*October 31, 2021, Halloween*
Brianna: oh boys come here quickly
Daniel: yes mother?
James: you want to talk to us about something??
Brianna: remember we will be having a Halloween party tonight
Daniel: yes!
James: Can we please help with the food
Brianna: of course you can help me and the stuff with the Halloween things
James: we going to sacred uncle jimin so good when he gets here
Daniel: right Hahaha
Brianna: have fun with that
The twins: we will mom Hahaha *smiling mischief*
A few hours later
The party looks like this:



This is the entry:

Food:






Costumes:
Brianna costume:




The twins:
They're makeup)


Playlist:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O-XD_-tRzwY

And a lot of people did come to the party looking mindblowing by the whole place looking different cause jimin and jhope was holding on to each other meanwhile suga was impressed by the whole thing jungkook did go over to try the green monster finger with taehyung they being to drooling over the snack watching people having fun together around the place soon enough Brianna did walk out on stage looking stunning and her friends were cheering loud same as the twins from the crowd which did surprise bts who didn't realize who she was at first glance cause her to make up yet taehyung was speechless then start to smile on his face again

She was singing and dancing with her dancer's while spooky smoke is covering the floor ever and Brianna performance was great cause she was acting a scary monster with her dancer's after coming from off the stage and everyone started to clap loud soon Brianna being to speak to everyone there with a smile on her.
Brianna: everyone for coming out tonight I hope you'll have fun and wonderful here happy Halloween guys
The audience: happy Halloween!
Afterward, she was hugged by her best friends and that did make Brianna happy to see them again cause she missed so much and they had a fun time with each other meanwhile jimin was walking around with V and nowhere the twins sacred him without warning making jimin scream making V laugh with them who give them a high five making jimin pouting about that and join everyone else dancing with Brianna and her friends are having a lot of fun soon everyone made space so the twins vs Ricky and his friends meanwhile their dad and the guys was confident the twins get this in the bag.
V: put them in their place guys!
Bts: hell yea!

Ricky and his friends being to dance first meanwhile the twins were laughing together cause their side is booing Ricky and his dancing teammates but when they start dancing with their teammates aka their friends the whole was cheering loud and whistling as well from their uncle's since they were doing different moves and getting into the Halloween spirit tonight being to play loud. The twins dancing with their girls' dancer's on their team are looking like pro dancer's and Ricky teammates look at them in shock cause they don't know the twins was a pro dancer's at all but they being to dance with Ricky Ricky again on the next song after the twin's team was stopping dancing but diss and laughing at them for lame moves they were during the dance battle making James shake his head at them with a smile on his face same as jhope who isn't happy when he saw Ricky and his dance teammates moves making him tear up about it a little bit. But James and Daniel can't stand the cringe dance anymore so they decide to make things spooky for Ricky and his friends once and for all with the help of their family cause on the stage their wolf dog's was howling together making a lot of people sacred like Ricky and ever bts themselves was sacred hearing the music playing nowhere

So the twins being to dancing together with their friends who look like monsters as well and Ricky himself was trying to left cause different people keep pop up from different places of the house meanwhile bts joined them in the Frankenstein dance and everyone else having lot fun on the dance floor doing different dance moves or drinking and food some people was go into the hunt basement with their kids for candy but still screaming then laugh together at the end yet when bts did go through them was holding on to each other or run quickly while screaming out of fear mostly jungkook, V and jhope as well as jimin mostly the rest was asking themselves why they agree to come down here in the basement or why are they doing this to themselves and when the guy's get done with the spooky basement, they was checking their heart rate just feel like it was going to jump out after what happened mostly jimin and jhope look they saw a ghost but soon namjoon leave to go greet his beautiful girlfriend who seating on the couch from dancing which they being to talk to each other for a few hours. Soon Brianna get take by rose to the dance floor with the rest of the ladies and they was enjoying themselves together dancing to the music acting like monsters meanwhile namjoon did very drunk and none of the members was around to see what happened at the moment cause they was off having fun together on the dance floor or eating and jimin being jimin is flirting different girls which don't the boys at all namjoon is drunk to the point where he can't even recognize that the girl he was kissing wasn't Brianna at all and they was just making out for a hour straight so they take it upstairs to out of the guest room's to have sex but few minutes one of Brianna friends who was Ariana is walking past the rooms until she hear noises from a guest room and so she get closer to hear inside with her hand covering her mouth cause she is shocked after hearing the voice of Brianna boyfriend namjoon with another girl having sex together so Ariana quickly left from upstairs to go find her best friend somewhere in the party and she finally found Brianna seating at the bar with the others but look at with a pity look on her face and Brianna was curious about what is happening going on with her so she decided they should take it in the kitchen where it isn't loud at all and Selena did follow them as well.
Brianna: so what is going on with you???
Ariana: um I know it you and namjoon have been together for the last 12 months and love each other but more as you love him than he did towards you
Brianna: what are you talking about???
Ariana: will at this very moment he is cheating on you with another girl from the party tonight
Brianna: oh is it so
Ariana: yes Brianna I'm so sorry
Brianna: I had a feeling he barely spoke or touch me whenever some around so I just don't say anything at all
Ariana: let's show him you aren't the one to mess up on
Selena: yes you do it Brianna
Brianna: let's go ladies
Back to the party
Dj: ladies and gentleman Brianna have a song for her boyfriend
(The girls help pick out the whole outfit when she changed out of her dress)


Brianna was singing first with a smile on her and the girls joined her in singing when a spot light on the couple coming downstairs together which surprised everyone else the girls is singing and dancing with Brianna but she being to singing for alone moment softly and go to back sing along with the rest girls voices mixing together sounding beautiful together afterwards Ariana and Selena as well as her other friends group with Brianna smiling together and the crowd was cheering loud when namjoon try *key word* to talk and get her attention yet the girls wasn't having none of the BS that's going to fly out his mouth to spoil her party mood cause he do have red lipstick on his neck and along his hair was mess with his outfit is looking like a messy as well so he doesn't realize how badly things are looking for him and the guy's was disappointed with him as well so they can't believe it themselves but jhope and jin go see Brianna same as the rest except namjoon for the best at the moment for jungkook who back to being her best friend again she hugged each them which surprised suga lot cause he doesn't remember the last time she did hug him at all in a while the guys were having fun together with Brianna and her friends
A few hours later
The party was over and Brianna did greet everyone who is leaving the place soon the staff members who help with the party started to take down the Halloween things with the twins help once again and the food as well as the trash clean up by her friends and family while she was doing dishes with jungkook help they were just like best friends since the two hang out with each other soon enough everyone did leave her place except V was waiting for some reason
Brianna: are you going to leave with the guy's V???
V: I just wanted to say it the party was crazy and I did enjoy myself tonight
Brianna: Hahaha thanks
V: your welcome night
Brianna: good night Mr.hyung haha
V: you play so dirty *pouting*
Brianna: Hahaha will you go
V: I'm leaving don't miss me too much
Brianna: keep dreaming dude
V: ....touch
Brianna: Hahaha bye guys!
Jhope: I love you, sis!
Brianna: I love you too silly!
Jhope: Hahaha you know me so well
They did drive off and Brianna did go watch scary movies with her friends, as well as the twins, cause she did Ju a little bit but her friends were covering their faces with their blankets and peek up when the good parts are showing in the movie the whole night.
Until everyone goes to sleep upstairs in different rooms I mean Brianna didn't wake up with any tears in her eyes and I can't blame her whatsoever since she is done crying over the guy's in general.
V: you play so dirty *pouting*
Brianna: Hahaha will you go
V: I'm leaving don't miss me too much
Brianna: keep dreaming dude
V: ....touch
Brianna: Hahaha bye guys!
Jhope: I love you, sis!
Brianna: I love you too silly!
Jhope: you know me so well
They did drive off and Brianna did go watch scary movies with her friends, as well as the twins, cause she did jump a little bit but her friend have covered their faces with their blankets and peek up when the good parts are showing in the movie the whole night. Until everyone goes to sleep upstairs in different rooms I mean Brianna didn't wake up with any tears in her eyes and I can't blame her whatsoever since she is done crying over a stupid guy who decides to cheat on her in general and has just been very busy with her team after saying bye to her son's then make a live stream with a best friend who is her makeup artist and pick her outfit cause he knows Brianna very well and always makes her day more relaxing than before.
Brianna: sup guy's once again thanks to everyone who did come last night and had fun with my family and friends even though there was a little issue there as well but awww for the amazing come on my look right now and Andy is the one who hooks me up with amazing looks since the day he was added to my team which I'm very happy about it
Andy: awww thanks babes
Brianna: of course boo and before
you'll start talking crazy he has a lover
Andy: it is true but you don't want to talk about what happened at your party or Nah??
Brianna: no no I don't want to talk about him or the issue in general huh
Andy: it is understandable even though you look, good Mama
Brianna: thank you very much I mean you did your thing on me ok
Andy: I always do huh ever though I love working with you so much Hahaha
Brianna: your unfair cause I love everyone on the team it's just I will sometimes have to be someone in check or is not entity good for the team my manager will let them go and give them the right money from the time they were working with me
Andy: the ok boss lady I get it
Brianna: already let me go do this interview
Andy: luck with the rude bitch
Brianna: Hahaha be quiet
Andy: alright
A few hours later
Radio host: Do you have a new song to sing here on life for us today??
Brianna: yes yes I do
Radio host: can't hear it

Brianna started to singing after the beat drops and everyone was listening to her singing with lot emotions and fan's was jamming in their cars meanwhile bts members is looking at namjoon who look clueless on what going on cause he has a hook over from last night and they just shake their heads to go to listening when she being to singing again and they can sound different feelings with her words meaning Brianna already knows about him cheating on her from the start without saying anything to either of the guys and just stop coming to the shows little bit by little with James and Daniel as well which hurt the guy's lot but they start to become jealous wonho since they did see him hangout with brianna and the twins or just the two going on best friends date in Philippines seating on a boat and the two them was talking friendly to each other along taking pictures together in different places yet and han jisung himself being jealous of seeing brianna and wonho acting like best very friends cause they was jumping together in the water making their other friends cheering loud with them yet namjoon thought she was "cheating" but the most important is Brianna be spending time with her kids for their concerts and so Brianna did address the issue to her fan's on live stream with a strong drink cause she feel chill same with wonho is seating next to her on the couch peting her puppy dog who felling sleeping in her lap .
Live stream (weeks ago)
Brianna: I don't know why people act like they never see a girl and boy for dead serious my other best friend is Male as well yet some people have an issue with me being best friends with someone else who I know before I did get famous Jesus, I'm making things clear lf you believe any of the rumors it is going around on the internet then your not a true fan at all and lf you did your homework to found the truth I love you guys a lot yet again trust me the same person started this whole mess will be getting a big surprise by me but I'm not going exposed the name at the moment.
Wonho: you guy's already heard what Brianna have said was the truth we are just two best friends having fun together and taking pictures in different places with other friends along with us besides I don't mess with relationships at all but I feel kind of bad for her boyfriend at the moment Hahaha
Brianna: sssh Hahaha I have a treat for you guy's anyways bye guy's
wonho: bye
Back to the present moment
After she get singing the song everyone in the room was clapping their hands so go back to asking questions and she did answer everything but things about namjoon cause Brianna did roll her eyes at the questions honestly and the radio host did stop asking her these questions and she was happy about it making everyone laugh at the Lowkey shade yet when the radio station interview was over it Brianna did take pictures with her fan's is respect and looking unbothered the whole day just smiling or waving her fan's then go to her sexy and bad photoshoot
Brianna outfit/hairstyle



Giving the whole photoshoot with baddie vibes for the cover cause lot of celebrity news reporters was talking about her photoshoot and Brianna fan's was shocked/ praising her on the internet giving everyone a real queen with a smile on her face and much force on herself again going to performancing in different city's for a long time at the same time spending time with her real family for the whole week making them smile when she didn't have anything scheduled and Brianna only facetime with jhope after he gets done with dancing rehearsal having fun talking to each other than she quickly gets off facetime as soon namjoon come in the scene and she just rolls her eyes at him but says to bye to jhope with heart same as him The twins and their Brianna did the commercial for Beats headphones wearing different colors they headphones. Everyone was dancing meanwhile Rihanna where have you been is playing through the whole thing and they did it sell the new headphones with no problem at all after the brand name popped up with headphones themselves and the director was impressed by them but soon they did leave the area with James who had a great film his first commercial with both of them and he is happy about his mother showing the ropes then they go to eat somewhere and bodyguards didn't let the paparazzi touch them at all when they were going into the building without being bothered meanwhile jungkook is looking at his phone and become more shocked yet the same time is drooling over Brianna magazine cover look which she is looking like a queen and he stop working for a few minutes then being to smiling big cause he was watching different outfits she did wear on stage looking badass boss and it was the moments she did shut down a Male reporter who disrespect her then walk away from them after the interview was over it and they were speechless this did make jungkook laugh at their reaction from what she say to them on the spot in a blunt honest way. Then he saw a video of what had been going on with her in general like updated but the interviewer ask about Brianna relationship at the moment and she was honest with them like always
Brianna: to be honest I will just be too busy with things and spending time going back to myself more than worrying about him lf he doesn't have time to check on me once in a while I'm not settling for less than someone treats me as his queen but that isn't easy to get from a man so it is why I'm letting him go
The interviewer is it cause you have been hurt in the past before???
Brianna: yes and along I'm a good woman but soon enough I get tired of getting hurt by guy's yet again the best thing it did happen was my son's
Interviewer: wow you and your sons have a good relationship??
Brianna: yes we do never thought they have Male figures in their lives both of them did say to me when they were around only at 14 years old "we didn't care who you have around us but as well as if the guy hurt you in any way James and I will make sure he wishes he wasn't born at all when we send him to the hospital in the freaking ambulance with bruises and cuts"
Interviewer: Hahaha no way which one says it???*laughing hard*
Brianna: Hahaha it was mostly my older twin son Daniel but they are overprotective oh my gosh I think jhope and jin who act like my big brothers are a lot worse cause lf they saw a guy trying to talk to me somewhere both will give him a death glare and start to ask crazy questions to him which makes me laugh at how they are acting towards other men talking to me
Interviewer: I will pray for you ok?
Brianna: please do Hahaha
Interviewer: Hahaha I get you on its part but I hope you have a blessed and happy life for yourself which you do deserve a lot more than you are getting from people anyways
Brianna: awww thank you too
Interviewer: bye Brianna and you welcome very much so guy's make sure to watch out for a new album called rebuild me coming sooner or later I'm so excited about it
As soon as the video was over jungkook himself is very happy seeing Brianna just going back to herself and respectful letting namjoon go cause the relationship between them wasn't happy or anything like it used to be before and she try her best once again to get unappreciated by men who cheat on her 3 times with different and the third time Brianna doesn't know about it until the whole thing blows up on tweet everywhere so she couldn't ignore the facts anymore and she always put her feelings in the relationship to get hurt like before anyways Jungkook did turn around to see the rest of Bts members stand of him with namjoon who like look he been crying for the whole day and jungkook was just curious about why they in front of him at the moment.
Jungkook: so why are you'll in front of me hyung????
Suga: did you see what Brianna said about the issue with namjoon right??
Jungkook: yes and I think both should call it quiet cause I mean she already let him go first for real hyung what were you thinking????
Namjoon: I wasn't thinking straight and I thought the girl was Brianna but I realized it was a mistake cause I did get drunk at the party guy's

Jhope: yes you did make the stupid decision lf your life cause she been nothing but good to you and everyone else who date her in this house yet Brianna always get hurt by one of you guy's which you guy's repaid her by cheating or saying things it isn't true at all since I truly love her as my sister I don't care lf we aren't blood-related or how popular she is in the industry business yet you guy's ruined things with Brianna in reality cause she didn't hang out with me or jin anymore,
Jin: it is true cause she did block our phone number this morning when I try to text her about something the text did not go through at all so thanks for ruining a friend/sister and brother relationship with someone from outside the group guy's but.... let me just ask you something ok
Namjoon: yes??
Jin: what did Brianna do to make you guys cheat on her in a relationship huh???
V:.......
Jungkook:.....
Namjoon.....
Jin: wow I can't get a reply back from anybody to the question honestly at this point I don't have anything to say to you guys cause I thought not one of you guys would treat Brianna so dirty by cheating on her when you did go in a relationship with her since you'll know how much I care about her like my little sister yet I did put to much hope in you guy's, to be honest, I'm mostly disappointed in the other oldest members who say they love her deeply and can't see them without Brianna in their lives.....
Suga: look I know it I did mess up things with Brianna back then but I'm trying to fix my mistake jin and jhope
Jhope: yea what the heck was your reasoning when you said the only reason we are friends with her was cause she is popular in the industry business in the first place??!
Suga: I don't realize what I say on the same night of the award show to Brianna it would change things and make her slowly remove herself from stop being with friends to everyone else's here until like right now
Jungkook: it isn't true me and Brianna did go to become friends again .......
Suga: don't rub it in my face jungkook
Jungkook: I'm not doing anything like that hyung
Jhope: until you guy says and shows how truly sorry you are to Brianna cause she did break down in tear's to me and jin when we were alone somewhere private and asked "like how come when I did date one guy's they act opposite and stop being a loving boyfriend instead become a cheater meanwhile I stay faithful and loyal to him for what relationship, to be honest, I'm just so truly tired of getting hurting by them I don't want to see them anymore" and after she said that
Jin: I had to hug her then she can breathe again cause Brianna had a mental breakdown for a moment and I'm not going to lie it was hard to see her like that who is like a sister to both me and jhope was in pain yet we couldn't do anything about it but just hug her tightly with holding back tears...I have nothing to say to you guys tonight
Jimin: but I did say sorry.....
Jin: just go to sleep jimin same as the other guys
Jimin: ok hyung good night
When jhope did go into his room and seat there looking up to the celling with tear's felling his face cause he having flashbacks to the brother's and sister memorable moments with Brianna ever before she did have kids they had so many fun and crazy times making jin cry hard just like him in different rooms yet they feel like another part of their heart wasn't there anymore it is how tight and close Brianna as like their little sister who mean everything to them and they finally fell asleep with dry tear's on their faces and namjoon couldn't sleep as well as the rest who were thinking about the question jin did asked them mostly namjoon like no one had the right answer to his question on what Brianna do to make them to go cheat on her cause not one time have she stop showing lot of love and affection to the one she was dating at the time as well as turn down other guy's who did wanted to date her as well and namjoon did make the same mistake the other two like jungkook and taehyung who did cheated on her in the past but he lost his angel who help him with depression and other negative thoughts inside his head cause when they did close their eyes to see her and the twins standing in front of them but V try to grab one them yet they did fade away Like the Wind and V being to freak out and cry for them to not leave him again but nothing work at all and then it turn to a white room making everyone confuse then they looked inside the house and see what happens lf Brianna did have another kid and they were wandering who had a daughter with her soon it did show jungkook appear in front of them and they along see a ring on his hand which did shocked the real jungkook who did smile on his face cause his daughter looked so adorable and soon the twins walk in the living room together but they looked like they were 24 years old cause James did a goatee and a tattoo on his hand like skeleton hand on the outside yet Daniel have a whole arm sleeve toward the family who is very important to him and V was surprised their looks same as the rest but jimin can't help and say to him something
Jimin: I know this isn't real but still your son's do Like amazing growing men and don't me started on jungkook daughter who likes a beautiful princess and acts like her dad over here yet have Brianna beautiful long hair and smile
Jungkook: but she isn't real at all *pout*
Suga: ssh guy's
On the inside
Jungkook: Do you have a song you did last week?
James: yea I fixed it up with Daniel help for a little bit

Everyone was hearing him singing and suga being to moving to the song with rest who is singing along to the music looking impressed but his family was clapping their hands together the twin's little sister is a toddler being to copy them in an adorable way making jungkook kiss her cheek and which the guy's very jealous yet the real one was mad at the fact he has to watch himself have a kid as well as married to Brianna but it didn't happen at all in real life which sucks to him instead V was the one who gets kids in the end so he is enjoying himself just watching the scene before he has to wake up soon cause the dream was showing his family having a movie night and jungkook didn't want to leave at all yet he gets dragged out of the dream. Waking up and go get ready with a smile on his face then go downstairs seating next to V himself look curious about what happened to jungkook last night when he did go to sleep same as the rest and jhope didn't say anything to them either did jin who was just eating their breakfast in silence at the dining room table everyone left to go the place they will be rehearsing for their concert tonight cause the only time jhope and jin speak is when they doing their part in the songs other than that they don't say anything or jhope didn't laugh at all and everyone around the group can feel the tension between them and Big PD himself know the reason why but don't say anything about it cause he still looks at Brianna as his niece even though she isn't blood-related to him and he just wants them to own up to their mistakes. Meanwhile with Brianna who is doing a skateboard competition and her whole family was there just cheering her on proudly from the stands cause her friends who are skateboarders just like herself they were doing different skateboard tricks they did practice 4 months and nail it on the spot hear the crowd going crazy still to Brianna she forgot about it she was a famous singer since she just is busy with her other things out of music business in entirely after cutting herself from bts completely for her reasons and the twins speak on it themself inside a video when they were spending time at Miami beach, not around everyone but talking the fan's on the live stream
James: to be honest I love my dad and uncles but I'm not surprised by one of them cheating on her once cause we already hear about what happened in the past and we are disappointed at our god uncles as well as our father except for jhope Jimin and jin is the only ones didn't hurt her badly at this point I can't stand seeing my mother hurt by guy's who claims they love her deeply and can't stop thinking about her at the being of the relationship then when things go from weeks too long months somewhere they decided to cheat on me and my brother mom who always been there for them through everything the bad, ugly as well as good times she didn't get the same treatment from them yet wonho was able to come to see her in the hospital back then even though he had a lot of things on his tight schedule and when he couldn't come at all her best friend would drop off flowers with a get better message on a card. So yes lf she did date, anyone, from the kpop idols in the future I wouldn't mind wonho with any doubt
Daniel: Same with me cause like for real I haven't heard anything bad about him except for him going solo artist from monster x from the past anyways but the reason why we think wonho is the best choice that is causing the dude to treat her respectful and many other ways like even though he did cook for the whole house whenever he did visit us at times unexpectedly wonho show conditional love towards
Her so we like to say thank you to him for helping our mom become happy with herself again ever through the heartbreak, as well as everyone else who shows love to her on social media, and I honestly, think it was better lf me and James cut with bts as well with no hate towards anybody who was mentioned right now for I honestly thought it they were better than that I'm just very disappointed same as my brother.....bye
they both had to get off live stream cause either couldn't say anything else about what they just said on how the reaction to the news of the gossip story is going around social media about bts at the time but right now they stop talking about it cause they say what they have to say about it and move on already with their lives focused on their things like school and their shows as well both of them was cheering loud with the rest of family members who did come to the competition. Ever the idols who work at Brianna company did come as a support cause they were on break from doing a full tour for months straight and the moment comes to who wins the competition from the judges score then give the card up to the host of the whole competition since everyone was holding to each other in their seats cause things get quiet and they did hear for a third-place skater as well as second place skateboard winners but Daniel was crossing his fingers tight with his eyes close on the first place winner and soon enough he did hear it loud cause everyone gets from their seats and was cheering loud with joy to their mom Brianna did get the spot in being first place at the London skateboard competition and she began to talk in the mic withholding the bouquet and let the host hold her trophy
Brianna: I just want to say thank you to Landon for this amazing experience with meeting different skateboard contestants who are very talented in their ways but ladies never give up on your dreams no matter how many boys tell you it skateboarding is for only boys then show them that a girl can come up on top and be unstoppable
every girl who was in the audience is cheering loud and clapping while she get her trophie afterwards with one of her team member is carrying her skateboard and paparazzi was taken pictures of her but Brianna didn't answer their questions cause most of them was stupid and her family left with her from the competition being for over it when she is taking selfish with her fan's before going inside the restaurant joint with her family celebrating her win tonight just smiling and laughing happily with them afterwards returning home to sleep since she is going to be at a UFC event for a friend she had to fight back then but they act like siblings in real life still and tell each other everything on the phone when they isn't busy with their family's anyways then she have to go to awards show which is MTV'S awards show once again and nick as well as wonho will become with her and the boys but it isn't on the sametime night which was good for Brianna tight schedule anyways and she do spend time with her son's cause they play at the game arcade or go bowling together joined by nick who was there as well and everyone did go in team on who did lose had to buy ice cream for everyone else but instead everyone get ice cream and they was joking around with nick when the twins is playing football at the beach with him and max friends as their friends on two teams meanwhile the ladies is talking to each other and watching them having fun time doing rounds of football game at the end nick team wins making Brianna laugh with the lady's cause nick use to be a football player in college football for years and she go hug him as well as the others after checking on her son's this is when they was in south Korea few weeks ago so suga did saw the guy's play football on the beach during the time he is walking on the beach but he mostly dislike Brianna hugging another men yet she doesn't know he was there anyways cause suga saw her left with the group and he did shed tears from his eyes with whispering words until his breath before going back to the dorm building