LISA
"You look like you just came out of a 2000's love music video" Chilli said making ti laugh I instantly rolled my eyes at her stupid ass
Wish we didn't have to share a room so I could be depressed with out their annoying asses bugging me
They been trying to get me out this bed all week but nothing they can do to make me feel better
That girl really broke me I never felt this way about nobody and at a point I seen a future with her I still do see one with her
The way I love her is the way she love ashanti, I know she have love for me but she never love me like I love her
If you would let me kill ashanti she wouldn't have a choice but to love us
"I hate her so much" I hissed saying out loud ignoring both my siblings on my bed "who" Tionne asked crossing her legs looking at me
"Ashanti, she leave breaking my baby heart just to come back and steal her right from under me" I said I felt my face heat up and I just know it was turning red from how mad I was starting to get
A effect from being bipolar
"Hold on Jamal don't pull out the nine" ti said her and Chilli bust out laughing thinking that corny ass shit was so funny
I closed my eyes calming my self down if I get heated I might let nina go fuck her up a bitch knowing nina she wanna kill ashanti and her whole family
And do
"Look we can go jump ashanti if you like" Chilli said making me chuckle that's why I love both of my sisters
Yes sometimes their annoying ass fuck but they loyal and the only people that be there for me when im in my worst and can relate to half of what I go
Even though they always there for me they never be there for me like she was, she always held me when I needed her the most
Let me lay on her chest and match her breathing when I need it the most when ti or Chilli some where with they men
Instead of being scared of me she actually was the only one to sit down and talk to me
Folks think im just this crazy ass girl who don't take her medicine and harass people when in reality i'm a normal person with feelings
She got to know me for Lisa taylor not left eye, nina, elo, KJ none of them other personalities I got or nick names
Just Lisa nicole taylor, me and her use to be good friends but we just stopped hanging and talking when I had to spend that one summer in juvenile
So it wasn't hard for me to talk to her when we first start back talking at that store I just talked with her like we was still kids it was just easy for me
She know more about me then I know about my damn self it was even a point when we was together that our period came on together
That's how I new we was ment to be soul mates and was gone be in it for the rest of our lives but of course life fucked me in the asshole and made ashanti come back
cardi always been a simp for ashanti so im not surprised she went back to her
"Cardi would kill me if we even thought about it" I said finally responding to what chilli said making Ti scoff "we can jump her ass to" I just shook my head at what she said
"Teyana, megan, aaliyah and the rest of that crew ain't gone let that roll and megan tall ass can take all three of us by her self" I said chuckling making both my sisters laugh in agreement with me
megan will beat the shit out of us if we even though about laying a finger on her best friend
she.do not play when it come to that midget vice versa
"get up we going to the store" our step dad said popping his head in the room
"learn how to knock you peanut head ass bitch" Ti snapped on him because he always coming in our room
"I pay bills" he said raising a eyebrow making all three of us roll our eyes
"we could be naked" I replied he chuckled before looking at me giving me a weird look and leaving the room I just shifted uncomfortable from the look he just gave me
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ASHANTI
I was cuddled into cardi as we just watched tv in my room I couldn't help it I missed her I already went months with out seeing her and even though she hurt me I still just wanna be up under her
she had her arms wrapped around me while I had a leg thrown over her and my head on her chest with my right arm being wrapped around her body and the other under her head
with power playing on the tv I wasn't paying attention to the tv I was mostly deep in my thoughts
I can't be mad because we wasn't together and she so perfect she might be alot of things but she not a cheater never been and never will be
she promised her self she always treat who ever she date she treat better then her dad treated her mom
he use to cheat and verbally/mentally abuse her when she was younger before ms quintanilla got with mr Simmons
her dad even tried killing her mom and her sister when she was ten, she genuinely can never be like him
she always thinks of me and when ever im mad her ask what she can do to make it better
she hates when we fight or argue and I do to that's another reason why I love her she listens and pay attention to me know everything about me
to when I start my cycle to my favorite peice of clothing she can never do anything to hurt me
"I'm sorry" she said out of the blue making me sigh "I wish you stop apologizing I know your sorry and im not mad" I lied to her I can't be mad but im mad
I want to scream, cry and mess the world up because I hate the fact she slept with somebody else other then me
I never felt insecure in our relationship but I do now not only do she got feelings for lisa but look at her
she use to mess around with my cousin and he use to say how she got some good vagina
which makes me more insecure because me and cardi never had sex, cardi lost her vaginity months before we got together but im still a virgin
me and her planned on having sex for my eighteenth birthday and I always felt a little down because knowing her she have pleasures and have to please her self all the time
the girl is a walking horn ball she acts like a dude with how horny she always is the lightest touch from me can make her ass horny
"stop thinking about it only making your self more sad" she said sitting up forcing me to sit up with her but I just cuddled more into her
"Im not thinking about it" I said but my voice cracked letting her know I was lying Im not the best at lying
when ever I lie my voice cracks which quickly gives me away that's why I just don't lie especially to her
"yes you is and I know exactly what you thinking im with you not her so what do that tell you" nothing
"I don't know" I replied making her sigh "I love you" she said leaning down kissing my neck
I love you more is what I wanted to say but I just didn't say nothing and she knew what I wanted to say but couldn't because she squeezed me
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