I'm on my way to my singing class as I hear the sound from an incoming snap blasting through my phone. I know it's from Ryan and I'm really nervous to open it. "Get over yourself", I whisper to myself as I press the button.
"I agree. We should do it together. I trust you. Don't tell anyone about this, it will only cause a lot of unnecessary drama. When can I see you? Does Monday after school work for you?"
I didn't see this one coming, I had already given up all hopes when he said he had some doubts. I guess some people can really surprise us. I answer that Monday is fine for me and we go back to our daily, casual conversations.
All of a sudden, he asks me: "Will you go easy on me, please? I'm really stressed about this." I think that's cute and I reassure him that everything is going to be just fine. I promise him that I won't tell anyone (even though at this point, I've already told my best friend) and that he is safe from judgements with me.
Apparently, his parents are on a trip to Spain this week, so he is home alone. That makes it a lot easier for us to have our fun.
I can't stop imagining what it will be like. He never brags about his body, so he probably isn't very confident. He should be, he is really hot. I'm singing songs about heartbreak, but in my head I'm already having sex with Ryan at this very moment.