[Chapter 7]
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A/N: This chapter and the next few ones will be really disturbing, you can skip to the end of the chapter to know the synopsis.
⚠️Warning, this chapter contains mature language and content, sexual assault and vulgar display/language.
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I should straight have left.
I looked at the door knowing what was coming. This was his house he had spare keys to every room.
"Come out, little witch, I need to get fed."
I didn't think he was so impatient, until he knocked the door down.
"You're drowning in the vast ocean and I am the shore you need to land to to survive, the land that holds darkness and chaos."
That was when I clearly understood he wasn't sane, he wasn't just strong, he was trained, devious and cunning.
"What will it be, sweet liar?"
He frightened the hell out of me. What is he going to do to me?
"Are you scared, little Beth?"
"Scared?"
I laughed at myself for having such a strong feeling, even if it was fright. I always liked to welcome any feeling left in me. He was looking at me like I was a freak who was laughing before getting raped. Because that was what was going on, and we both knew it. No turning back after this. But if I let myself get raped, that'll mean I'll lose control. I knew it didn't make sense, there was nothing I could do about it, but I wasn't going to let it happen.
"Answer me, sweet liar."
"No."
"No?"
"N fucking O!"
"Amusing, aggravatingly amusing."
He voiced out loud, making Beth blush, which she refused to acknowledge.
"I won't let you strip me of my control."
"I don't need you to let me, I can do it both ways, Beth, but think wisely, can you?"
"You can do whatever the fuck you want with my body."
"I'm planning to do so."
"But not with my control. I never lost to anyone, and I won't ever lose to a person like you either."
"I did not expect anything less from you beautiful which."
He seemed astonished with me like he was doing something wrong here. He wasn't getting me scared, which maddened him and I knew that.
I saw it on his face, his eyes, he was losing it. I knew that I was going to win if we continue like this. But he wasn't having that, maybe at first, he didn't even think that this could go this far, but now?
I was aware I would lose my virginity right then and there. I felt numb again. I just want to get over it so I pushed myself from the bed and went straight in front of him.
"Do it.-"
He took a step towards me then.
"I dare you!"
I said while looking into his eyes. I did not back down. We didn't touch but that was when it hit me. I was so aroused, I hate myself for it, and that was when I noticed him. I knew I shouldn't have looked but all I wanted was to gaze elsewhere from his eyes. And there he was standing, big, hard, aching, I got frightened for a second one more. He noticed it, he wouldn't have touched me if he didn't think I lost control. He knew it meant he was winning.
He pushed me to the bed with such force and hate, that it made me scream.
"BASTARD!"
I was in a terrible situation at the moment. Hair all messed up and all aroused, I detested it, but I wasn't going to let him have his way with me.
"Be ready for me, I'll have you right here, right now."
"I promise I'll hurt you so bad you'll regret looking at me with such want."
He said while he tore his clothes slowly, one by one, falling on the ground. He was naked in front of me, and there was the slightest fright again.
"NO. I do not want this from you!"
The second I saw him naked I'd already regretted ever existing.
"Holy shit!"
I haven't signed up for any of this bullshit.
I wasn't going to let it take over me, nor would I ever let him do it, at least that was how I thought. He pushed his crotch on me, my clothes felt like they weren't even there.
He touched every inch of my body, always pinning me down on him while never taking his gaze away from my eyes
"I won't!"
His caressed my face, tracing small circles on my cheeks.
"You won't what, sweet Beth?"
"I won't scream for you like the sluts you fuck every night. I refuse it. I won't!"
"Oh you will... And I... I'm... Not so sorry for making you do so."
"I am telling you! I am not going to let you enjoy this without trying hard enough, you'll go mad."
"So, so, nasty and bad mouthed, little Beth. You make me want to end you."
"I am telling you! That if you don't back off right now I'll destroy you for every other woman!"
'WITCH! How dare she?'
I knew I was able to do it to everyone else in this world, after all, I had seen too much of that. I was trained, even if I never did it, I was still trained for this. But I wasn't sure Damian would fall for it. I just tried my best to scare him for a second and run away. His expression turned even darker. He went above my head taking out something black to tie my hands at the front edge of the bed.
"I dare you to say that again woman!"
"I will, and want, to destroy you for every other woman.- Remember it was you who crossed the line. Don't come back wanting revenge from me. I won't let you have it at that time. This is the only chance you'll get. And after that, I'll even be grateful to you. Since you'll be my first and I no longer will need to think too much about it when having sex with everybody I like."
"Mmm. You've always been the fiesty one, haven't you?"L I believe you can destroy every one around you, everyone that is weaker that you are. You will burry your teeth in the an make them obey you by force, like the wild and restless animal you are. But to me, you are just bark, no bite. I am out of your league sweetheart, even if you don't admit it, you fear me. You need to be dominated to understand what real sex fells like, that is the reason you're still..."
"Still what? A virgin! Why can't you saw it Damian, are you afraid?"
I said while laughing and wrapping my legs around his waist daringly. While he was looking at me, now with what seemed like possessiveness and pure desire.
"Yes, it is true. I surely remember to thank you after."
"Thank me for what, sweet Beth?"
"Thank you for making it easier for me to fuck whoever I want after this."
He let out a menacing laugh at her words,
"You are funny, woman. Do you think after I am done with you, any man could do for you?"
I smiled at him inviting him to try it. He got all serious again, looked straight to my cold dreaded soul.
"Virgin?"
His eyes widened knowingly.
"That was slow for you Damian."
I said his name for the first time and it felt like fire on my lips. That was when the alarm hit me. What if he destroys me like that? But I knew better, there was no way out of this. I had gotten into this trouble, I can only blame and hate myself for it. But I was determined, in any way, I would be the one winning this battle, I couldn't afford to lose.
"What? Sheila didn't tell you about it?"
"She sure didn't. After she said your age I threw her out. This is getting interesting."
He said and I asked him what exactly had Sheila told him. He dodged the question and started biting, kissing, grabbing, caressing, everywhere he could reach his hands. It looked firm but it felt like a complete mess.
I was so out of my mind I could die at any moment. I could feel him above me too all hard and ready.
It felt like there wasn't anything between us just pure animalistic behavior.
It was scary. It was not hot. There was only hate. There wasn't any love or like to it.
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A/N: This is a steamy chapter, but also very emotional, when anger and want mix together, an explosion is awaiting at the end.
A playlist will be made for this book when edited.
Have a nice day/night!