoo covering Nayeon's mouth.
"Plus, Sana is the only person that is not intimidated by you, other than us of course," Irene chuckled as I stared at the flowers again.
"But she's a rising actress," I said, trying to find an excuse.
"Just try it Jennie," Jisoo said.
--
The year 2023
The third-year since Rosie disappeared, no one has ever mentioned her name again. So I also start dating Sana.
The article about us dating spread around the world. Sana is a good actress, and I became a well-known director.
People have been supported by both of us. We are always on cover photos in a magazine or on a billboard.
Sana tamed me but not totally, but she's been patient with me. She knows that I'm afraid of being left, she doesn't know the story behind it, but she knows that I have an ex but never knows any further.
I'm still cold to other people, but people know that Sana can only warm me.
I'm afraid that Sana is like Rosie. She's understanding, sweet and caring. That's why I chose not to fall and love Sana as much as she loves me.
She respected me where we never slept together or made out. We just kiss but a peck. She told me that she would marry me first before doing all of the intimate things with me. Cuddling, holding hands, and a peck is enough for her.
--
The year 2025
It's already Five years since Rosie left. I thought Sana would go too, but she stayed. I love her, but not as much as I loved Rosie. But Sana is here; she stayed and never gave me a reason to hate her. We are already dating for two years. We are still the power couple, and Sana gets more projects now.
While I currently have a new project that I need to direct.
"Jennie, It's good that you're here," Yg said.
"I already have the script, I think Sana is good for the role,"
The Ceo told me that it's a perfect story for me to direct because I like tragic stories.
"Sana always does good in her role, I will tell her," I smiled.
"Good!" Yg cheered and gave me the script. "Oh! I also want Jisoo to be the other lead,"
"What?!" I choked. "It's a girl-to-girl story?"
"Aha! Jisoo and Sana have good chemistry. Not to offend you but Jisoo is a good actress too. She's the right person for the role," I nodded.
I informed the chosen people to act for the story. It doesn't really require a big cast because the story will focus on the leading actor.
We gathered for another meeting to talk about the story which will be explained by the writer itself.
Irene, Nayeon, Jisoo, Sana, other actors, and Yg were already sitting when we saw the door open.
My friends and I dropped our jaw when we saw the same woman with Rosie in the photos five years ago.
"Hi everyone, I'm sorry for being late. I'm Lisa Manoban, the scriptwriter! Please be good to me!" She said.