Heroic Warrior and Infinity is finally on its 1st year anniversary as a fanfic!!!
I simultaneously published those two at nov. 1 (I remember the date because I was sitting on my grandpa's tomb when I pressed publish) out of boredom.
Now, look at us!
Yaaaay!
Happy Halloween!!!
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Y/n watched quietly, not really knowing if it was necessary or not, but Eren had turned into a titan and beat the shit out of its enemy in a matter of minute.
The grotesque appearance of the defeated titan began to evaporate while Y/n remained still in front of the evacuees behind her. She wanted to approach Eren and praise him a good job but hesitated so she remained standing.
A few minutes later, Eren also got out of his titan shell, as expected, it seemed that his gear was gone as well as his cape and shoes.
He got down from his fallen titan while Y/n was quick to approach him to give her cloak. Eren didn't say anything but accepted it before turning around. When Y/n was about to follow him, she was stopped by a hero in discussion of the current events.
Since Japan didn't exactly have 'walls' to divide them away from titans, and titans didn't exactly have any specified time or any trademark when one is about to turn into a man eating giant, no one knew how they could plan the evacuation that caused a lot of panic.
Y/n listened quietly to the hero's complain but did not know any other way but to train and produce more soldiers for titan slaying and station them in crowded areas to ensure that the casualty control would be lower than now.
So that being said, Y/n quietly left after hearing out the heroes. She didn't unnecessarily told them any plan for evacuation for now so she decided that she'll speak with her brother and the others about it.
Walking into the car that was waiting for them prepared to be sent back to UA to reunite with others, Y/n entered the back seat and saw Eren already in there, legs and arms crossed with a solemn look.
She sat beside him and the engine began trailing through the traffic. Y/n and Eren were both looking out on opposite windows quietly.
"I heard you're a Reiss." Eren suddenly spoke.
Y/n twitched and turned to his direction, meeting deep green eyes. She sighed and looked away. "I am." She replied.
Eren remembered that Rod and Historia were able to draw out memories from the past just by touching each other. Most recently was when he was about to pledge to the queen by kissing her hand had he saw another set of memories contained by a certain woman.
If Y/n had the same blood running through her veins, then wouldn't that mean that he'll be able to see her memories?
Eren thoughtfully glanced at the young girl beside him and couldn't help but picture the possibility to find out what actually happened that day when she decided to betray them.
He crumpled his fist tight. He didn't want to see it, but he wanted to know the truth. If Y/n did this unwillingly willing, then what had pushed her?
But then again, Eren realized the hurtful words he told her when he ended things with her. He couldn't just blatantly tell her to 'give her hand' so he can see the memories.
Before he could even give up on that, Eren, who sat beside her, did not realize the vehicle's sudden turn and he followed through its sudden drift and bump. The gods(yes, the author) answered his silent plea and flew over to Y/n's side falling right on top of her mercilessly.
A part of their skin suddenly connected (author whispers: you guys want a kiss from ren ren [Eren's new nickname by author]?) unintentionally. The touch felt like a lightning strike and memories began to storm out on both Y/n and Eren's heads like flash cards being shifted with another image again and again.
His eyes widened. His heart pounded as images per images began to install in his mind.
I don't want to go!
I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
When the visions cleared, Eren could see Y/n standing by a wide familiar field. She was facing both Bertoldt and Reiner as she held her sleeves feeling agitated.
"I can't do it..." she mumbled enough for them to hear.
Reiner's eyes darkened, bringing out his sword and swayed it in front of her. Unable to pull her sword in defense, she hand no choice but shield herself with her arm and ducked down, kicking the blond by the stomach and pushed him away.
She then ran her way to Bertordt, doing a strong jab on his jawline. The tall man tilted aside but Reiner managed to get over the pain and tackled her down on the ground.
"Bertoldt, call everyone!" Reiner ordered him.
Y/n felt like her blood ran cold the moment he said that. Why would he call them? Her temples were pounding as she tried to think what could've been his plan.
"Once they're all here. You're going to admit your crime." Reiner threateningly told her as she tried pushing his weight off of her.
"I told you, I can't!" she screamed in frustration. She didn't want to betray her brother. She didn't want to hurt her friends.
"Listen well, Y/n! Once everyone is here and you haven't admitted the crime, Bertoldt and I are going to transform. Do you know how strong that explosion would be? It will kill everyone in this field!" He shouted.
The girl's eyes widened. Her heart was racing so bad her arms started to get wobbly.
She wanted to cry. Damn she wanted to right now. "Why are you doing this to me?" She asked, her voice croaked, hating the situation even more.
Reiner felt hurt too, looking at how broken Y/n looked right now. But he had to do this. They were ordered to do this. "I don't have a choice, Y/n!" He responded.
The girl punched his nose in anger, switching places with him as she now sat on his stomach. Her fists making contact to his face again and again. The blonde accepted it without fighting back until the heard that amount of steps coming.
"Y/n!" The girl's heart dropped as soon as she heard Eren's voice.
The girl quickly left Reiner's weakened but conscious body, clenching her bloodied fist as everyone stopped. A few meters in front of her.
Everyone looked at her then to Reiner's current state. Bertoldt was shocked too but he stuck to the plan. "Y/n suddenly tried to kill us!" He explained. "Reiner told me to ask for help so I quickly..." his voice slowly faced as he watched Y/n smiled.
"This is annoying." The girl spoke coldly.
"What are you doing?" Levi asked back, a frown deep in his face as he looked at the gash on the girl's uniform. Even the otherworldly people stared at her, their own hearts were pounding in fear of what was happening right now.
"Y/n, speak." Levi once again told her.
Y/n hardly swallowed. The lump on her throat was getting painful with her heart getting squeezed too much it was almost hard to breathe.
"I..." she started. "Really feel bad." She said, blood dripping down her knuckles.
"What are you trying to say?" Eren asked, he felt like something bad was going to happen.
And it did as the girl's gashed hand and bleeding knuckles began to steam off with smokes. She raised it up and smiled.
"I really feel bad kicking off wall Maria." She smiled again, masking the fear, the pain and the shame she was feeling as of today.
Everyone looked at her shocked.
"W-what did you say?!"
"I'm sorry." The girl threw herself into the buildings and fled. It took a while before the words processed in their heads.
(Not me copy pasting the last chap of book 1. Lmao)
His mind trailed back from that moment. The face in front of y/n was Reiner. His deep eyes looked serious and hurt as he stared down at her. It didn't take long before Y/n could ask: "Why are you doing this to me?" Her pained voice made Eren's heart feel sour as he watched.
The images shifted into a white room. Y/n quietly sat on the metal bed, her wounded body was still on the process of healing while the skin was emitting white mist.
She looked in daze through the wall in front of her while her body was trembling.
"It healed within range of 190 minutes. Incredible." A man in white lab gown said as he looked at his wristwatch.
Y/n's eyes were dead. It almost felt completely different from before. Even Y/n was nonchalant back then, she never had these kind of eyes. In Eren's perspective, Y/n's eyes were very beautiful.
"Doctor..." Y/n hoarsely called out. Her voice were shaky. "I still have to attend class in the morning." She hardly let out the words.
The doctor turned to her coldly and said: "You're here in the research lab. A special specimen of a nomu. We have much work to do so we're going to have to move your schedule to school." The man said. He started walking around her, looked at the scars to the female's open hospital gown. "For now, we will see throught which weapon could fatally wound you like this." His gloved finger traced the scars making the girl flinch.
Y/n did not speak. Only looked down.
"Oh, you're completely healed. It's only been 196 minutes." The doctor looked at the one way mirror that separated this room to another. "Let's continue." He said.
Saying that, four men in white suits entered the room and put the girl back into the metal chair. Her clothes were already bloodstained, but the wounds she sustained were not even seen. They shackled her hands and feet securely, making sure she would not struggle on the process.
"Injecting the paralyzing agent to the subject before we start." One who was holding a syringe said.
"On the second attempt, we will not use anesthetics to keep the subject's consciousness in check."
The doctor smiled. Looked at the girl chained down on the metal. "Miss Ackerman, we will not use any drug that can numb your pain. In this process, we will be able to scan your brainwaves and ensure that you are alive during the process." He started. "Today, we will be cutting up a hand--"
A sudden push brought Eren back to reality. When his eyes met hers, he could see the disbelief in ones eyes.
She was panting rapidly, her face paled and was obviously rather disoriented.
A panic attack.
It seemed that Eren saw something he shouldn't have. But seeing this, he couldn't help but feel even more angry to himself. He quickly approached Y/n and coaxed her to breathe deep and calm her down.
The driver who saw Y/n's state quickly shifted the ride towards the nearest hospital thinking that his sudden drift to avoid crashing from another vehicle was the cause of her sudden episode.
"Y/n, look at me." Eren seriously told her. He never really kept in mind how to handle this kind of situations. Especially to Y/n. He carried her to his lap and supported her shoulders trying his best to calm her down.
Having Y/n's breathing erratic, tears began to roll out of her eyes. Her skin was so cold it felt like ice while she stared up at Eren.
Don't look at those nasty memories. Don't, please.
She grabbed Eren's shirt as she panted heavily. She didn't want anyone to find out about those mistakes and filthy pasts. One which is drawn by her own blood. Forced to betray and forced to be used like an animal.
Those disgusting pasts that haunted her everyday and the pain that followed.
She wanted it all buried in a past so far away. Keep it there locked up forever till she dies.
But little did she expect that Eren would be able to pour out the dam as easy just by touching her skin. This thought made the girl feel so exposed she began to panic.
Whoever it is, whether Eren or a passerby. She didn't want anyone to see that!
In the midst of her panic, she could hear Eren calling out to her. That was all Y/n could perceived as she slowly drifted off her own consciousness.
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Yaz. Iz done!
Eren baby knows what's up, so what will our genocidal pigeon will do??? Hmm~~~