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i couldn't get out of bed this morning. my eyes welled up with tears just thinking of all the possibilities if i hadn't been so stubborn. what if i had just taken your side, and listened to your story instead of bringing mine into it? what if i had been selfless, and tried to help you through being exposed to the whole world? what would've happened then wille? i want to know. would i be at the royal palace right now with the queen of sweden and her timid little boy? or would i be back in bjarstad, alone, waiting for you to answer my calls and texts while you were off pondering our existence? which one would it be wille.