7pm.
We are here sa kubo to eat our dinner, kung tatanungin nyo kung kamusta na kami ni sela. Wala, hindi parin kami nag papansinan. I mean nag uusap kami pero in a cold way?
We just waiting for coleen, frances and gabb because nasa room sila nag bibihis lang. I'm with jaydee she's using her phone, si sela naman ay nasa kabilang table. Hindi kalayuan sa table namin.
"Hello miss can I buy you drinks?"-one old man approached sela.
"No I'm good"
"Bakit naman just one drink it's on me, kahit anong gusto mo"-pangungulit pa nitong isa.
"I said I'm good sir"-saad ni sela. Jaydee looked at me at tatayo sana siya para puntahan si sela pero pinigilan ko.
Sela's POV
"Come on"-sabi nya at hinawakan yung shoulder ko. Arghhh!! Lagi nalang ba!?
"I said im good"-I said and tinanggal pag kakahawak nya sakin.
"Come on kahit isa lang miss"- he said at hinawakan nya ulit ako. Aghh mami!!
"Don't do that! I said I'm good"-I said at pinalo yung kamay nya na naka hawak sa balikat ko.
"Uhm excuse me sir"-biglang sulpot ni abby. Omygod! You're a life savior abelaine.
"Anong problem?"-tanong nito.
"Sino kaba bakit ka namamakailam dito?"-galit na galit na sabi nito kay abby.
"Excuse me, but I'm the owner of this resort and I can make you pack your bags now"-ani nito. Ay woa? Si abby ba ito?
"Okay I'm sorry I'm sorry"-saad ng lalaking to at umalis na.
"Ate sela medyo nabastos ka ata non ah okay ka lang?"-tanong ni jaydee sakin. About abelaine naka tingin lang sakin.
"I'm okay thankyou"-I said to jaydee.
"Thank you abby"-I seriously said.
"I'm not gonna allow anyone here disrespecting you"-saad nito at umupo na sa table nila. Wait? Ako lang ba? I find her attractive pag nag eenglish siya gosh! You're making me crazy Trinidad.
Abby's POV
"I'm not gonna allow anyone here disrespecting you"-pag ulit ni jaydee sa sinabi ko kanina.
"Stop. Tell me, mali ba yung ginawa ko?"-I asked.
"No? Kailan magiging mali ang pag tulong sa kapwa?"-saad nito kaya tumango tango nalang ako.
"Pero for you, do you find her attractive? Ang ganda ni ate sela"-saad nito.
"Uhm..."
"Let's eat na gutom nako!!"-biglang sulpot ni gabb kasama si coleen at frances.
"Tara kain na tayo"-sabi naman ni jaydee pero tinignan muna nya ako ng nakakalokong tingin.
"Ate sela dito nalang kayo, para mas happy"-saad ni jaydee. Ngumiti muna si marsela sa kanya bago tumayo at pumunta dito sa table namin.
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"We are going back to manila tommorow"-malungkot na saad ni coleen habang kinakain ang meal nya.
For dinner I ordered vegetable salad, hehe diet ako.
"Agad, agad arghh!! I don't want to go back to work"-gabb said.
"Maybe we can message dad to say that give us one more day to stay here"-frances said.
"We can't, dad messaged me. Kailangan na daw tayo don so basically uuwi talaga tayo tomorrow"-saad ni marsela na ikinalungkot ng iba.
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"Hello?"-nagulat ako ng biglang sumulpot si marsela dito. Binigyan nya ako ng jacket dahil siguro napansin din nyang lamig na lamig ako btw nandito ako ngayon sa tabing dagat. It's already 8pm.
"Why are you here?"-I asked.
"To talk to you I guess?"-she said at umupo sa tabi ko.
"Thankyou, thankyou sa mga ginawa mo ngayong araw. I'm sorry kung naging mean ako sayo"-saad niya.
"It's fine, apology accepted"
"Ganyan kaba talaga?"-she said. What?
"Huh?"-I asked. "Wala ba sa vocabulary mo ang ngumiti or maging masaya manlang?"-she said. Wala marsela wala.
"Wala, because I'm exhausted and tired"-I said.
"Huh? Tired of what? Eh nandito nga tayo para mag enjoy, hindi ka naman nag tratrabaho ha"-she said. Marsela really?
"I'm tired of doing the things, over and over again. In the things that I'm not sure of the outcome. In the things only me could appreciate and understand"
"I see, i see. I'm sorry for being mean earlier. And abelaine i just want to say that you deserve to rest. Don't pressure yourself, I appreciate you okay?"
"I'm super tired of asking is it everything enough? Am i not enough?. Marsela am i enough?"
"Yes, yes yes. Alam mo we don't know each other yet, but I can see na mabait ka, hindi mo nga lang pinapakita yon sakin. You're enough"
"Haha I'm not. Kung nabubuhay lang siguro si mom, parang wala na din akong nanay kasi baka pinag tabuyan nako non eh. I'm asshole"-I said. Nag brebreakdown nanaman ako because of amy. Damn I miss my sister, sumabay pa tong si sela dahil sa ginawa nya kanina sakin.
"Alam mo may five things na kinapapagod ko. You want to know what is it?"
"If okay lang sayo na malaman ko, go. I'm always here, listening"-she said.
"One, I'm tired of all of my dramas. My life was an open book ready to be viewed by everyone, people knew everything. Huhusgahan ka without knowing the real reason kung bakit ako ganto"
"Two, tired of all the people who acts that they care. Mga taong nasa tabi mo pag kailangan sila. Those who care but didn't chose to stay"
"Three, tired of believing. Believing that someone, there's someone will catch me when I fall. Someone I can lean on"
"Four, tired of thinking. Thinking that everything will be okay, that tommorow is another day. Thinking about others, tired of thinking at all"
"And five, tired of being alone. Just by myself, tired of being all by myself. Yes I'm surrounded by the best people but they can't see what inside of me, they can't see what inside of this Abelaine Trinidad"
"You're not alone, now I'm here you can lean on, on me. You can tantrums infront of me, and I'm here always listening to your problems and most of all you wouldn't get a judgement from me because I can feel you"-she said, nagulat naman ako ng ipinatong nya ang kamay nya sa kamay ko na nasa hita ko ngayon.
"Maybe you smile, but that doesn't prove that you're happy. You laugh but we can't see what inside of your heart"
"I found my home, my rest, I found god and I realized that I should surrender my all to him"-I said.
"I'm proud of you and what you've done I know you're a good person, good sister and a good daughter"
"Let's go back sa limang nag papalungkot sayo. The number five, you're not alone because from now on I am with you, you have us. Number four thinking is for weak people only. Number three promise me you'll never stop believing, believing the plan for you. Number two you should love others. And Number 1 you should believe to yourself and to your strength, no more dramas"-she said. Wait? Si marsela ba talaga to? Ang kilala ko lang pong marsela is yung masungit.
"Thankyou, thankyou marsela. Thank you for listening kahit papaano napa gaan mo ang loob ko"-I said.
"I'm always here for you. So let's be friends?"-she said at inalok ang kamay nya.
"Okay friends"-I said at kinamayan siya.
"Don't be masungit to me please dahil sa totoo lang nakakatakot"-I said.
"Okay abelaine!"-saad nya sa masungit na salita.
"Oh ayan na"
"Let's go back, inaantok nako, maaga tayong uuwi bukas"-she said at nag lakad na pabalik ng room. Agad ko naman siyang hinabol para maabutan ko siya.
I looked to the jacket na naka sout sakin. Hmm ambango ah, pwede bang sakin nalang to.
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TrinidadJaydee Sana 'di na kayo mag bardagulan sakit nyo sa ulo eh #seby
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[A/N]: next update after exam.