Without Her ✓

By IceBlueCold

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"What is it?" I asked. "I want you" He said making me widen my eyes. He looked into my eyes and then back to... More

Prologue
Run Off
I Warned You
The Girl
Tension
New Emotions
Hate Me
Baking
Sleep
Keys
As long As I'm Here
Stay With Me
Let Me
As Slow As You Want
Be With You
Little Donkey
Hold You
Text me
Leave me
Torture
Lie To Me
In The Arms Of A Murderer
Your Fault
Blindly In Love
Overwhelming
Kiss it better
Moving On
Last Time
Wait For Me
Can't take it
Dizzy
Dizzy pt2
I Trust You
All Fine Now
Close To Him
Breathe
Hurting
Cookies
Epilogue
Author's Note
Bonus Chapter

Pleasure

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By IceBlueCold

Um...mature content ig

If any of you are mean abt this I will literally delete wattpad and move to mars so please don't be mean this is my first time writing stuff like that and it's probably really bad but I will try to get better. I'll take any advice you give me though!. Hope you like it!

If anyone doesn't want to read the mature content I will mark the end of it so you can go on from there and skip the start.

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Tessa

I gulped feeling my heart about to beat out of my chest.

You brought this upon yourself.

Yes, I was the one who tried to tease him. It got a little out of hand, but I didn't regret it.

To be honest, I loved seeing him like that. I loved how his face turned red the minute I started kissing his neck, or how he threw his head back and closed his eyes. Who knew cold, grumpy Leo could get so weak just like that.

And then get so playful with just a little more teasing.

"Regretting your actions?"

"N-not at all" I said trying to sound confident. I failed miserably at that. 

He hummed in reply and then kissed down my neck going lower and lower, my breaths coming out harder with every kiss, "How about now?"

He was so close to my chest. In fact, his face was right over that area.

"Nope" I said with a nervous laugh trying to act cool but my voice came out trembling. My face felt so hot and I felt like I was holding my breath.

His hand slid under his T-shirt, that I was wearing and got incredibly close to my bare chest.

Why did I think not putting a bra on was a good idea.

On the other hand maybe it was a great idea.

"Should I keep going then?" He asked, his face serious now, looking straight into my eyes.

I was torn, I didn't know what I wanted.

Actually, I did. I wanted him to keep going. I was just a little scared.

Before I knew what I was doing I was nodding at him.

"I really shouldn't but-" He came up to face me, put his hand on my cheek, pulled away a little and looked at me.  Not my eyes, but my face and my body, "-I love seeing you like this" He said, his voice quiet, and a barely there smile on his lips.

I couldn't quite make out the emotion on his face. I guess you could say it was something like adoration or fascination, but at the time I didn't want to get my hopes up, so I ignored it.

"Maybe just a little more" He mumbled more to himself and went back to kissing my neck going lower as his hand ran across my body.

This time when he reached my chest area, he looked at me waiting for my permission,"Just don't take the T-shirt off, please" I said, my voice still quiet and slightly trembling, "You can lift it, just don't take it off" I added.

He nodded and took me by surprise when he got his head under the T-shirt, kissing up my stomach.

I am about to pass out.

I was pretty confident about my body. I did have curves and a belly, but I never let it get to me. It was something about the way he kissed my body and run his hands over it though, that had me feeling even more confident and beautiful. He was so gentle, but passionate.

His lips were now really close to my breasts, my chest was going up and down in a really fast pace as I breathed unevenly. I couldn't even think of how embarrassing it would normally be for me, him seeing me like this. I could only think about what he was doing to me.

"Leo" I breathed out and put my hands on his head when I felt his lips on my breast. One of his hands ran down my body stopping at my thigh. He caressed my inner thigh with his thumb making me widen my eyes and feel my face burning even more.

He got his head out of the T-shirt and came up to stare at my face, "What is it?" He asked caressing my face with one of his hands. His other hand was still on my inner thigh getting closer and closer to the place between my legs, "What do you want?" He asked softly. His voice and touches were gentle, total contrast to his intense stare.

"I want-" I trailed off not knowing how to word it.

I want your hand on my-

No, that's too bold.

But then again I was known for being bold.

"Tell me what you want. I want to give you everything you want" He said. He seemed really serious saying that.

I gulped, "Your hand" My face felt so hot and I could barely breathe. I'd never been this intimate with someone before.

The corner of his lips turned up slightly, "Yeah?"

"I want you to touch me". His face turned very serious and I saw his Adam's apple move before he finally did what I wanted him to.

His hand moved from my inner thigh to the place between my legs, rubbing me slowly over my panties, which had me widening my eyes in shock and sucking in a breath as my arms wrapped tighter around his back.

His finger wrapped around the band of my panties and he looked at me, "Can I?" He asked and I nodded not trusting my voice, "I need you to tell me"

"Yes" I said nodding fast and he immediately did what I asked for, sliding his hand into my panties. He ran his fingers over it and rubbed the most sensitive part with his thumb.

"Is this what you wanted?" He whispered into my ear. His deep voice somehow managed to turn me on even more, "Does it feel good?" He asked, but he seemed like he already knew the answer.

It was probably pretty obvious since I was holding on to him for dear life and was fighting to keep my moans back. This was all new to me.

"Your fingers feel so good, Leo" I said, looking right at him. I noticed he blushed slightly as he swallowed harshly.

"I'll show you how good other things feel if you keep talking like that" He said and moved his fingers to my entrance.

That's some great motivation to keep talking like that.

But I didn't and bit my lip instead, because I was sure if I tried to speak up it would come out as just weird sounds. However, I couldn't hold back when I felt his long finger sink into me.

To be honest, I had done things myself before, but nothing was as good as this. It wasn't the same at all.

He never stopped looking into my eyes. It didn't seem like he wanted to stop either. He inserted another finger making me moan once again.

"Like that?" He asked.

"Yes" I said struggling to keep my voice stable. I was so overwhelmed with pleasure I couldn't barely think.

He kept hitting a spot that felt really good and I shut my eyes trying to stay quiet, but he was making it hard to.

"Eyes on me and don't hold back. I want to hear you" He said caressing my face with his other hand.

After a few minutes I couldn't hold back anymore. I felt like I needed to release, "Leo, I'm-"

"I know" He said, "I want you to come all over my fingers" He whispered in my ear.

That was it for me. I let go and did what he wanted me to while keeping my gaze on bim and whispering his name. I'd never felt this good before. Not even with my own hands.

I looked at him with half lidded eyes, feeling worn out. He had a ghost of a smile on his face. His fingers went up to his mouth and I widened my eyes when I realized what he was about to do. He wrapped his big lips around his fingers and licked them clean.

Great. Now I feel even more embarrassed and horny.

"W-what did you-" I trailed off when I saw his face.

"What?" He asked, "I love how you taste"

I looked at him speechless.

END OF MATURE CONTENT!!

He kissed my forehead and wrapped his arms around me, "How about we get you cleaned up?" He suggested.

I nodded and he took my hand and led me to the bathroom. I needed a new pair of underwear after this. After we got cleaned up we went to bed again. He was a little tense and I realized why when I saw the huge bulge in his pants. I didn't notice earlier because he kept trying to hide it, but I could see it now.

"Leo, I didn't do anything for you" I said when I realized.

"That's okay. You don't have to" He said and pecked my lips.

"I want to" I mumbled.

"You can next time" He said and pecked my lips, "Go to sleep now"

"But you-"

"It's okay, Tess. Don't worry about me"

His fingers kept going up and down my spine making me very relaxed and I couldn't help but listen to him and go to sleep.

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"Tessa, you're acting a bit weird today" Jane pointed out.

You and your smartness will be the death of me.

"Really? How?" I asked.

"You look like you're in thought or daydreaming"

Yes. Daydreaming about Leo and his-

"Me? No" I said firmly.

"She does have a point" Serenity said.

"Well, you're acting a bit different yourself today, missy" I told Serenity, desperately trying to change the subject.

"Don't change the subject" She said, but I saw how her face turned red.

"Tessa is right actually" Jane said.

"W-well we started talking about Tessa first" She said defensively.

I rolled my eyes, "I'm thinking about that assignment I didn't do" I said quickly making up an excuse.

"Right" They both said.

I managed to leave school that day without them trying to interrogate me again. I didn't really want to share what happened. It was something between us.

I went home, surprised to see me dad there. He was in the kitchen cooking.

"Hi dad" I said dropping my schoolbag on the ground.

"Hi honey" He said and smiled at me.

"How come you're here?" I asked.

"My day off" He replied.

"And you're here cooking? Shouldn't you do something exciting on your day off?" I asked and immediately went to help him with the food.

"I'm the happiest when I'm with my family" He said with a warm smile.

I smiled at him. I was so grateful to have a dad like him.

"However"

Oh no.

"I've noticed you've been out and about a lot these past few days" He said, "Even sleeping over at "Jane's house". Is something up?" He asked. I could see a smirk tagging at his lips.

"What? No. Nothing's going on" I said trying to act cool.

"Look Tessa. If there is something going between you and Jane you can tell me. I'll support you"

I looked at him. Blinked at him multiple times trying to make sure I'd heard that correctly.

"I love you no matter what" He continued.

"Uh-no, dad Jane and I aren't-"

"You don't have to hide from me"

"No, seriously" I said trying to hold back my laughter.

Even if he was wrong, the way he reacted to it was really cute and wholesome.

"Are you lying to me then? Is it not Jane you're going to see?" He asked crossing his arms.

The moment I've been dreading. Lying to my dad. I couldn't tell him I was sleeping over at a guy's house all this time.

"No! Why would I lie to you?"

"I don't know, I mean girls lie to their dads about boys" He said sighing, "But I want you to know that I won't be mad at you" He said.

"You have nothing to worry about, dad" I smiled.

"Okay, that's good then" He said and let out a sigh of relief.

"Where are the girls?" I asked.

"In their room" He said.

I ran to their room to greet them. I'd missed them

"Tessie!" They both yelled once they saw me, "We missed you" Carol said.

"I missed you too, little ladies" I said and hugged them.

"You're never home" Mia whined.

"I'm sorry babies, but I've been very busy"

"Do you not like spending time with us anymore?" Carol asked.

"Of course I do! I'm just very busy with school. School, yes"

Totally.

"It's okay, we understand" Mia said.

They're so smart and kind. Little cuties.

"Are you busy now?" Carol asked.

"Nope"

"Can we play?" She asked fiddling with her fingers.

I just couldn't say no to these cute faces.

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Everyone was asleep and I was sitting on my bed, supposed to be sleeping, but obviously awake.

I was calling Leo, but he wouldn't answer me. I was worried it was because of what happened and that he didn't want to be with me anymore.

Stop being insecure, Tessa. That's obviously not why.

Did something happen to him then?

I didn't want to go to his house again and see him. I felt like it was too much and felt tok embarrassed after last night for some reason.

"Maybe I'll call one last time" I said to myself and picked up my phone.

He didn't pick up.

I couldn't help but feel insecure and embarrassed.

Does he regret what happened? All I did was lie there. He probably didn't enjoy it at all.

I let out a frustrated sigh and fell back on my bed, hugging my pillow.

Maybe he's working. Maybe he's with his friends. I shouldn't overreact again.

Or maybe he did regret it and maybe he is avoiding me.

Unfortunately the latter seemed way more believable to me. It might've been because I really was insecure even if I liked pretending I wasn't.

Who knew what he was really doing.

So I tried falling asleep, but I ended up overthinking about every single thing going on in my life.

The next day I was really moody. The girls knew not to talk to me and I appreciated that. I tried focusing on school and my classes so I wouldn't have to think about everything.

Leo ended up calling me while I was in school. I really wanted to pick up and learn why he wasn't picking up yesterday, but on the other hand, I didn't really want to talk to him. I was being a little dramatic again, but at least I had the excuse that I was in school and I shouldn't be on my phone while in class.

"Bye girls" I said walking out of the school, but before I could get really far, I bumped on someone.

"Oh hi Tessa" I looked up to see Brad.

"Hi Brad" I said putting a smile on my face.

"Sorry I didn't see you there" He chuckled, "You seemed a little grumpy today. Are you okay?" He asked.

"Yes, just didn't get enough sleep last night" I said waving it off, "Those assignments you know"

Yes, that's definitely the reason.

"Totally get it" He said, "You still look good even without getting enough sleep. I need to know your skin care routine" He chuckled.

"Oh sure, I can tell you"

"Tessa" I heard a deep voice behind me and saw Brad gulp.

"I should go" I said.

"Okay, see you around then" He said before leaving. 

Once I knew he was far enough I turned around and looked at Leo who was clearly very irritated.

"That's why you weren't picking up? Again?" He said with his arms crossed.

"Why weren't you picking up last night?" I asked crossing my arms as well.

Thank God everyone is gone now.

"I was working. What are you even doing here?"

"Do you mind? Did I interrupt you and your boyfriend again?" He asked.

"Stop being an asshole. He's just my classmate" I rolled my eyes.

He sighed and ran his fingers through his hair, "Why weren't you picking up?"

"I was in class" I lied. That wasn't exactly the reason.

"That's not why" he pointed out.

I sighed and looked down, "I was calling you last night and you never picked up, I thought-" I trailed off not knowing how to word it.

"You thought what?" He asked walking closer to me.

"I thought you didn't like what happened the other night" I admitted.

"What?" He asked. I finally got the courage to look at him, only to see him confused.

"Can we talk about this somewhere else? Anyone could walk by and-"

"Come here" He mumbled and grabbed my arm walking to his car.

I didn't really say anything. I was a little surprised by his action, but I trusted him.

Kind of.

"Where are we going?" I asked.

"To my place" He replied.

Woah. Not even going to ask me. Okay.

We arrived at his place and once we were out of the car he took my hand rushing to the apartment building. It didn't even take us two minutes before we were in the apartment.

"What were you saying?" He asked.

"I-I said I thought you didn't like what happened between us the other night. I thought you were avoiding me" I said.

"Tessa" He said walking closer to me, "If I "didn't like it", then why do I want to do it again so badly?" He asked.

"Huh?"

"You heard me"

"But why would you like that?" I asked looking down, "I mean I didn't even do anything"

"Do you know-" He started walking closer to me, "-how much pleasure your reactions give me?" He asked putting his fingers on my chin and forcing me to look up at him.

I gulped and tried to keep eye contact with him.

"I couldn't keep my mind off of you yesterday. I was working, but I couldn't stop thinking about you"

"I'm sorry" I said, "I shouldn't have assumed anything"

"It's okay but Tessa, stay away from that guy" He said. He seemed very serious for a moment, not like your average jealous boyfriend. I didn't know how to describe it, but he seemed a little too serious.

"But he's my classmate and he's in the drama club with me-"

"I know" He stroked my hair, "Just don't get too close, okay?"

"I'll try"

He still seemed unsatisfied with my answer but he nodded.

"I'll go use the bathroom real quick" I said with a nervous chuckle and ran to the bathroom.

After doing what I had to do I started washing my hands. That's when I noticed something weird in his laundry basket and went to take a closer look at it.

Why is there dried blood on these clothes?






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