The party is over and I thought of my baby preparing food on his own. So, I shrugged the thought. I made my way to my car.
I have to question my baby about what he meant when he said 'I will definitely find you.' From there, playing my favourite song Abyss, I reach on 10 minutes. I rangthe bell for three times and make my way inside.
This is first time I did this. I want to surprise my baby, of course. Nobody came. No response. I look at the time in my wrist watch and see it 22:30.
I sigh. Probably asleep. I opened the door and went inside. I directly went to our bedroom and... DIDN'T FIND HIM!
I went to the kitchen. DIDN'T FIND HIM!
I went to bathroom and knocked. DIDN'T FIND HIM! there.
I searched for him, the whole house but, still didn't find him.
Again.. The suffering started. My breath enormously grew. At this point, I can't even make anu conclusions.. Positive conclusions.
Jungkook, think first! don't! Don't! Fall into conclusions. It is not good for anyone. Did he go out for some purpose? He will let me know for sure.
He also have no friends in Seoul.. So, he can't go Anywhere. WHERE DID HE GO THEN???
I collapse on the ground. Where did he go?
"I will definitely meet you all, hyung. Don't worry. I am right here and I will definitely find you even if I am not here."
"I will miss you!"
"I will definitely find you!"
Is this why he said this? I find no things belonging to him. Nothing at all! Is this what he meant when he said those, with me and my hyungs?
I know, this day is gonna come and it has come finally. WHERE DID HE GO?
JINNIE! COME BACK TO YOUR JUNGKOOK!"
"I LOVE YOU, JINNIE."
"PLEASE COME BACK FROM WHERE'ER YOU ARE."
"PLEASE, JINNIE, PLEASE. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! AND I KNOW YOU LOVE M-"
That is the only thing I remember yeeling out before completely passing out!