“Come on, where did you get some many questions?”
Propping up his body to sit up, Ling Jingxuan looked at him with half a smile. How is this man so straightforward and so…cute? His interest in him was totally written on his face. Where does he attract him so much? He had no idea whether he still had this kind of feeling toward him before he lost his memories. Maybe not. And if he is really Prince Sheng, come on, seen from an angle, he is that kind of big man, OK?
Perhaps even Ling Jingxuan himself did not realize that he who was totally indifferent to him was gradually generating curiosity toward him. And a relationship usually starts from curiosity.
“Jingxuan, let me protect you. Let me protect you and the kids!”
Impulsively, he grabbed his hand. Yan Shengrui sat on the edge of the bed, locking him with his deep black eyes. Ling Jingxuan froze there and even forgot to break away from him. After a while, he lowered his eyes and said deeply, “I can protect myself, I don’t need others to protect me.”
Face a man’s naked affection, if he said he was not touched, he was lying absolutely. But…in previous life, he had been used to not trusting anyone. The reason he accepted the little buns and other family was totally because deep in his heart he had been longing for family affection, plus Ling Chenglong and others really cared about him. But it was about relationships, his acceptability was not that high.
“I know you can protect yourself, And I don’t doubt your ability at all, but Jingxuan, what I want to give you is not only protection, you are a smart man, you should know what I am talking about, also certainly know what I want. Give me a chance, let me stay with you.”
Totally not discouraged because of his refusal, Yan Shengrui grabbed his hand and kissed on it, and said so while looking at him firmly. One would get used to it if he got refused too many times. Now he no longer felt awful or what because of his refusal. On the contrary, he would get more determined to stay. He who had lost his memories had so such tricks like others, only relying on his instinct. And now his heart told him he wants him!
“Hehe… a man without memory, what can his promise do? You don’t look young, at least over 25 years old. In this era, people get married early. People usually get married at fifteen, I guess. Since you have lost your memory, are you sure that you have other wives and children at home and some woman you are in love with? I don’t know why you like me or why you want to stay, but I do know that you are not the right person for me.”
Without pulling back his hand, Ling Jingxuan looked up into that pair of deep and concentrated eyes, like they could only accommodate him alone. No one was clearer than himself that he was actually an extreme and cold-blooded man. He couldn’t bear the slightest bully, or allow any betrayal. Once he gave his heart to someone, it had to be a lifetime. If the other half cheated on him, he’d kill him without a second’s hesitation and destroy everything and anyone related to him. In this life, he did not want to live such a tiring life. For now, he only wanted to make money and bring up the two little buns. But, men needed physiological abreaction. But ancient times were different from modern times, one could go for a one night stand. In here, a one night stand? Dreaming! One could be charged of prurience. So maybe some day he would find a well-behaved man and lived the rest of this life. But definitely not now, and not this man before him!
“I am not married, and I don’t have any woman I love. I only love you, and I only want you!”
Unable to bear all the possibilities he listed, Yan Shengrui shouted back without thinking. But after he shouted, both of them froze there at the same time. How could he who lost his memories be so sure of it?
“Hmm…Daddy, what are you doing? So noisy…”
The small bun got woken up by his roar and sat up while rubbing his eyes. Ling Jingxuan gave him a stare, then held the kid into his arms, “Nothing, just some chitchatting. We woke you up?”
“Hmm. Daddy, I like father. Don’t send him away, OK?”
Ling Wu pouted while raising his hands to hold his neck, apparently still sleepy, only speaking out his wish dazzledly. While on the other side, Ling Wen showed his rare child’s side, crept into his arms, muttering while lying on his chest, “Father is not that annoying as we imagined. I also want father.”
These words, when sober, they would never say. Ling Jingxuan dark eyes sank. Do the two buns like him so much already?
“Be good, I will always stay with you.”
Yan Shengrui felt thrilled this time, leaning over to pat one bun and the touch the other, with that clean-cut face wearing a bright smile, of course, did not forget to throw Ling Jingxuan a triumphant smile, like he was saying “See? Our sons both agreed!” Ling Jingxuan rolled his eyes helplessly, and gave him a white eye. Even if the kids agreed, so what? He, their daddy, hadn’t agreed! As an adult, he couldn’t let the kids who were still sleeping sell him out, right?
“Jingxuan, I am serious. Even if some day I regain my memories, I will never forget about what I said today. You consider about it. I promise I will never let you down!”
Strike while the iron is hot! Yan Shengrui leaned over to him while making such a promise by his ear. As cold-blooded as Ling Jingxuan was, he was a little touched. After quite a while, he still nodded.
Mua~
Seeing this, Yan Shengrui was so excited that he almost jumped up, and he kissed him on the face with even getting his permission like a hooligan. Ling Jingxuan can’t help smiling. There is a kind of lovely man called hooligan in this world, who always had a cold heart to the outside world, while always playing like a child-like hooligan before his lover. And he happened to meet one!