Dear Me.

Dear Future Me,

                    Hey. How are you doing? Still kicking? Well I mean obviously if you are reading this you're still kicking. Listen, I know we are struggling right now, but we have to stay strong and hope that things will change. Are you still on meds? Doesn't matter either way, but I hope to one day be off of them. I guess the main thing that I wanted to say to you is, good job. You made it. Even when you thought you wouldn't make it through the night. You are far stronger than you think you are. Hell who am I kidding. I don't believe any of that. But I want to one day. Have you fully transitioned yet? Probably not since we can't afford it anytime soon.. Ummm I am not sure what else to say. But I will say this. I hope that you are happy. Or at least happier than we are now. I hope that you are stable, financially and mentally.