Bhris-
I angrily walked to my room, making sure to close the door behind me. I don't know how I slipped up like this, why did Kelly come out of my mouth.
I don't even love her no more, that is over and done with, not only that, she isn't even alive anymore, so I'm so fucking confused as to why she slipped out of my mouth. I sat on my bed and stared at myself in the mirror. Looking at myself, I seen my true form making its way out.
" Now how did you slip up like that?" My true form said to me. I followed the voice, when my eyes reach the eyes of the voice, I grew emotional.
" I- I really don't know" I covered my face in frustration.
" Do you miss Kelly?" He said
" No i don't, that bitch is gone, I killed her for a fucking reason, if I missed that bitch she would be here." I said now annoyed.
If your wondering who Kelly is; well Kelly is my ex lover, and ex bitch, I had captured her like 7 years ago and she fell in love with me within those years.
I fucked her every single night and every single morning, I only fucked her. I never had love for her at all, so when she got pregnant with ikigai I got scared and killed the baby.
Like I said before, I didn't love her, I actually hated her, but she was to much of a good fuck to let her go.
After I killed my child, I secretly put her in the room Yaya found her in, but Kelly never knew I put her in there, she thought I killed it, and ate her soul.
I never told Kelly what I did to the baby because I wanted to break up with Kelly, and I thought she would hate me for doing it, and I hoped she would never want to see me again but, she actually liked that I killed the baby, she said from her own words that " I didn't need a demon spawn inside of me anyways, I would of killed it if you would of asked me to, because I love you, and a baby would get in between us, we don't need any distractions from no one, not even a baby."
Once I seen that there was no way out, I decided to end her, I never loved her at all, she was not the one I wanted. Kelly wouldn't love my children the way I wanted her to, she said no distractions. I would love every single child of mine that would be created from me, because the child would be special. I wanted to have my children with someone who I loved and who loved my children, I didn't love her and she didn't love my children.
I killed her by staring into her eyes putting her in a trance, I took her soul from her eyes, and then from the inside out, I ripped her body to shreds.
I fed her body to my dogs, they are not regular dogs with an dog appetite, they are vicious monsters, but they are my loyal babies so I reward them every once in a while.
I love Yaya I really do, I've did alot of fucked up shit to her, but she still stayed with me, and tried for me. She has changed me a lot, I hate to be a corny ass nigga, but she has. I really seen myself with, my spirit knew it first and now I know she is meant for me. I don't want her thinking I'm thinking about another bitch when I'm making love to her body, that's fucked up to her and she deserves a explanation.
"I don't know what to do" I said out loud.
" Wellll maybe you should tell her about me" I heard a familiar yet annoying voice of a woman I got rid of a long time ago.
I sighed heavily, getting irritated, she always comes at the wrong time.
"Kelly what the fuck are you doing down here?" I asked upset.
" woah baby, you don't miss me?" She asked with a smirk on her face.
"If you already wasn't dead I would kill you again bitch" I growled.
"Wellllll, good thing I'm already dead right" she laughed.
" Bitch ill torture you" I said while I looked her up and down in disgust.
" Bhris I'm not here to hurt anybody, I just want you to tell her about me" she said getting soft.
" Did you make me say your name, cause I damn sure wasn't thinking about you in that moment" I blurred out.
" Bhris what ever you said to her about me you wanted to say, that had nothing to do with me" she told me.
" listen" I said getting her full attention.
" I'll tell her about you today, but you have to leave here and never come back" I said.
" Never come back?! All this over some pussy?!" She yelled.
"She's not just pussy to me Kelly, I really love this girl" I said becoming soft as well.
I couldn't help it, I'll do anything for her, kill anything for her, I'm crazy for this woman, I'm crazy enough to kidnap her just so no other man can have her, or even look at her, i don't ever want the thought of another man to ever cross her mind, so I'll do my best to make sure she's happy so she won't even have to think about another man.
" Wow" Kelly said taken back.
"You really do love this girl" she said still in shock.
" I thought Bruno was lying but it seems no- "I immediately cut her off.
" Bruno?!" I screamed
" Yea, Bruno told me you've been happy with a human soul, you've been 'in love' she said.
" Well I am, you need to leave and tell him to stay the fuck out my business before I deck him in his shit again, then torture his motherfucking soul and make his fucking life a living motherfucking hell" I growled angrily.
" Damnn over some pussy?!" She joking said.
" I'm not Fucking playing kelly" I stared into her eyes letting her know I was dead fucking serious. I was not gonna play any games when it came to mines, I had to check my ex bitch about the next one because this one you not touching and neither are you coming near her.
She stared at me from across the room, shocked at how serious I was. I can see why she would be shocked, at most bitches or any other bitch I would let her do what ever the fuck she wanted to them. It could be eating, killing, fucking, licking it didn't matter, I had no love for none of them, but with Yaya, all that shit flies out the window, because I've been personally waiting for specifically her.
"Okay, okay Jesus" she said; me knowing her, the last time she said okay, she ended up killing the bitch. I mean I didn't like her but damn I said no and she killed her anyways.
"Kelly" I warned.
" I'm not going to do anything Bhris, I promise you" she stared at me with her puppy dog eyes.
"Now can I get a hello hug?" She asked me with those same old puppy dog eyes.
Every body know her games and tricks, that's what she is literally known for. I always end up with her pussy on my dick, and man the things she can do, but now that I can actually make love to Yaya, I'm not fazed over no bitch pussy cause making love to my woman is something out of this world.
" Nawl Kelly, I know all you tricks, you hug me then you fuck me" I said staring at her.
" it's not gonna be like that, I just wanna hug"
She Again!!! With them damn puppy dog eyes.
I shook my head not even saying my answer.
" okay fine, I'll leave, but only if you tell her about me, let her know every single thing" she said
" I'll tell her everything, but you have to go right now" I said, I soon heard nothing but silence and emptiness letting me know she was gone.
I let out a deep sigh, stressed out isn't even the word bro. Why it's always something with us every time, every damn day, I just wanna feel good bro, and I know she wanna feel loved. Fucking her every day is what I want to do, making love to her soul everyday is what I want to do, why all this bull shit coming our way. Well I mean maybe it's karma, these humans do talk a lot about karma so maybe it's happening to me, I mean, I did kill over 11,000 people in the last 3 years. So I would understand why all this shit would be happening.
I stood up and made my way to Yaya's door. Standing in front of it, I grew hesitant of knocking, but I did it anyways.
" what the fuck do you want?" She said so aggressively.
" I'm coming in" I semi yelled.
" No the fuck your not" she yelled, but I didn't care, I bust open the door and saw her sitting down on the couch in her room.
Her arms and legs were crossed and she had no emotion on her face.
" What?" She asked in the same position.
" why you so angry all the time?" I asked, she looked at me like I was stupid as hell.
" Nigga is you serious right now, nigga you were about to fuck me, and then called me another bitch name! You were about to put your nasty ass dick inside of me and your thinking about somebody else who's not me." She said throwing her neck at every other word.
" You know my dick not nasty so stop with all that shit." I said
"Shid, ion know, maybe I should ask Kelly, you probably got some disease you fucking monster" she tighten her face up at every word.
I looked at her, wanting to snap her neck, her words were getting the best of me. But I'm in the wrong so I can't do that.
" Ima let you have that, because your angry and I'm wrong but" I walked over to her and grabbed her by the face, making her look directly into my eyes.
" if you ever in your life, call me another monster, I will fuck you up" I said to her; I watched her face as she slowly smiled.
"Ok Isaiah" she said trying to be funny.
"Why you always doing that petty shit dawg" I let go of her face getting annoyed.
" Nigga you cheated on me, what you mean" she yelled.
" I never once cheated on you, ever!" I yelled in her face getting more annoyed.
" I never once cheated on you with no one, I wouldn't do you like that." She crossed her arms and pouted.
" So why'd you say the bitch Kelly name then hun?"
"Because I killed her that's why, she possessed me into saying her name" she cut me off.
" Now what the Fuck type of shit is that?!" She started laughing at me.
" Yaya I'm dead fucking serious" I stared at her starting to get angry. She wasn't taking me serious and it was pissing me the fuck off.
"Boy get the Fuck out, I am not trying to hear that shit." She said still chuckling.
I felt myself getting furious, she was laughing right in my fucking face and right in this moment I wanted to fucking kill her.
"Fuck it" I yelled running to her, grabbing her by her hair.
" I should fuck you up for everything you've been saying" She slapped the dog shit out of me.
I stared at her face in shock, she looked at me in pure hate, I could see it in her eyes. I'm not gonna lie, that shit kind of hurt me, not physically ofcourse, but it made my heart feel nothing but hurt.
"Fuck. you." she said her words slowly.
I looked at her eyes, admiring them, I pulled her in by her hair, and kissed her. Ofcourse she didn't kiss me back, I mean why would she.
I pulled away and stared into her eyes again.
" Love me Nani" I begged her.
She forward her eyes in confusion and stared back into my eyes.
" No Brhis." She said seriously. She searched my eyes before saying something that that broke my heart.
"Brhis I'm done" she said sounding tired and drained. I could tell in her eyes, that it was over and I just couldn't let her leave me.
" I'll kill you" I said calmly staring back into her eyes.
" Okay" she nodded her head with acceptance, causing me to be absolutely scared.
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